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i absulutely adore writing.....

poetry is my escape from the pain of what i am going through in my world....

all my poems are always about my actual life ...
my love...

all about that one person you wish you never let go of...

the one thats in my life...
just not the way i want him to be....

the one man i let slip away to another females arms

just because i wasnt there for him enough

now every day that passes i try and show him
how much i care for him...



so many people helped me become who i am today
no matter what the world thought.....


i love with all of my heart
and think with my head.....


i think u can find something beautiful about anyone
if you look hard enough......


just becuz you are beautiful on the "outside" doesnt make you beautiful within...

and THATS what really counts ....

your personality

..your heart...

your empathy for people

just try caring about another MORE then you care about yourself.......


have character....

some morals.......

just becuz u have a great ass doesnt mean the whole
world needs to see it!

but to each his own i guess ...


I am independant and overall a very sweet person....



Remember

Dont worry about the people in your past...

theres a reason they didnt make it to your future......

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If tears could build a stairway...
& memories a Lane...
I'd walk right up to heaven
and bring you home again...

A hundred times ive needed you
A hundred times ive cried
If My Love could have saved you
you NEVER would have died...

RIP Dad ..I love you & miss you... 1994'
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the miracle from god. Anyways, this is what I'm planning on doing........... I'm gonna put a heart shaped letter on the front door that says, "READ AND FOLLOW THE HEARTS TO PLAY THE "GAME OF LOVE." Once he's inside the house, there will be hearts on the floor. One of the hearts will say, "2 of us will be 3" will be a vase of baby breath. With a very tiny card that says "baby breath". (in case he don't know what they are called) Next to the vase will be a tiny wrapped box with a note inside that'll say..."A CHILD BRINGS A SPECIAL KIND OF LOVE INTO OUR HEARTS." "THERE IS SOMETHING SWEET IN THE OVEN........There will be a heart on the floor by the oven that says, "LOVE IS THE EXCITEMENT OF PLANNING THINGS TOGETHER. THE EXCITEMENT OF DOING THINGS TOGETHER. LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF THE FUTURE." Inside the oven will be a bun with another tiny wrapped box with a note inside it saying, "THERE'S A SMILE THE WORLD HAS NEVER SEEN, JUST WAITING TO BE SHARED. THERE'S A HEART THE WORLD HAS NEVER KNOWN, JUST WAITING TO BE LOVED." NEXT IS IN OUR BEDROOM............On our bed will be more baby breath and another tiny wrapped box with another note inside saying, "WE ARE ABOUT TO WITNESS A TRUE MIRACLE FROM GOD. AN ANGEL BEING SENT TO EARTH TO BLESS OUR LIVES." THERE'S A SURPRISE FOR YOU IN YOUR TOP DRESSER DRAWER.............Inside the dresser will be a wrapped box. (a necklace length box) On the outside of the wrapping, it will say, "POSITIVE NEWS". And inside the box will be a note covering the pregnancy stick that says the two of us will soon be 3"
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Lifehouse-Everything

Find me here
and speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
you are the light
that's leading me
to the place
where I find peace again

You are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life
to my soul
you are my purpose
you're everything

And how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this yeah

You calm the storms
and you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
take me deeper now

And how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

And how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

'Cause you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

You're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

You're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

You're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

And how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

And how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

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Six billion souls in the world................
and sometimes all you need is ONE....

I Can Love As Many People As I Want ....
The Only Problem With That Is ...
So Can He...

Sometimes i wish backspace worked in real life...




People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.

When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.


I'm gonna love you, no matter what she says.....


Somewhere between our jokes and our silly fights
i fell in love...


without you...i'm Not ok...


Your first Real Love never really dies...


i'll just pretend to hug you ... till you get here...


buy me a plastic ring and tell me you love me...


Love me when i Least deserve it... thats when i need it the most...


I think there will always be those akward times when we look at eachother & remember how things used to be...


Those beautiful baby blue eyes put the city lights to shame...


if one day i actually start to matter
please let me know...


i would rather be hated for who i am
than loved who who i am not...



I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken --
and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best
than mend it and see the broken pieces as long as I lived.

Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult"

Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You"
"No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find
The One That Is He Won't Make You Cry"

Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend."

i hate to see the one I love happy with somebody
but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me...

Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours."

"I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile."

'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all."

"The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost."

"The hottest love has the coldest end."

"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go."

" For few love can last a lifetime, but for many not knowing when to let go can hold them back forever.


a Valediction

If we must part,
Then let it be like this;
Not heart on heart,
Nor with the useless anguish of a kiss;
But touch mine hand and say;
'Until tomorrow or some other day,
If we must part.'

