"The secret to living is remebering how to love, and the escence of loving is remembering how to live."
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^^! NOTE: I HAVE LEFT ALL POETRY. GOODBYE, SORRY IT WAS SO SUDDEN. KEEP ON WRITING, NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS!^^

_LINKS_:
www.google.com
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amy_Lee
*Listen to THE OPEN DOOR Here:
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† In case you couldn't tell from my page, I LOVE ЄVĄђę§ĊЄђĊЄ!!!! †
Oh, and their new album, The Open Door, (Oct. 3rd), is a MUST HAVE for everyone! It's absolutely AWESOME!!!
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*To anyone from school, you know who I am (Stephanie, Jenny and others). Thanks for checking out my homepage. Yeah, you can tell me how dumb this stuff sounds to you in school. Hehe, but if you like it, then I'm glad. Thanks again, see you later! -Coo, Coo, Coony!
*
(\ /) Bunny! LOL,
(O.o)
(>0<)
/_|_\
Bascically, I just put stuff on this page to take up some space, so...
*Questions about me or my poetry? IM me!*
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I write all sorts of things, but mostly about my experiences. I don't really have a "style"... I don't think. I don't know... you be the judge of that.
I write for a release. If I'm thinking about something, generally I'm writing about it. I prefer free-verse, but I also write rhyming poems.
I'm a little insane sometimes, in my own crazy way. Sometimes it's hard for me to fit in.
Sometimes I write things, and I'm not sure where they come from. After I finish a piece like that, I usually look at it and try to find out why I wrote it. Most of the time I can't figure it out. BIZZARE, I know!
(Who really reads all of this anyway?)
I love sharing my work with others too. And when someone comments on my work, it gives me a sense of satisfaction just to know that someone took the time to read it and liked it. I think it's great when I can share and read poetry with others. Ok, I think you've suffered enough...
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*ABOUT ME
Gender: Female
Age: 14
Zodiac: Scorpio
Hair: Blonde (a little obvious sometimes)
Eyes: Hazel
Skin type: White
Height: Not enough (5'3")
Weight: Rude to ask (ok, about 115)
Hobbies: Reading, writing, poetry(duh), music, sports, being lazy
Sports: Softball, soccer, basketball (no, I'm not an athlete)
Pets: 1 cat, 1 dog (lost 3 cats in less than a year)
Favorite teams: Yankees, Giants (football)
What to do when I'm out of school: Be an astronaut or be a film producer
Favorite animal: Dog or cat
Crush: none (Jesse McCartney)
Idol: Amy Lee of Evanescence
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AP FAMILY:
DAD- Donboy
BIG BRO- Unchained Poet/Serenade of Sins
BIG BRO- frozen life
*Hope to expand soon! (hint, hint)
If you wanna join then just let me know.
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So far my friends and/or favorite authors include:
*Dream Girl- Thanks for all the inspiration help you've given me so far. You're a way cool friend!
*Unchained Poet (Serenade of Sins)- You are a wonderful friend to me and can come up with some sweet lyrics. Can't wait to see more from you!
*xXxSilentScreamsxXx- You are a cool person and I love reading your stuff!
*WolfHeart- You are inspiring and helpful in every way. Thanks a lot!
*donboy- You are so cool! I love all your poems and you bring a smile to my face. Thanks for the inspiration and for always being there for me!
*Sheshh (Teddibly Abnormal)- You're an awsome person and I'm glad I met you. Can't wait to see more stuff from you, and learn about Japan, LOL
*Frozen Life- Like a mirror of myself. You're an awsome poet that deserves a million applauses! I can relate to you so much, it's almost scary! Keep going!
I'm so sorry if I have forgotten any of my friends. If you think I have forgotten you, please IM me and I'd be glad to put you up here! Great job guys and keep on writing. Thanks for everything so far.
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I'm really into music too. Here are some of my favorite artists, and yes, I have a wide variety of tastes in music, LOL, but I mostly like hard rock, punk rock, metal, and alternative rock genres. Basically something that abuses the drums or pounds the guitars. And I consider rap to be: Retards Atempting Poetry, no offense to those who like it.
