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I'm Louis Lilley(a.k.a. XxxMidnight SpiritxxX).I'm 18.I'm currently living in Buffalo,NY.I was born and raised here.I'm ghostly pale.And I just want to say, don't live life and make the wrong choices. Life is too short. It slips by us more and more every day. I'm just trying to enjoy what little bit of happiness is in store for my life. I'm trying not to let the past bring me down. It's just a past of mistakes and regrets. But we can't change the past. We can only look to a bright future. I wish I could take many things back. But I can't. So I'm living just for me now. Only myself to look out for. Music is my life, my therapy, my passion, my love. Lyrics are what drive my soul. I love going to concerts. I could go to one every night for the rest of my life. I want to live my life on the road. I want to see new things every day. I'm confusing and I know it.If you can't handle that I am human and that I am going to make mistakes, then don't even bother talking to me. I confuse myself way more then I do you. I trust to easily, but I'm often skeptical. I love to make people laugh.I'm very outspoken sometimes it gets me into trouble (lol). I hate being bored. I'm nice but do have a little bit of a mean streak but who doesn't. I go to South Park High unlike some people I actually like it I have a bunch of friends who I just couldn't dream of leaving if I ever left there. I'm single at the moment and really looking for somebody. I'm usually an extremely happy person and I love to make people laugh and I'm not usually a very judgmental person. Well if you want to know anymore about me then you know what to do! I love to listen to music(rock,heavy metal, etc...) and write poems. I make my mistakes without your permission their are only a few people that i couldn't survive in this world without music. It's my therapy. I love imagination. I'm a very abnormal person. I care for my friends and family. saying shit about them. It won't be pretty. I don't automatically trust you. it must be earned I'm open. most of the time blunt. I dress and act how I want to. I set my own times in life. I love literature,art,english,and living. I don't have good social skills as in, I'm shy. Only until you get to know me though. I can be the sweetest, nicest person but try not to get on my bad side ^_^! I'm straightedge. And happy about it, if you're not happy about it. Oh well. And if you're not straightedge... Oh well. Your choice. =D! Don't label me. Talk to me if you'd like. I'd like meeting new people. So go ahead and talk away! Leave me a comment or a message I'll get back to them. I sing a lot but I’m not too good.I've been known to have a colorful vocabulary. I tend to say sorry over the silliest things.I love to sing and dance at random.Some songs make me cry.Some poems do too. I would drop dead for a girl who would sing a love song for me. I don't think highly of myself at all.I'm very immature most of the time. I don’t like where I live. I luv going to concerts.I hate my life.I don't care if your not like your my stalker or anything.... or are you? I'm watching you j/k [Hate is easy;Love takes courage].If you know my friends they will tell you i'm ether annoying(because there annoying back sometimes)or i'm hyper.If you think i'm weird I don't care.This is the me that I really want to be..... I'm not evil. I'm just me. I may be emo But that doesn’t make me a FREAK. I may wear black But why do you even NOTICE? I might have cut But that was only ONE TIME. I may act depressed but Why do you even CARE? You notice that I cry But you will never understand my TEARS. You may as well be one of them Who made me this WAY? I wish I were dead Why does this trouble YOU? It’s almost as if you LOVE ME. But I’m failing to see WHY? You protect me and you stay by my side But why would someone do that FOR ME? I’m just broken and dead There’s nothing left to HELP. I’m lost inside this bitterness but You try to help me ANYWAY. I try to push you away But you come right BACK Then I notice I’m not Fighting you ANYMORE That I’m starting to let you IN I let you mend my wounds Now I can’t IGNORE YOU. I may be emo but you love me anyway; and I’m glad for that. ..*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*)¸.•*..
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