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Hey! I'm Savannah, but i prefer Sav/Savvy.

Damo, I love you and always will!

I enjoy ballet, tap dancing, and writng (stories/poems etc.)

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My fave bands are as follows:
--My Chemical Romance
--Fall Out Boy
--Panic! At The Disco
--Evanescence
--Lostprophets
--Bullet For my Valentine
--Kill Hannah
--Greenday
--Say Anything
--TAT
--Hexxer (my friends brothers band)
--And some others that i can't think of coz my minds gone blank!!!!!!

Religion: I am a Gerardist

~ The Ten Commandments of Gerardism~

1.) Thou shalt not put a gun to thy lovers head
2.)Thou shalt be willing to die for love
3.)Thou shalt seek revenge on those who wrong you
4.)Thou shalt be a demolison lover
5.)Thou shalt unleash the fucking bats
6.)Thou shalt protect thy lover from everything (even vampires)
7.)Thou shalt respect the lord, Gerard
8.)Thou shalt sing the holy hymns of My Chemical Romance
9.)Though shalt see beauty in bloody love
10)Thou shalt rock hard!! \../


DO THIS ONE BY ONE! DONT LOOK AHEAD! THIS IS LIKE 99.9% TRUE!!

1) Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.
2) Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?
3)your first initial?
4) Your month of birth?
5) Which color do you like more black or white?
6) Name of person of the same sex as you?
7) Your favorite number?
8) Do you like California or Florida more?
9) Do you like the lake or ocean more?
10) Write down a wish (a realistic one)
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THE ANSWERS
1) You are completely in love with this person.
2) If you chose:
Red- you are alert and your life is full of love.
Black- you are conservative and aggressive.
Green- your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- you are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow- you are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.
3) If your initial is:
A-K you have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R you try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z you like to help others and your future love life looks very good.
4) If you were born in:
Jan-Mar The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you will fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
Apr-Jun You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep You will have a great year and experience a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec Your love life will not be too great but will eventually find your soul mate.
5) If you choose:
Black- your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White- you will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
6) This person is your best friend.
7) This is how many close friends you have in your life time.
8) If you choose:
California- you like adventure.
Florida- you are a laid back person.
9) If you choose:
Lake- you are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you are very reserved.
Ocean- You are spontaneous and like to please people. 10) This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in one hour

~~~Champagne, Cocaine And Strawberries~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~By TAT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lyrics~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

(chorus)
Champagne, cocaine and strawberries,
Champagne, cocaine and strawberries,

First time you down it,
Yeah, you'll have a laugh,
Second time you down it,
You'll be low on cash,
Third time you'll fall with the alcohol,

(chorus)

First time you smoke it,
No, you'll never regret it,
Second time you sniff it,
You'll be up to some mischief,
Third time on lucky cocaine,

(chorus)

Strawberry fills,
Are forever a pill,
Soft red skins,
And your mine for real,

Champagne, cocaine and strawberries,

You can sip it,
And, you can down it,
And, you can lick it,
And like it,
And light it,
But, you can't fight it,
Oh, for alcohol,

You can loll it,
Or, you can own it,
Or roll it,
Inject it,
And sniff it,
And smoke it,
Cocaine,

You can like them,
And you can love them,
And, You can eat them,
But, you can't beat them,
Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah,
Strawberries

After a couple of drinks,
My head starts to spin,
A few more straight sips,
And, I'm losing grip,
My world slowly begins to spin,

Soak up our lines,
Lets get high,
Too many more,
and, I'm not keeping score,
You know, I secretly want more,

One last time!

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Please Put This On Your page If You Know Someone Who Died Of Cancer


*SCARS AND BATTLE WOUNDS*
The scars she tries to hide,
countless marks that remind
the hell that put them there
if only she could find time to rewind
her arms like a canvas
telling her beloved story
she tries to hide them
but they still show
everyone tells her
it shows that she'll grow
the ridicule she fears,
when she cuts the sleeves off
but everyone knows
shes gone through pain beyond her years
she doesnt cut
even through the depressing lows
she tries to keep her head up
because deep down she knows
the thoughts will always be there
hindering her every dream
but she wants to prove him wrong
she wants to be redeemed

the scars on the inside will slowly fade,
but the ones on her arms
they will still remain
she starts to realize what they are
battle wounds from lifes harsh times
then she wonders why
she even wanted to rewind
for it would change nothing
not even her past
she smiles knowing
that the fresh scar on her arm
would be her very last


only we can stop the violence, the prejudice, the insecurity, and most importantly, we are the only ones to blame. we have let these things go too far. change a person's life. try accepting them, rather than making them feel as though they were nothing, just because they are different. you can be the change, but only if you are willing to change yourself. take a chance, and be the person we all aspire to be."