Jesse McCartney
Seether
*EVANESCENCE*
Linkin Park
3 Doors Down
Crossfade
CKY
Fallout Boy
Kelly Clarkson
Carrie Underwood
Nickelback
Aly & AJ
Hilary Duff
Godsmack
Green Day
The Fray
10 Years
Drowning Pool
The Black Maria
Three Days Grace
WOW. A lot Right?
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My favorite song lyrics at the time are:
*LISTEN TO THE RAIN*
Listen listen
Listen listen
Listen listen
Listen listen
Listen (listen) listen (listen)
Listen (listen) listen (listen)
Listen (listen) listen (listen)
Listen listen
Listen to each drop of rain (listen listen)
Aaah
Whispering secrets in vain (listen listen)
Aaah
Frantically searching for someone to hear
Their story before they hit ground
Please don't let go
Can't we stay for a while?
It's just to hard to say goodbye
Listen to the rain
Aa...ah
Listen listen listen listen listen listen to the rain
Weeping
Oo...ooh oooh ooh oo...ooh
Oo...ooh oooh oh oh
Listen (listen) listen (listen)
Listen (listen) listen
I stand alone in the storm (listen listen)
Suddenly sweet words take hold
(Listen listen)
Hurry they say for you haven't much time
Open your eyes to the love around you
You may feel you're alone
But I'm here still with you
You can do what you dream
Just remember to listen to the rain
oo...ooh oh oh oh oh
ooh ooh oh oh oooh
Listen
*Written by Amy Lee of Evanescence*
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†OTHER SONG LYRICS†
*_LITHIUM_*
Evanescence
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, but God I want to let it go
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Don't want to let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go
Let me go
Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, I'm gonna let it go
*_IMAGINARY_*
Evanescence
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clocks screaming,
Monsters calling my name.
Let me stay,
Where the wind will whisper to me.
Where the raindrops
As they're falling tell a story.
In my field of paper flowers,
And candy clouds of lullaby.
I lie inside myself for hours,
And watch my purple sky fly over me.
Don't say I'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos- your reality.
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge,
The nightmare I built my own world to escape.
(If you need to leave the world you live in
Lay your head down and stay a while.
Though you may not remember dreaming,
Something waits for you to breathe again.)
In my field of paper flowers,
And candy clouds of lullaby.
I lie inside myself for hours,
And watch my purple sky fly over me.
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming,
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights.
Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming,
The goddess of imaginary light.
In my field of paper flowers,
And candy clouds of lullaby.
I lie inside myself for hours,
And watch my purple sky fly over me.
*_LIES_*
Evanescence
Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again
You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above
[Chorus:]
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me
But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree
Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you
[Chorus]
[Chorus]
Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you
[Chorus]
*_BREATHE NO MORE_*
Evanescence
I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever,
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.
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~Q U O T E S~
"One impulse from a vernal wood
May teach you more of a man,
Of moral evil and good,
Than all the sages can."
- William Wordsworth
"Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known how to save a life."
- The Fray
"Then I looked and heard the voice of many angels, numbering thousands
upon thousands, and ten thousands times ten thousand. They circled the
throne and the living creatures and the elders. In a loud voice they sang:
'Worthy is the Lamb, who was slain,
To receive power and wealth,
And wisdom and strength
And honor and glory and praise!'"
- The Holy Bible, Rev. 5:11-12
"Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost? My God, my tourniquet, return to me salvation...Christ, tourniquet, my suicide."
- Evanescence
"Pain is temporary. Pride is forever."
- Unknown source
"Undone"
"Unravel unwinded undone
uncoiled unhidden undone
unclean underlying undone
unfocus undaunted undone"
- The Systematic Dream Foundation
~M O R E Q U O T E S~
"Another cutter , another freak, another dork , another geek. Another prep , another jock , another bunny & more punkrock. Another hater, another G another scar they put on me. Another label happens to fall when no one really knows the person at all."
"Tough people are not born... they're made when no one is there to wipe away their tears."
"Having a dream doesn't make you smart. Realizing it won't come true? That does."
"We are fools whether we dance or not, so we might as well dance."
"I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if it's just for a second, that I've crossed your mind."
"I am existing....but not living. I watch the world rush by me as I am trapped behind a window of silence."
"A day without sunshine is like, well, night."
"Change is inevitable except from a vending machine."
"Latest survey shows that 3 out of 4 people make up 75% of the world's population."
