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okay. I've grown up a bit I don't go under any label, stereotype, or any of that crap. I don't go on this too much so your kind of wasting your time reading this lol.



Suicide (sσσ●i●si∂ ) n.
A way of telling the world, "You can't fire me, I quit!"

Cracks in the concrete are a way of telling you:
No matter how strong you are,
You can always fall apart

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her.
even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.


• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• trust her over everyone else.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• forgive her for her mistakes.
• look at her like she`s the only girl you see.
• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• write her letters.
• when she`s sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she`s important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her,and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before.


Place an X by all the things you've done.
() Smoked a cigarette
() Drank so much you threw up
(xxxxx) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() Been arrested
() Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
() Seen someone die
() Been to Canada
() Been to Florida
() Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposite side of the country
(x) Gone to Washington, DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying...
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
() Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke badly (oh puh-lease!)
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls (haha good times!)
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (everyone should x this)
(x) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
() Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(xxx) Danced in the rain (oh yeah I feel alliivveee!!! XD)
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
() Been kissed under the mistletoe
() Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire on the beach
() Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating
() Started a mosh pit
(x) Own a knife
() Ran away for more then a day
(x) Got in a fight and lost
(x) Got in a fight and won
() Got a new girlfriend
() Been dumped
() Been smacked then dumped
() Smacked someone then dumped them
() Gone to court
() Gone to jail
() Been picked up by the cops
() Tell a cop to: go to hell, go him/her self ect... ( never o.o )
() Own a gun
() Love someone
(x) Hate someone
() Love and hate someone
() Think someone loves you
(x) Think someone hates you
() Is gay
() Is lez
() Is bi
() Is gay but no one knows
() Is lez but no one knows
() Is bi but no one knows
(x) Isn't any of them
(x) Works out (school P.E. right?)
() Has a tattoo
() Is a "goth"
() Is "emo"
(x) Is something (yes. an awesome person mwahaha)
() Is an alien
(x) Is "idk"
(x) Is no one
() Has ever been in boot camp
() Ever been to juvy
(x)Cusses regulary (shut the fuck up...)
(x) Loves life
() Hates life
() Wants to die
(xxxx) Wants to live (you won't take me- um...dead!)
() Wants to die but not kill themself
() Wants to kill themself
(x) Has ever cut
() Likes to cut
() Loves to cut
() F*cking loves to cut
(x) Thinks cutting is wrong
() Thinks cutting helps
() Is a drama king/queen
(xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx) Doesn't care what people think
() Cares what people think
(x) Has more than one friend
(x) Has a best friend
() Is a goody-goody
() Is a bad-*bitch*
() Has gone out with a girl/guy for over a month
(x) Believes in one gf one bf relationships
(x) Has someone to talk to
() Thinks you're smart
() Thinks you're dumb
(x) Thinks you're cool
(x) Thinks you're lame (I'm cool in a lame way so HA!)
(x) Liked this thingy
() Disliked this thingy

Relationships:
() I've had someone cheat on me.
( ) I've gone on a blind date.
( ) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
(x) have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
() I've cheated in a relationship.
() I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
( ) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
() I've told someone I loved them
() I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality:
() I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) I've had a crush on a teacher. (a teen camp councilor..)
(x) I am a cuddler.
() I love to flirt.
() I've been kissed in the rain.
(x) I've hugged a stranger. (hehe..)
() have kissed a stranger.
() I've been kissed under the mistletoe

Honesty/Crime:
(x) I am a terrible liar. (I hardly tell the truth though lol)
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(xxxxxxxxxx) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test. (first grade get over it D
() I've run a red light.
( ) I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
(x) I've been in a fist fight.
( ) I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol:
() I've consumed alcohol.
( ) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
() I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
(x) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
(x ) I can't swallow pills.
() I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
() I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
() I shut others out when I'm depressed.
(x) I take anti-depressants.
( ) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
() I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
(xxxxx) I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
() I'm addicted to self harm
(x) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide:
(x) I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
() I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
() Someone close to me has committed suicide.
() I've attempted suicide.


Random:
() I can sing well.
() I open up to others easily.
(x) I watch the news.
(x) I don't kill bugs.
(xxxxxxxxxxxxxx) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
(x) I sing in the shower.
() I am a morning person.
(x) I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
() I'm a snob about grammar.
(x) I am a sports fanatic.
() I twirl my hair
(x) have "x"s in my screen name
() I love being neat *Sometimes*
() I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
() I bake well.
() My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
(x) I would wear pajamas to school. (and have!!)
() I like Martha Stewart.
(x) I know how to shoot a gun. (who doesn't I guess)
() I am in love with love.
() I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (I'll hate you very much if you talk like that all the time)
(x) I laugh at my own jokes. (hahahahahahahhahahaha...um. yeah...just gonna squeeze by here XD)
() I eat fast food weekly (ya nasty!)
() I believe in ghosts/spirits.
() I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
(x) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. *think about it*
(x) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
(x) I am really ticklish.(depending on where)
(x) I love white chocolate
(x) I bite my nails
(x) I play video games (sometimes)
(x) I'm good at remembering faces.
() I'm good at remembering names.
() I'm good at remembering dates.
(xxxxxxxx) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
() I have tried to join a circus and failed. (haha that'd be funny...)