Words are so weak
When love hath been so strong:
Let silence speak:
'Life is a little while, and love is long;
A time to sow and reap,
After harvest a long time to sleep,
But words are weak."


Just because someone doesn't love you in the way you want them to, doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they've got. "



You may only be one person to the world, but you may also be the world to one person."


Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation

Better to never have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.


I just hope to sleep
And never awaken
Nothing left in this world
Could replace what you have taken...


There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy.


Should I Smile Because You're My Friend Or Cry Because Thats All we are Now...


A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back, I Know Because I've Tried. Neither Would A Million Tears, I Know Because I've Cried."


How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes You Want Them Even More?"


As Part Of You Has Grown In Me, Together Forever Shall We Be, Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart"


"Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does."

"Even when I pour my heart out to you, I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know."

"Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them"

"I know in reality we can't be together, so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me... in my dreams you're mine forever."

"I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me."

"You are always there for me and so you give me the courage to stand alone."

"The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up."

"There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you."

The part that hurts me the most, is knowing that I once had you and then lost you..."

"The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love you have and knowing it will never be returned."

"Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do."

"How do you heal a broken heart? I have no idea where to start because everything I do reminds me of you. "

"Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and you can never have them?"

"I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast, because every time I fall in love it never seems to last."

"We were like Romeo and Juliet. I thought we'd do anything for each other. But Romeo didn't break Juliet's heart."

"As I sat here I was trying to think of all the times you hurt me and made me cry. . . Hoping and wishing it would make me like you less. But it didn't. Because all the times I could remember were the ones when you showed me that you cared. . . Everyday you take time out to listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me. Well, I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only my friend now ... all because of her."

" There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I dont want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you anymore hurts me even more ... "

The weirdest thing happened the other morning...I woke up with tears in my eyes...and one rolling down my cheek...and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again."

"I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do, I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you."

"You're not worth the tears, you're not worth the heartache. I don't know why I give you the time. You're not worth the pain, you're not worth the emptiness. I don't know why I wish you were mine. "

" One day you'll ask me, "which is more important to you, me or your life" I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and leave me with out knowing that you are my life... "

" A boy love this girl but the girl didn't mind. One day the boy got sick and was about to die. Then the girl asked, "Why are you leaving me?" then the boy answered, "so I can be your angel and love you forever"

"I'm sorry for crying over you, because I said I wouldn't. But I didn't promise you that, because I knew it would be a promise I would never be able to keep. "

"It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye. "

"Nothing hurts more than realising he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him. "

" Love is a precious gift that people try to hold onto until the end of time, even when there is nothing left to hold. "
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"When you catch a girl
glancing at you,
she wants you to look
back and smile

When a girl bumps into your arm
while walking with you
she wants
you to hold her hand

When she wants a hug
she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart
she still feels it when
you run into each other 3 years later..

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a
few seconds,
she is not at all fine

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are playing games!!

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a girl says she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more
than that

When a girl is mean to you after a break-up
she wants you back, but shes
scared she'll get hurt and knows
you're gone forever


Guy Facts:
When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few
minutes
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders if you do

When your laying your head on a guy's
chest,
he has the world

When a guy calls/texts/comments you everyday,
he is in love

When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you til your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,".
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else


someone was in your mind as you read this??


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" Never Say" I love you "if you don't really care, never talk about feeling if they
aren't really there. Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart. Never say
you're to, if you never plan to start. Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie.
Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever, then say
you will try. Never say forever ' cause forever makes me cry. "

Help Animals get adopted... they need homes ...
We should have been neutered, we should have been spayed, now we suffer the consequence of the errors THEY made.

If only they'd trained us, if only we knew...

we'd have done what they asked us and worshiped them, too.

We were left in the backyard, or worse -let to roam- now we're tired and lonely and out of a home.

They dropped us off here and they kissed us good-bye... "Maybe someone else will give you a try."

So now here we are, all confused and alone... in a shelter with others who long for a home.

The kind workers come through with a meal and a pat, with so many to care for, they can't stay to chat,

They move to the next kennel, giving each of us cheer... we know that they wonder how long we'll be here.

We lay down to sleep and sweet dreams fill our heads.. of a home filled with love and our own cozy beds.

Then we wake to see sad eyes, brimming with tears – our friends filled with emptiness, worry, and fear

If you can't adopt us and there's no room at the Inn – could you help with the bills and fill our food bin?

We count on your kindness each day of the year – can you give more than hope to everyone here?

Please make a donation to pay for the heat... and help get us something special to eat.

The shelter that cares for us wants us to live, and more of us will, if more people will give.