"I don't have an attitude problem, you have a perception problem."
"I'm a strong girl who keeps her stuff inline, even with tears running down my face I manage these two words - 'I'm fine'."
"Don’t tell me the sky's the limit when there are footsteps on the moon."
"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion."
"There is love of course. And then there's life, its enemy."
"Every time someone asks if im okay is just a reminder that im not."
"I'm Blonde, what's ur excuse?"
~A N D M Y Q U O T E S~
(Yes, by me!)
"Funny, in the middle of 'believe' is 'lie'. Should this mean that believing is trusting a lie, or a lie is worth believing?"
"A mistake is not truly a mistake unless you don't learn anything from it."
"Live your life to the fullest, taking in each moment minute by minute, for your future is only what the next minute brings."
"Not knowing isn't what's scary, that's actually comforting. It's what I do know that terrifies me."
"I don't have bad luck, life just gets in my way."
"If I die this second, I know exactly where I am going. Do you? You should."
"If I can't help myself, then you can't help me either."
"Sometimes a friend is just what we DON'T need."
"If you can't admit that you are a hypocrite, then you are infact shouting it to the world!"
"NEVER listen in silence. You'll end up hearing things that you were never meant to hear."
"The only ones we are resisting in being rebels are ourselves."
"When you have stood too long, it is better to just sit down and let someone else stand there like a fool, than waste your time and energy taking up someone else's 'space'."
"Excuse me? I'm not crazy, I just choose to think in a unique and diverse way."
"I hope you don't have a problem with insane people- I wouldn't want you to hurt yourself."
"Stick and stones may break my bones, but words are worse: they could kill me."
"If you think this world can be fixed, then I suggest you remove your blindfold and cilmb out of that hole you have fallen into."
"I am well aware of my problems. I don't need you to remind me."
"If I'm all that I've got, than it's not hard to miss what others don't."
"The secret to living is remembering how to love, and the escence of loving is remembering how to live."
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_TOP 10 THINGS I CAN'T STAND:_
10.) The smell of BBQ. It chokes me. No, really. But I love the taste!
9.) Rap. Sorry to all you fans out there. Just not my stuff.
8.) The cold. Rather burn up than freeze to death. It's the truth!
7.) Bugs. Any kind. Whish They'd all just DIE!!!
6.) The morning. WARNING: Stay away from me in the morning!
5.) Asparagus, GAG. Hate it. Yuk!
4.) Watching someone puke. I'll puke too. It's not fun.
3.) Preps & preppy-acting people. Can't stand those peoples.
2.) Stuck up attitudes. Not around me! Not a big fan of that.
1.) AND THE THING I CAN'T STAND THE MOST: People judging other people. Don't do it! It hurts, trust me. Especially when they don't know the person. If anyone does it, I will permanently hate them!
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Ok, I've entered some contests, and I'll post it here if I win any of them, which might not be so often, but I'll try.
BRONZE- POEM: My Best Friend, CONTEST NAME: 'Options Option'
allpoetry.com/Poem/2162699
SILVER- POEM: Reach, For I Am Your Hand, CONTEST NAME: 'Crikey! Contest # 63 at The Winkler'
allpoetry.com/Poem/2178464
Ok, now that all that boring stuff is out of the way, enjoy my writing!!!
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^^! NOTE: I HAVE LEFT ALL POETRY. GOODBYE, SORRY IT WAS SO SUDDEN. KEEP ON WRITING, NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS!^^

_LINKS_:
www.google.com
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amy_Lee
*Listen to THE OPEN DOOR Here:
music.aol.com/songs/new_releases_full_cds.adp?defaultTab=1&defaultItem=1/javas cript:IZKflashDalai.loadAudioClip(1723536);refreshAdsList();
† In case you couldn't tell from my page, I LOVE ЄVĄђę§ĊЄђĊЄ!!!! †
Oh, and their new album, The Open Door, (Oct. 3rd), is a MUST HAVE for everyone! It's absolutely AWESOME!!!
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*To anyone from school, you know who I am (Stephanie, Jenny and others). Thanks for checking out my homepage. Yeah, you can tell me how dumb this stuff sounds to you in school. Hehe, but if you like it, then I'm glad. Thanks again, see you later! -Coo, Coo, Coony!
