XXmidnightstarXx• Show poetry

I am random, that's a warning to you now.

My friends are my life. I love them to death and I will follow them to the gates of hell and back. You mess with them and I will go kick your ass, no matter what distance separates me from you and them. I am there for them to cry on and I will listen to them and kick who's sorry ass it was who made them hurt. I try my best to make them smile and I try and be the best friend I can possibly be. I'm not perfect at it, I screw up a lot, but I'm not perfect. I love to hang out with them and talk to them. I am firecly loyal to them, whether I know them personally or not.

007 dinosaurs is the best game in the world to play. Don't know how? Well.. seriously, sucks to be you. And yes, it's as stupid as it sounds, but wow... it's great ^^


I'm not out here to make you different. I'm here to live my life as I want it, that's it.


My closest friends are:
Nikki
Brandi
Ashley

My boyfriend is:
PJ

People I trust:
The above mentioned (and some of these are they're allpoetry names)
XxPyroxX
XxXpurplevampiresXxX
peregrin
The Broken Queen
MyxUnbeatingxHeartx

These people are kind enough to listen to me rant and check up on me when I'm on here.



Alright, I stand about 5'7''. I have blonde hair (again *sigh*) but I'm expecting to dye it brown with platnuim streaks and have black tips soon ^^. I have peircing blue eyes, I love them. They have silver specks in them and are known to change to completely different colors according to others. I wear lots of liner because it makes my eyes look more harsh and they pop out more. I wear dark colors because I LIKE THEM. I don't restrict my wardrobe to dark however, I do have green, reds and whites. My hair is amazingly cut, and I do it myself ^^. I like to cut and style people's hair and I'm GOOD at it. I have freckles that I HATE. I want them gone.

I love to act. Pretending to be someone who is totally different than me and doesn't have a care or problem in the world. I have been in multiple plays and in fact, am in one now. I sing soprano, though, I think I sound like a dying frog, I never am swayed by what others say about it either. I also like to dance. Again, I don't think I'm very good, but I like it, so I don't care what you think about it.

I love animals, they are the things I can talk to that listen and never talk back. I guess it would be nice to tell people about problems that I have, but animals don't judge and they love you no matter what.

If you want to email me, you must ASK and I should give out my email, I do not want my email on display for everyone to see because I don't want a bunch of random crap from people I don't know. And I'll give my email out to my favorites that I talk to reguarlly without hesitation if they ask.

BROKENSYDE and DOT DOT CURVE are the best bands in the enitre world, don't argue with me. Close runner-ups are Madina Lake- who I think is also my favorite, Breaking Benjamin, Breathe Carolina, Disturbed, Blood on the Dance Floor, Flyleaf and My Chemical Romance. Ima Monster, Freaxxx, IBangWithNoPants, I'm So Sick,I Kissed a Girl (yupp I did) are SOME of my favoritest songs, basically, anything from Brokencyde is automatically on the list =3. And no, not all my favorite bands are on there- nor are all my favorite songs, there are too many and I'm not going to list them all. >.<

Oh ya! And I love smileys that aren't technically smileys! >=3 =3 XD X3 ^_^ ^.^ >.> <.< >.< T.T O.O O.o o.O <(^_^)> (>^_^)> <(^_^<) :S V.V *.* @.@

Ninjas are another thing I love. They are so dark and mysterious. They are a sign of power, yet, they are not huge. That, and the fact that they can kill people in so many different ways. Also, go see Kung Fu Panda and you'll see why ^.^ best movie in THE WORLD!!

I love the colors purple and black. Pandas are my favorite animal. I am a night person, and I HATE getting up early. I have braces. And I love gum LOL, not quite the combination you are supposed to have. And I also can't spell all that great LOL, I've been known to misspell my own name! So don't judge me XD.

Best sents in the world go like this:
1.Vanilla (of course, that's the smell of my perfume)
2.Burnt Marshmellow (mmmm!)
3.Rain (rain is the bestest)
4.Dish Soap (yup, the powder kind)

Best foods in the world:
1.Chocolate (the healing food)
2.Ice Cream (again, healing food)
3.Cheesecake (yup, healthy list huh?)
4.Kiwis (omg, I'd kill for those things)

Best activities to do:
1.Sing/Dance (LOOVE IT!)
2.Write (Why do you think I'm on this?)
3.Play in the rain (You get wet, everyone likes to get wet)
4.Hang out with friends (without mine, I'd die)

I am normaly quiet and shy, I don't reach out very easily, but when I get to know you, I'm very close to my friends. And I have lots of em! ^.^ I'm very sweet and playful around my friends and others who are on my good side.

