Zhanis wolf• Show poetry

http://freewebs.com/youre-not-alone-08 this is my new baby... please go check out the forums.

I WANT TO APOLOGIZE FOR NOT BEING ON HERE. BEAR WITH ME, PLEASE. I JUST GOT TO COLLEGE AT GRACE UNIVERSITY AND AM STILL GETTING USED TO THINGS. I DON'T LOG ON HERE MUCH, BUT I DO HAVE A FACEBOOK AND A MYSPACE. JUST LET ME KNOW YOU ARE FROM HERE IF YOU'D LIKE TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME. I'M MORE LIKELY TO TALK TO PEOPLE THERE THAN HERE. SO SORRY EVERYBODY, BUT MYSPACE AND FACEBOOK IS PRETTY MUCH A SCHOOL-WIDE THING, SO I HAVE TO BE ON THERE IN CASE TEACHERS WANT TO SAY SOMETHING THERE. HAVE A GOOD DAY. I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. BYE FOR NOW.

THE Z WOLF.


~spirit tamer and darkness reliever ; poetry nerd
~Tylenol-everybody's pain killer CAUTION: HIGHLY ADDICTIVE
~http://myspace.com/spiritofwolves
~http://myspace.com/zhaniswolf
~http://www.necroticobsession.com/gothname.html
~http://zhaniswolf.wordpress.com
~http://xanga.com/sisofrick

~Go to http://abandonedcadillac.com I just recently joined this band as singer and song writer. it's the blues, dawg.

~Speaking of Abandoned Cadillac, my friend and founder of the band will soon be joining to get his lyrics copywrited... I'm such a good friend--I'm forcing him hee hee.

~Also speaking of Abandoned Cadillac, here's a list of links that I have written for the band. They're not using them yet, but I have them here for all of you to look at if you like to. They aren't perfect, but I still would like opinions. No music yet. Sorry.

Actually, I just left Abandoned Cadillac for personal reasons (like going to college out of state soon, and they really look down on playing/singing in bars)

Dudes (and dudettes), I would so love to get published. If any of you have ideas on how, please let me know.
http://allpoetry.com/poem/4033559
http://allpoetry.com/poem/4056431

~HEY IF YOU LIKE TO RP AS A WOLF, CHECK THIS GROUP OUT! http://allpoetry.com/group/show/The%20Eastern%20Wolf%20Pack

~IF YOU HAVE AN AP FAMILY MEMBER YOU WANT TO COLLABORATE A POEM WITH, HERE'S A CONTEST GIVING YOU THAT CHANCE!
http://allpoetry.com/contest/2392491


~YOU WILL FIND WHAT YOU WILL FIND. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT; TOUGH. NOT ALL OF WHAT I WRITE IS TRUE OR EVEN BASED ON TRUTH. GOOD LUCK TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT IS OR ISN'T.


~hook me up on yahoo messenger my screen is zhanisranelli. Apparently, the goth name for that is Dreaming Dead.

~I will forever have a little orange kitty on my lap from now until either I have to leave him behind or until he passes away. He is my Prince; a part of my cat's offspring and the only one that looks like him at that. (Thus why I get to keep him ) You can't have him, so don't even ask.

~I also now have his twin brother, Yoda. You can't have him either.

~But if you want a kitten, get ahold of me. We have plenty to give away. We're practically running a cat zoo! With one dog.


~My goth name is Twisted Illusions


~PREVIOUS NAMES: brokenpeace, DawnOfLove, zhanis wolf (current)


~this poem means the most to me because... well it just does

~ http://allpoetry.com/poem/3103360 ~

well it used to be, but things change...


~ABOUT ME: FOR YOU GUYS OUT THERE!!!
http://allpoetry.com/poem/3096312

http://allpoetry.com/poem/3038256
*I'm clingy
*I love to touch and be touched
*I am very loving
*I get jealous easy
*I love to cuddle
*I love to say and hear "I love you"
*Simple things make me happy
*Love poems win my heart no matter how stupid they sound
*Don't try to change me
*Don't judge me
*I do have bitchy days -- Just hold me and let me scream (try to talk me out of being bitchy)
*I love to be held and kissed
*I like dark chocolate and roses (and jewelry)
*Notes that simply say "I love you" are very sweet (randomly done)
*Don't force yourself to please me
http://allpoetry.com/poem/4161395
*Ask me a question; expect an honest answer
*I'm loving
*I'm caring
*I have a good heart
*I'm fragile
*I have my morals. Don't push me to change them just for you or you may end up getting your balls cut off even without a warning.
http://allpoetry.com/poem/3038050
*Really, I'm not in that much of a hurry to get married.
http://allpoetry.com/poem/3020498
*I'm a cat lover... very much so.
*I like March Madness, but am not obsessed with it.
*I really hate being used and am really good at telling if a guy is using me or not.
*I am slightly insecure.



erotica may be the way to a woman's bed, and candy a way to her mouth, but a man's heart is the way to her soul.



