I've decided to simplify.
Mom
Middle Eastern Dancer
Guerilla Photographer
Occasional Poet
Music Addict
Crafter
Painter
Seamstress & Costumer
I've disappeared for a while. 2005 was death. I haven't written anything in a long time.
Let's see if I can change that then...
***
New year, new rules. I've found muses. Here and there. Muses, being the fickle things that they are, are always here for simple moments. All I can do is treasure the moments. I don't even know if they're real.
Oyu isn't real, but he lives behind the screen in my head and whispers wonderful and terrible things to me. He weaves stories like I weave webs.
Tyler isn't real, but he's the most realistic thing I've known.
I'm a goddess. Just as much as any woman. I am a spider. Not a huntress exactly, but I lie in wait, and they always come.
I cut them free.
After they cut me free.
I'm an untamed horse, or so I've been told. I wear many different brands on my skin. Given to me by others. Some by lovers. Those are the ones I treasure the most.
I'm submissive, but don't take that to mean that I'm weak. I know who I am and what I am, for the first time in my life, I know where I'm going.
Someday, I will leave here, and live on a rocky beach. I will let my hair go from the perfectly coifed arrangement it's in now to wild ivy.
I will snuff out candles with my tongue.
Some spiders...we just don't like the light.
When I give myself, I give completely, even if it's only a moment. For a moment, I can be anything, anyone. I've been compared to Erzulie, Kali, Isis, Innana, Azna herself.
I don't much feel like anyone but myself. I don't relate to Persephone anymore, but I still won't share a pomegranate.
Mom
Middle Eastern Dancer
Guerilla Photographer
Occasional Poet
Music Addict
Crafter
Painter
Seamstress & Costumer
I've disappeared for a while. 2005 was death. I haven't written anything in a long time.
Let's see if I can change that then...
***
New year, new rules. I've found muses. Here and there. Muses, being the fickle things that they are, are always here for simple moments. All I can do is treasure the moments. I don't even know if they're real.
Oyu isn't real, but he lives behind the screen in my head and whispers wonderful and terrible things to me. He weaves stories like I weave webs.
Tyler isn't real, but he's the most realistic thing I've known.
I'm a goddess. Just as much as any woman. I am a spider. Not a huntress exactly, but I lie in wait, and they always come.
I cut them free.
After they cut me free.
I'm an untamed horse, or so I've been told. I wear many different brands on my skin. Given to me by others. Some by lovers. Those are the ones I treasure the most.
I'm submissive, but don't take that to mean that I'm weak. I know who I am and what I am, for the first time in my life, I know where I'm going.
Someday, I will leave here, and live on a rocky beach. I will let my hair go from the perfectly coifed arrangement it's in now to wild ivy.
I will snuff out candles with my tongue.
Some spiders...we just don't like the light.
When I give myself, I give completely, even if it's only a moment. For a moment, I can be anything, anyone. I've been compared to Erzulie, Kali, Isis, Innana, Azna herself.
I don't much feel like anyone but myself. I don't relate to Persephone anymore, but I still won't share a pomegranate.
- Last seen on Nov 15 12:02 AM 2008. Member since August 5, 2003.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 106 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Gah!".
- I am a 27 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a home business owner (I read Tarot cards and do numerological charts).
- Visit my homepage at xanablue.livejournal.com
- I have 106 comments, 20 poems, 2 stories
My Poetry
My Stories
-
\Inspire me\, Meg cried inside the confines of her skull. She ran her fingertips over the canvas, hoping to extract some beauty from it. Something. Soon, it was her whole palm451 lines, July 30, 2004. In <200 lines, Fiction
-
531 lines, 2 comments, July 29, 2004. In <200 lines, Adult
Guest Book
1 - 4 of 9
Show all
-
Merucica on December 23, 2003Happy Holidays
*meru* -
janesays on December 21, 2003LOL, I like your style.
1)you have witch-wife on your page(thats one of my favorits.
2)your ragdoll poem reminds me of one i was trying to write.
3)you have a poem called ricochet(so do I!)
And 4.) your response to MistyMelody in your guestbook.hehehe...Thats Awesome!
Edited on Dec 21, 6:57 p.m. because ''. -
Ava Noire on October 11, 2003I'ma mommy too
My daughter is 9 months and she is just nearly my entire life too! so i know how that is
-
braincake on September 17, 2003lol still laughing at above psycho. HAHAHA. Anyways just thought I would sign here because I really liked what I read today and will probably be back for more. Furthermore, I saw that you love haiku, which is one of my obsessions also. I write haiku incessantly, much to everyone else's chagrin. Anyways, great work, can't wait to read more. (LOL that Misty is hilarious. That made my day.) leaves, still chuckling
Edited on Sep 17, 11:32 p.m. because ''.