яєα∂ тнιѕ:

ιѕит ιт fυииу тнαт ωнєи уσυ gσ тσ тнє ѕнσρѕ ωιтн уσυя fяιєи∂ѕ уσυ ℓσσк ∂σωи αт тнє gιяℓ ωιтн вℓα¢к נєαиѕ αи∂ ѕтυ∂ѕ вυт ѕмιℓє αт тнє gιяℓ ωєαяιиg α α мιиι ωιтн α тѕнιят тнαт вαяєℓу ¢σνєя αиутнιиg؟

ιѕит ιт fυииу уσυ ¢αи ¢нαиgє уσυя мυѕι¢ тαѕтє тσ ιмρяєѕѕ α gυу вυт ωнєи ιт ¢σмєѕ тσ α gιяℓ ωнσ ℓιкєѕ нєя σωи мυѕι¢ αи∂ нєя σωи ѕтуℓє, уσυ gινє нєя α мσυтнfυℓ؟

ιѕит ιт fυииу тнαт α gυу ¢αи gєт αωαу ωιтн вєιиg α gαиgѕтα вυт тнє ємσ gєтѕ α мσυтнfυℓ fяσм єνєяуσиє

αяє уσυ ℓαυgнιиg؟

ιѕит ιт fυииу αи ємσ ¢αи вє qυιєт αℓℓ тняσυgн тнє ωєєк вυт gєтѕ мσяє ●вυииу● fяσм єνєяуσиє тнαи тнє gιяℓ ωнσ ѕℓєєρѕ αяσυи∂ αи∂ ѕєℓℓѕ нєя νιяgιиιту؟

ιѕит ιт fυииу тнαт уσυ ∂σит мιи∂ уσυя fяιєи∂ѕ ∂яιикιиg, ѕмσкιиg вυт тнє мιиυтє ѕσмєσиє мєитισиѕ ємσ мυѕι¢ уσυ ¢αи gινє тнєм α ℓє¢тυяє σи мєℓσ∂яαмαтι¢ тєєиαgє συт¢αѕтѕ؟

ιм иσт ℓαυgнιиg

ιтѕ ѕσ fυииу тнαт уσυ αи∂ уσυя fяιєи∂ѕ ¢αи мαкє α gιяℓѕ ℓιfє нєℓℓ αи∂ иσт киσω αиутнιиg αвσυт тнє ѕιℓєит вαттℓє ѕнє мιgнт вє fιgнтιиg.

ιѕит ιт fυииу тнαт уσυ ¢αи ¢αℓℓ ємσѕ, ρυикѕ, gσтнѕ тнє яєтαя∂ѕ вυт ѕтιℓℓ мαиαgє тσ gєт тняσυgн уσυя ∂αу ωιтнσυт αи ιи¢н σf gυιℓт ιи уσυя нєαят.

нσω уσυ ¢αи ¢αℓℓ α gιяℓ α ρσѕєя, нσω ¢αи уσυ ѕαу "уσυя иσт ємσ" σя "αттєитισи ѕєєкєя" ωιтнσυт ѕρєи∂ιиg α ѕє¢σи∂ тяуιиg тσ fιgυяє συт ωну тнєяє αяє ¢υтѕ σи нєя ωяιѕтѕ αи∂ ωну ѕнє ѕρєи∂ѕ нєя ℓυи¢нтιмєѕ ¢яуιиg ιиѕтєα∂ σя ℓαυgнιиg ωιтн нєя fяιєи∂ѕ

кєєρ σи ℓαυgнιиg

ιѕит ιт fυииу уσυ ¢αи ѕαу αи∂ ∂σ αℓℓ тнιѕ ωιтнσυт αиу ι∂єα σf ωнαт ιѕ gσιиg σи ιи тнιѕ ρєяѕσиѕ ℓιfє

ωιтнσυт киσωιиg нєя ѕιтυαтισи ωιтн нєя fяιєи∂ѕ

σя нєя fαмιℓу

σя нєя ℓιfє

вяανє ιѕит gσιиg υρ σи ѕтαgє αи∂ ѕтяιρριиg

вяανє ιѕ иσт ѕαуιиg α ѕρєє¢н

σя ∂υмριиg уσυя вσуfяιєи∂

вяανє ιѕ

gσιиg тσ ѕ¢нσσℓ σи мυfтι ∂αу αи∂ иσт fσя α ѕє¢σи∂ ¢αяє ωнαт тнє ●вυииу●ѕ αяσυи∂ уσυ αяє ѕαуιиg αвσυт уσυя ¢ℓσтнєѕ

ιтѕ ℓιѕтєиιиg тσ уσυя σωи мυѕι¢ αи∂ вєιиg ρяσυ∂ σf ιт

ιтѕ gσιиg тняσυgн єνєяу ∂αу ωιтн тнє тнιиgѕ ρєσρℓє ѕαу тσ уσυя fα¢є αи∂ вєнιи∂ уσυя вα¢к αи∂ уσυ ѕтιℓℓ кєєρ qυιєт

ιтѕ киσωιиg ωнαт уσυя "fяιєи∂ѕ" αяє ѕαуιиg αвσυт уσυ αи∂ ѕтιℓℓ ¢αℓℓιиg тнєм уσυя fяιєи∂ѕ

вяανє ιѕ киσωιиg тнαт тσмσяσω ιѕит α вяιgнт αи∂ нαρρу fυтυяє

ιтѕ αиσтнєя ∂αу σf ●вυииу●ιиg αи∂ ∂σ∂gιиg яυмσяѕ

кєєρ σи ℓαυgнιиg
ιf уσυ αgяєє ρυт тнιѕ σи υя вℓσg
αи∂ α∂νιѕє σтнєяѕ тσ ∂σ ѕσ.
{ѕ¢яєω тнє нαтєяѕ.}


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big sis - xxdyingdiamondxx - I'm older but your little sis, how nice, haha.

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