*
(\ /) Bunny! LOL,
(O.o)
(>0<)

/_|_\
Bascically, I just put stuff on this page to take up some space, so...
*Questions about me or my poetry? IM me!*
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I write all sorts of things, but mostly about my experiences. I don't really have a "style"... I don't think. I don't know... you be the judge of that.
I write for a release. If I'm thinking about something, generally I'm writing about it. I prefer free-verse, but I also write rhyming poems.
I'm a little insane sometimes, in my own crazy way. Sometimes it's hard for me to fit in.
Sometimes I write things, and I'm not sure where they come from. After I finish a piece like that, I usually look at it and try to find out why I wrote it. Most of the time I can't figure it out. BIZZARE, I know!
(Who really reads all of this anyway?)
I love sharing my work with others too. And when someone comments on my work, it gives me a sense of satisfaction just to know that someone took the time to read it and liked it. I think it's great when I can share and read poetry with others. Ok, I think you've suffered enough...
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*ABOUT ME

Gender: Female
Age: 14
Zodiac: Scorpio
Hair: Blonde (a little obvious sometimes)
Eyes: Hazel
Skin type: White
Height: Not enough (5'3")
Weight: Rude to ask (ok, about 115)
Hobbies: Reading, writing, poetry(duh), music, sports, being lazy
Sports: Softball, soccer, basketball (no, I'm not an athlete)
Pets: 1 cat, 1 dog (lost 3 cats in less than a year)
Favorite teams: Yankees, Giants (football)
What to do when I'm out of school: Be an astronaut or be a film producer
Favorite animal: Dog or cat
Crush: none (Jesse McCartney)
Idol: Amy Lee of Evanescence
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AP FAMILY:
DAD- Donboy
BIG BRO- Unchained Poet/Serenade of Sins
BIG BRO- frozen life
*Hope to expand soon! (hint, hint)
If you wanna join then just let me know. ~`~~~____~~~~~~~~~~~~~~____~~~~~~~~~`__`~~~~~~~~~~~____~~~~`~~~~____~~~~~
So far my friends and/or favorite authors include:
*Dream Girl- Thanks for all the inspiration help you've given me so far. You're a way cool friend!
*Unchained Poet (Serenade of Sins)- You are a wonderful friend to me and can come up with some sweet lyrics. Can't wait to see more from you!
*xXxSilentScreamsxXx- You are a cool person and I love reading your stuff!
*WolfHeart- You are inspiring and helpful in every way. Thanks a lot!
*donboy- You are so cool! I love all your poems and you bring a smile to my face. Thanks for the inspiration and for always being there for me!
*Sheshh (Teddibly Abnormal)- You're an awsome person and I'm glad I met you. Can't wait to see more stuff from you, and learn about Japan, LOL
*Frozen Life- Like a mirror of myself. You're an awsome poet that deserves a million applauses! I can relate to you so much, it's almost scary! Keep going!
I'm so sorry if I have forgotten any of my friends. If you think I have forgotten you, please IM me and I'd be glad to put you up here! Great job guys and keep on writing. Thanks for everything so far. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm really into music too. Here are some of my favorite artists, and yes, I have a wide variety of tastes in music, LOL, but I mostly like hard rock, punk rock, metal, and alternative rock genres. Basically something that abuses the drums or pounds the guitars. And I consider rap to be: Retards Atempting Poetry, no offense to those who like it.
Jesse McCartney
Seether
*EVANESCENCE*
Linkin Park
3 Doors Down
Crossfade
CKY
Fallout Boy
Kelly Clarkson
Carrie Underwood
Nickelback
Aly & AJ
Hilary Duff
Godsmack
Green Day
The Fray
10 Years
Drowning Pool
The Black Maria
Three Days Grace
WOW. A lot Right?
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My favorite song lyrics at the time are:
*LISTEN TO THE RAIN*
Listen listen
Listen listen
Listen listen
Listen listen
Listen (listen) listen (listen)
Listen (listen) listen (listen)
Listen (listen) listen (listen)
Listen listen
Listen to each drop of rain (listen listen)
Aaah
Whispering secrets in vain (listen listen)
Aaah
Frantically searching for someone to hear
Their story before they hit ground
Please don't let go
Can't we stay for a while?
