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COME SEE ME HERE!!!!!!
http://www.myspace.com/foreverbent


Find me on MySpace and be my friend!


I used to have a picture of my mom and dad here, but while trying to upload a sidebar version of the same picture(Thank you Erin Thomas) I lost it..... One Day...


Let me tell you a little bit about myself.
I find that I am a little off sometimes, but, I know alot of people like that.
When my dad died, I think that I went off the deep end for a while,and I kinda enjoyed it.
My father was my best friend, my hero, my confidant. He was the only person in the world that would love me unconditionally. No matter what I said, did or didn't say or do, he loved me with everything he had. You would think that I was an only child...nope, 4 brothers and 1 sister.
I am the baby of the family, so I got away with a lot.
I have a sense of humor that does not stop. I love to laugh, and I like to make people laugh. I wish that reflected more in what I write, but lately you'll see that is not so.
There is a huge part of me that felt guilty when my dad died,and a huge part of me that still does.

It has been a long time since I have updated here and so many events have changed my life dramatically. I have been through some of the hardest times of my life and have made it through most of it with the support of some of my closet friends.

I've also met the most amazing man. He is the other half of me that I did not know existed. I once shared a love with someone that will always have a huge place in my heart and although no two loves are the same, they both have changed me for the better. With this most amazing man, I am planning a very small but wonderful wedding for this summer. He recently gave me his mothers engagement ring and told me that he didn't want me to be happy, he needed me to be happy and I am! I know that the future has only great things in store and with him by my side I can live through anything. I recently also celebrated the 5th anniversary of my fathers death and then his sister died two days later from the same cancer he did...I threw my cigarettes away!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!

I've been writing down everything that I have been writing, for me it helps the flow. It just comes out easier and for that I am happy. I will be posting them all soon. Thanks for reading the ramblings!!!!

I have three wonderful children. Trevor, Hayley and Reese. 17,16,&9 respectively. They have become my salvation...


paramore

I've seen love die, way too many times
When it deserved to be alive.
You've seen me cry, way too many times
when we deserve to be alive.
Are listening,
are you watching me?
Did you think that I would leave?
Well you were wrong,
I won't stop holding on!


And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
These dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very
Mad World, Mad World

(mad world, Gary Jules, Donnie Darko soundtrack)