BUT, when I'm in public and don't know anyone, I will act like a complete idiot with my friends or just by myself. I don't care about what others think about me. If they think I'm retarded, cool, if they think I'm wicked sweet, that's awesome. Good for them. However, you diss on me and you better look out. My little toys, the sniper- for subtle and quick deaths, flamethrower- for intense pain and tourcherous deaths, and my favorite, the bazooka- for those quick jobs that you just want to make messy, will be hunting you down. You hurt my friends, I'll make you BEG for mercy. So don't do it.

I am blunt. The end. You ask me to tell you something, I'll tell you the truth, no sugar added, free of charge. Ok, I can be sarcastic sometimes.. but only a lot. I'm also what you would consider a bitch, but I'm only like that to people I dislike. I'm just a fun loving, over touchy, random girl.


Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a t-shirt that barely covers anything?
Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to imperess a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style you give her a mouthful?
Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gansta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone.
Are you laughing?
Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isn't it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a leture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
I'm not laughing.
Isn't it so funny that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isn't it funny that you can call emos punks and goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without and inch of guilt through your heart?
Isn't it funny that you'll dump a girl if she happens to cut herself but you'll work it out with a girl who cheats?
HOW CAN YOU CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS?

If you believe this is true, post it on your profile.

A POEM THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH BY dante-emo:

ice cold heart
when you open your eyes,
tell me what you see,
tell me that i'm cold as ice,
and you have no feelings for me.
i'm hurt and torn and no one loves me,
i wish i was never born,
so you dont have to see me.
if you cut me...
there won't be pain,
even as the blood,
gushed out of my veins.
hear me say so,
this message to you,
just because i'm emo,
doesnt mean i dont love you.


And time for some random stuff:

"Girls are like phones they like to be held & talked to but press the wrong button you'll be disconnected." <--- This is brilliant


"Love is giving up a part of yourself and allowing that part to be filled by someone else." <-- so true


"My friend lives in darkness, for she is blind.
She can see with her ears and nose.
She can sense when I am sad,
She can smell my tears in the air.
I tell her how beautiful she is and she nods, taking my face in her hand.
"And you are beautiful, too.""
-Zoe Graye ^^Something about those words make me cry


Why There Are Friends <-- I love my friends to death, they stick with me through hell

Because... they smile.
Because... they understand just by looking in your eyes.
Because... they finish you sentences and know what you like.
Because... they know you better than you know yourself.
Because... with them you aren't afraid to be yourself.
Because... you can say something stupid or expose your deepest secrets to them.
Because... everything you do together becomes a memory.
Because... you don't need to do something special to have fun... fun just happens.
Because... you don't need to explain anything...they just know.
Because... they tell you the truth, no matter how much you'd rather not hear it.
Because... they would do anything for you and get you out of trouble.
Because... they make you laugh harder than anyone.
Because... they are not afraid to put themselves on the line for you.
Because... you can trust them.
Because... they believe in your dreams, no matter how silly they may seem.
Because... they dry your tears.
Because... you are good enough where you are with them.
Because... they love you for who you really are.
-Kristy Glassen


This is a pretty freaking awesome email I got. Too True!

Natural Highs

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket .
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake.
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A back rub.
15. The beach..
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS.
24. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
25. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
26. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
27. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
28. Playing with a new puppy.
29. Having someone play with your hair.
30. Sweet dreams.
31. Hot chocolate.
32. Road trips with friends.
33. Swinging on swings.
34. Making eye contact with a cute stranger..
35. Making chocolate chip cookies.
36. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
37. Holding hands with someone you care about.
38. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
39. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
40. Watching the sunrise.
41. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
42. Knowing that somebody misses you.
43. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
44. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.

Hmm... well something about PJ. He's amazing, and he likes me for me. (good song btw, except it's she) He doesn't care about my past or what sexual orentation I am, he cares about the presant and the future.

Your heart chooses who you fall in love with, when and how long. You fight it, it makes it worse. There is nothing you can do to stop it, but just accept it.

"DUCT TAPE FIXES EVERYTHING EVEN THOUGH THE PRODUCT ISN'T AS PERFECT AS IT WAS BEFORE IT WAS BROKEN!" <--- BWUAHAHA true, true


"Imature love is I love you because I need you, mature love is I need you because I love you." A very true quote that I love <3