It's just to hard to say goodbye
Listen to the rain
Aa...ah
Listen listen listen listen listen listen to the rain
Weeping
Oo...ooh oooh ooh oo...ooh
Oo...ooh oooh oh oh
Listen (listen) listen (listen)
Listen (listen) listen
I stand alone in the storm (listen listen)
Suddenly sweet words take hold
(Listen listen)
Hurry they say for you haven't much time
Open your eyes to the love around you
You may feel you're alone
But I'm here still with you
You can do what you dream
Just remember to listen to the rain
oo...ooh oh oh oh oh
ooh ooh oh oh oooh
Listen
*Written by Amy Lee of Evanescence*
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†OTHER SONG LYRICS†
*_LITHIUM_*
Evanescence
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, but God I want to let it go
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Don't want to let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go
Let me go
Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, I'm gonna let it go
*_IMAGINARY_*
Evanescence
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clocks screaming,
Monsters calling my name.
Let me stay,
Where the wind will whisper to me.
Where the raindrops
As they're falling tell a story.
In my field of paper flowers,
And candy clouds of lullaby.
I lie inside myself for hours,
And watch my purple sky fly over me.
Don't say I'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos- your reality.
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge,
The nightmare I built my own world to escape.
(If you need to leave the world you live in
Lay your head down and stay a while.
Though you may not remember dreaming,
Something waits for you to breathe again.)
In my field of paper flowers,
And candy clouds of lullaby.
I lie inside myself for hours,
And watch my purple sky fly over me.
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming,
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights.
Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming,
The goddess of imaginary light.
In my field of paper flowers,
And candy clouds of lullaby.
I lie inside myself for hours,
And watch my purple sky fly over me.
*_LIES_*
Evanescence
Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again
You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above
[Chorus:]
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me
But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree
Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you
[Chorus]
[Chorus]
Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you
[Chorus]
*_BREATHE NO MORE_*
Evanescence
I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever,
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.
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~Q U O T E S~
"One impulse from a vernal wood
May teach you more of a man,
Of moral evil and good,
Than all the sages can."
- William Wordsworth
"Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night,
Had I known how to save a life."
- The Fray
"Then I looked and heard the voice of many angels, numbering thousands
upon thousands, and ten thousands times ten thousand. They circled the
throne and the living creatures and the elders. In a loud voice they sang:
'Worthy is the Lamb, who was slain,
To receive power and wealth,
And wisdom and strength
And honor and glory and praise!'"
- The Holy Bible, Rev. 5:11-12
"Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost? My God, my tourniquet, return to me salvation...Christ, tourniquet, my suicide."
- Evanescence
"Pain is temporary. Pride is forever."
- Unknown source
"Undone"
"Unravel unwinded undone
uncoiled unhidden undone
unclean underlying undone
unfocus undaunted undone"
- The Systematic Dream Foundation
~M O R E Q U O T E S~
"Another cutter , another freak, another dork , another geek. Another prep , another jock , another bunny & more punkrock. Another hater, another G another scar they put on me. Another label happens to fall when no one really knows the person at all."
"Tough people are not born... they're made when no one is there to wipe away their tears."
"Having a dream doesn't make you smart. Realizing it won't come true? That does."
"We are fools whether we dance or not, so we might as well dance."
"I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if it's just for a second, that I've crossed your mind."
"I am existing....but not living. I watch the world rush by me as I am trapped behind a window of silence."
"A day without sunshine is like, well, night."
"Change is inevitable except from a vending machine."
"Latest survey shows that 3 out of 4 people make up 75% of the world's population."
"I don't have an attitude problem, you have a perception problem."
"I'm a strong girl who keeps her stuff inline, even with tears running down my face I manage these two words - 'I'm fine'."
"Don’t tell me the sky's the limit when there are footsteps on the moon."
"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion."
"There is love of course. And then there's life, its enemy."
"Every time someone asks if im okay is just a reminder that im not."
"I'm Blonde, what's ur excuse?"
~A N D M Y Q U O T E S~
(Yes, by me!)
"Funny, in the middle of 'believe' is 'lie'. Should this mean that believing is trusting a lie, or a lie is worth believing?"
"A mistake is not truly a mistake unless you don't learn anything from it."