~I write free verse mainly though I've been known to write a few good poems in actual formats. Some of my poems have freaked people out but I'm actually okay with that. The poems they freaked on were the poems I wanted them to freak on. I think of myself as a pretty darn good amateur, but that's why I'm on this site. If I suck, tell me and I will try to improve. Anyway the dark roses of my soul are calling, so now I must leave. Please read my poems and critique me as a judge would. Thank you.

~Random Stuff:
Im obsessed with wolves and dragons.
I believe in werewolves and vampires.
I believe in God.
I believe that I am here to question all the rules. (not here as in this site but here on earth)
I LOVE TO WRITE!!!
Society rules my life, but I'm working on changing that not only for myself but for... okay for myself.
I LOVE CATS!!
I love Dr. Who! Thanks to my boyfriend, I am now borderline obsessed.




~I AM RANDOMNESS!!!


~POEMS THAT SPEAK TO ME:
http://allpoetry.com/poem/2967458#

http://allpoetry.com/poem/show/2967711

http://allpoetry.com/poem/2860319

http://allpoetry.com/poem/2925804


http://allpoetry.com/poem/3103360


http://allpoetry.com/poem/3149224


~no sense of mind look him up

~YAY I HAVE FAMILY NOW!!!


This guys poetry is awesome! He is a very special guy to me and always will be... Lord Dracon...
http://allpoetry.com/lord%20dracon

First of all-my older sister, Lady-Pegasus:
http://allpoetry.com/Lady-Pegasus

My second member is another sister, Staretta:
http://allpoetry.com/staretta

My third member is my little sister, clanton:
http://allpoetry.com/clanton (i think lol)

My fourth member is actually part of my real family but on here she is my twin sister, Joleahe:
http://allpoetry.com/joleahe

My fifth member is my grandmother, crystaldust:
http://allpoetry.com/crystaldust

My sixth member is a friend but friends are family too, ChthonicRose:
http://allpoetry.com/ChthonicRose

My seventh member is unfortunatly someone I have to live with; my actual little sister, Valentine Love (or, as mom says, whatever she's calling herself at the moment) Okay, I'm happy that she is interested in poetry, but now it's gotten to where we're fighting over the computer just to get on AP (isn't that sad?)
http://allpoetry.com/Valentine%20Love

My eighth (sp) member is my cousin, Laura Lamarca:
http://allpoetry.com/Laura%20Lamarca (? let's hope i did that link right)


Number nine is my AP father, Bas
http://allpoetry.com/Bas


I almost forgot my AP husband... Ted E Bare ... I really can't forget about him, can I?
http://allpoetry.com/Ted%20E%20Bare


Please welcome my real mother, h1ybear. She's a great mother and friend to me. I'm happy that my AP husband and I were able to convince her to get her butt on here.
http://allpoetry.com/h1ybear

This is my pup in The Eastern Wolf Pack. She's awesome, and I love her display picture. Please stop by and say hello to Elvenfairy.
http://allpoetry.com/elvenfairy

I guess I can't forget my good friend and wolf mate, SongOfSilence, can I?
http://allpoetry.com/SongOfSilence

Okay, he started off as my AP uncle, but now he's my AP boyfriend... I really hope my hubby and my boyfriend don't get jealous of each other. Say what you will, I'm in love.

*dances around a whole bunch* I have a big brother!!! I am soooooo sooooooo happy... can ya tell???
http://allpoetry.com/rvh1956

~No kid should have to go through this........ Read and thank God that u dont have a life like his. no child has the right to go through this pain... My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I werent ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And i start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, "Im sorry!", I scream But its now much to late His face has been twisted Into a unimaginable shape The hurt and the pain Again and again O please God, have mercy! O please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door While i lay there motionless Brawled on the floor My name is Chris I am three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me And you can help Sickens me top the soul, And if you read this and dont pass it on I pray for your forgivness Because you would have to be One heartless person To not be effected By this Poem And because u r effected, Do something about it! So all i ask you to do Is pass this on! IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE! (creadit to Alianne nightseer please post this on your page)



~A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page asap!!



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~Anyone who likes me is cool. Not really, because I am not that cool. I took a quiz once that said I was a heartbreaker. I don't know whether I agree with it or not. I took another quiz and it said I was a city slicker. No way!

~I love the country. We see the sunset and the sunrise (if we get up early enough) and we don't have any nosy neighbors to worry about. The couple across the street run a cattle farm, so we are surrounded by cows. They live about 6 acres away. I love it.

~We have two fields, but one of them is never used unless the people behind us have cows out. I just wish their horses would visit that field too.

~I have described my soul as many things.
*Lava
*Dragon
*But mainly and more importantly---Wolf

Am I missing anything?

http://allpoetry.com/poem/3103360

I LOVE THIS POEM!!!


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If love isn't worth it, then are we worth it to God, who is love itself?

If life isn't worth it, then was Christ's death and ressurection meaningless? After all, does it not keep us alive?

Feel free to add your own in my guestbook.


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