Xxxfallen angelxxx• Show poetry

some randomness about me:
Name: Sarah
Height: 4"11 (im very short)
Age: 13
Eye color: blue
Hair color: blonde (i wish it was black)
Favorite kind of music: heavy metal or alternative rock
Favorite movie: drag me to hell
Favorite band: evanescence
Favorite song: forever gone, forever you (evanescence)


I'm the girl who is wearing a fake smile. the girl who seems so put together but is really falling apart. the girl who will make you smile even if i cant smile. the girl who wants to be saved from myself.
I hide my feelings and my pain... i dont try to get attention so people call me shy.
I used to be a very happy person. then tons of people, and my so called freinds lied to me and betrayed me. I come from a broken home, so it doesnt make it any better. I have given up at trying to make people like me, so i have shut myself out from everyone else. i cant really trust anyone, ive been lied to too many times.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE IS SO QUIET???

"And she's afraid to get close to anyone because everone who said that they'll be there...left."

"No smile is more beautiful than one that struggles through the tears."

"It takes one smile to hide a million tears,and one little slip-up, to uncover everything."

"Sticks and stones may scar my skin but words slice through my soul within."

You Say Pink
I Say Black
You Say Paris Hilton
I say Amy Lee
You Say Zac Efron
I Say Marilyn Manson
You Say Pop
I Say Rock
You Say Im Weird
I Say Im Different
(put this on your profile if you agree)

ABOUT SELF INJURY:
Self-injury, like many addictions, is often a coping mechanism to deal with some manner of internal pain, many who struggle with it also struggle with other issues such as eating disorders and alcohol and drug abuse. While self-injury may be someone’s way to cope with or relieve painful or hard-to-express feelings and is generally NOT a suicide attempt, relief is always temporary, and usually only perpetuates a destructive cycle that continues the struggle. This cycle often means that those who do not get help can become more depressed and shameful, adding to the pain and need for relief, thus perpetuating the cycle.
THIS IS THE BEST EXPLANATION I HAVE FOUND. I GOT IT FROM TWLOHA.COM


Melinda Ashley Carter: 1994-2008 R.I.P. we will never forget you!!!