When I run away from you...
- Chase me

When I pout my lips...
- Kiss me

When I kick and punch...
- Hold me tight

When I call you a loser...
- Just know that you're my loser

When I am silent...
- I'm thinking of how to say I love you

When I ignore you...
- I want all your attention

When I pull away...
- Grab me by the waist and never let go

When you see me at my worst...
- Tell me I'm beautiful

When I scream at you...
- Tell me you love me and mean it

When you see me walking...
-Sneak up behind me, grab me, and give me a kiss

If I don't call you...
- I'm wanting you to call me

When I'm scared...
-Hold me and tell me everything's okay, 'cause I'm with you

When I look like something's the matter...
- Kiss me and tell me not to worry

While I hold your hands...
- Play with my fingers

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I was willing to take a bullet for you. Instead,you put a bullet in my heart.



Here are some of my fav quotes:

The wicked at heart probably know something.

Life is a sexually transmitted disease.

Kissing Marilyn Monroe was like kissing Hitler.

I get bored easily. I've been bored most of my life.

Between the idea
And the reality
Between the motion
And the act
Falls the Shadow.

The greatest happiness is to scatter your enemy and drive him before you. To see his cities reduced to ashes.  To see those who love him shrouded in tears. And to gather to your bosom his wives and daughters.

Is it a progress if a cannibal uses knife and fork?

If you haven't got anything nice to say about anybody, come sit next to me.

New York: Skyscraper National Park.

Whatever women do in life, they must do it twice as good as men in order to be considered as half as qualified. Fortunately, that's not very difficult.

America is a melting pot, the people at the bottom get burned while all the scum floats to the top.


*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page asap!!

"Every seven seconds an Emo kid dies. Save a life. Hug an emo."

Too often, we lose sight of life's
simple pleasures. Remember, when
someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles
in your face to frown, BUT, it only takes
4 muscles to extend your arm
and fucking slap that motherfucker
up-side the head.......
Pass it on!


Every school has them,
they are ugly or fat.
They have scars or acne or birthmarks.
Or maybe its just something about them that doesn't fit
in with the cherry-lipgloss, videohits view of how
teenagers should be?...
People are mean to them
they ridicule them
they make monsters of them
people don't want to sit next to them or stand near them.

I WAS ONE OF THESE.

and i think its horrible that people can be mean to somebody for these things. post this on ur page if you think judgment and bullying is wrong!

(cuz it is and you should know that)


~~Try Not Cry~~

Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!
But Mommy, when I went to school that day,
I never said good-bye,
I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another,
And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now,
And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best;
Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass.
Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves this,
Mommy, warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss.
And Mommy tell the doctors; I know they really did try,
I think I even saw a doctor, Trying not to cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bullet in my chest,
But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest.
Mommy I ran as fast as I could,
When I heard that crack, Mommy, listen to me if you would,
I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new,
I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo.
I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,
I wanted to be an actress, Mommy, I wanted to live.
But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,
Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date.
I love you Mommy, I always have, I know; you know it's true,
And Mommy all I say is, "Mommy, I love you."

****In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech Students Who Were Lost****
Please if you would,
Don't smash this on the ground.
If you pass this on,
Now you have 2 choices,
1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as "Try Not To Cry"
2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how cold-hearted you really are...
Maybe people will cry,
Just keep this in your heart,
For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".


"92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile."

-PlEaSe ReAd ThIs-

HoMoPhObIa Is WrOnG!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
REPOST THIS ON YOUR AUTHOR PAGE IF YOU BELIEVE HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!


-PLEASE READ THIS-

My name is Sarah I am but three,
My eyes are swollen I cannot see,
I must be stupid I must be bad,
What else could have made My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up All the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight
Don't make a sound! I just heard a car
My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse My name he calls
I press myself Against the wall.
I try and hide From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,
I finally get free And I run for the door.
He's already locked it And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late
His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy Murdered me.

We need to stop child abuse!
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MY StoryWrite account:
++http://storywrite.com/user/show/emowitch94

MY AP SISTERS:
++http://allpoetry.com/Madison_Mary

++http://allpoetry.com/endless-lover
(my twin)

++http://allpoetry.com/Mybeautyisfake

http://allpoetry.com/FatalityHearts#
(AP sis & real life friend)

MY AP SOUL SPIRIT:
++http://allpoetry.com/Hetha





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