"Live your life to the fullest, taking in each moment minute by minute, for your future is only what the next minute brings."
"Not knowing isn't what's scary, that's actually comforting. It's what I do know that terrifies me."
"I don't have bad luck, life just gets in my way."
"If I die this second, I know exactly where I am going. Do you? You should."
"If I can't help myself, then you can't help me either."
"Sometimes a friend is just what we DON'T need."
"If you can't admit that you are a hypocrite, then you are infact shouting it to the world!"
"NEVER listen in silence. You'll end up hearing things that you were never meant to hear."
"The only ones we are resisting in being rebels are ourselves."
"When you have stood too long, it is better to just sit down and let someone else stand there like a fool, than waste your time and energy taking up someone else's 'space'."
"Excuse me? I'm not crazy, I just choose to think in a unique and diverse way."
"I hope you don't have a problem with insane people- I wouldn't want you to hurt yourself."
"Stick and stones may break my bones, but words are worse: they could kill me."
"If you think this world can be fixed, then I suggest you remove your blindfold and cilmb out of that hole you have fallen into."
"I am well aware of my problems. I don't need you to remind me."
"If I'm all that I've got, than it's not hard to miss what others don't."
"The secret to living is remembering how to love, and the escence of loving is remembering how to live."
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_TOP 10 THINGS I CAN'T STAND:_
10.) The smell of BBQ. It chokes me. No, really. But I love the taste!
9.) Rap. Sorry to all you fans out there. Just not my stuff.
8.) The cold. Rather burn up than freeze to death. It's the truth!
7.) Bugs. Any kind. Whish They'd all just DIE!!!
6.) The morning. WARNING: Stay away from me in the morning!
5.) Asparagus, GAG. Hate it. Yuk!
4.) Watching someone puke. I'll puke too. It's not fun.
3.) Preps & preppy-acting people. Can't stand those peoples.
2.) Stuck up attitudes. Not around me! Not a big fan of that.
1.) AND THE THING I CAN'T STAND THE MOST: People judging other people. Don't do it! It hurts, trust me. Especially when they don't know the person. If anyone does it, I will permanently hate them!
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Ok, I've entered some contests, and I'll post it here if I win any of them, which might not be so often, but I'll try.
BRONZE- POEM: My Best Friend, CONTEST NAME: 'Options Option'
allpoetry.com/Poem/2162699
SILVER- POEM: Reach, For I Am Your Hand, CONTEST NAME: 'Crikey! Contest # 63 at The Winkler'
allpoetry.com/Poem/2178464
Ok, now that all that boring stuff is out of the way, enjoy my writing!!!
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- Last seen on Nov 27 9:09 PM 2006. Member since July 24, 2006.
- I'm a lapisLazuli dream poet for 372 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Just know, you're not the only one".
- I am a 14 year old girl from New York (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a m bored out of mind mind (literally). Oh right, school....
- Visit my homepage at www.storywrite.com/tlc7550


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- I have 372 comments, 1 contest, 2 addlines, 2 columns, 53 poems, 4 stories
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Claudia Incognito : GUESS WHAT?! on November 16, 2006I change my name to CrymsonWarrior ^^ yeah the warrior of blood purty much ^^ well anyway theres like a storm coming soon and I can't wait but then i have to walk to school and I'm aggervated because people make a big deal because you are bisexual because its the way you want to be so yeah Ashely is too but she is popular and retarted but purty. People are scared of me now...profely because of the reason so i'm going to write a poem about it on here and yes this is very long because I'm very aggervate *glares* GRRRRRRRRR DD:
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Claudia Incognito on November 14, 2006well yay! guess what I'm not at school today because i'm awesome like that heh ^^ your name is so cool. Well my friend and I are writting a story and the names had to be english or something not too japanese so i chose the name Terra(without the h of course) and i got the idea from watching anime. yups ^^ So how was ....the past 15 years of you life i think it's 15 I don't know..... i wonder about that. Anyway I have to change my name but i think its cool that i spelled it wrong some odd reason and ...*poke* heh BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH New jersey sucks
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Claudia Incognito on November 12, 2006>>> who are you and why do we have so much in common???
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bldydreams on November 2, 2006yay Evanescence!!! i love them... sry wow
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