XXBrokenDreamerxX• Show poetry

Hey Peoples...! WELCOME TO MY AWESOMENESS PAGE!! Its Noel! Hehehe.... Yeahh well there is not much to know about me except that Im outgoing? I am a really kewleo person to be around. I can be the bestest friend ever!, and I can also be your worst nightmare. >:] Yeahh well I love to write poetry and express my feelings in a way diffrent then people around me.=] Well, I can have a habit of being annoying to others, but hey! That's just me. Im mostly happy all the time, but sometimes I have my off days... but if you get happy, I will be too!!! =) Yeahh so that's about it. If you want to know anything.. Anything at all about me, feel EXTREMLY free to ask. Oh, and trust me, Im not as werid as I may sound. Just happy and funny! See ya later people who I have no idea are on my page!! =0! Heheh. Have a fun time on my page!!!
-The Number One Stalker!!! >:] Mwuahhha!

*About Me*!!
♥ Birthday : July 9,1993
♥ I'm 15 years old
♥ I'm random
♥ I'm creative
♥ I'm silly
♥ Negative(all the time but trying to over come that!)
♥ I'm friendly
♥ Sweet
♥ Confusing
♥ Positive(at times)
♥ I love chocolate
♥ I love reading
♥ Writing poetry
♥ Music(is my life)
♥ My favorite color is black
♥ My bestie is Karin and Maria <3
♥ My friend Sachin is awesome!
♥ I like anything dark :]
♥ I like cookies!
♥ I love being different
♥ I love monkeys!
♥ I love talking on the phone
♥ I can be misunderstanding at times

Alot More.... but this is good for now =]


I'm not depressed ----- I'm just always sad.
I'm not crying ----- My eyes are just full of tears.
I'm not living ----- I just keep breathing.
I'm not stupid ----- I just don't get it.
I'm not trying ----- I've already given up.
I'm not weird ----- I'm just different.
I'm not a rebel ----- I just don't take orders.
I'm not a believer ----- I've already lost hope.
I'm not a fuck up ----- I just make mistakes.
I'm not emotional ----- I just have a lot of feelings.
I'm not a cutter ----- I just found a way to get rid of the pain.
I'm not laughing ----- I need to smile first.
I'm not perfect ----- I don't want to be.
I'm not ignoring ----- I just choose not to listen.
I'm not a gossip ----- I have my own life.
I'm not impatient ----- I just don't like to wait.
I'm not tough ----- I just don't take shit.
I'm not opinionated ----- I just voice what I think.
I'm not questioning ----- I just have my doubts.
I'm not hiding ----- I just want to disappear.


Goths:
*Don't always wear black
*Don't worship Satan
*Are NOT evil
*Do not want to kill people
*Do not hate everybody
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are usually nice people
*Are normal, just like you



Hacked by :: [♥][The one and only Bestie Maria][♥]

Well hello loser and weirdos! I would like to say that. My bestie Noel is like freaking amazing. I love her to death and nothing will ever change that. She always been there for me. She always made me laugh or smile whenever I shed tears of sadness. She is everything to me. She is like my twin. I love her always and that never will stop. She my little angel. She very beautiful and that never going to stop. I would give up a lot for her. She means a lot to me. If any loser out there hurts her. I am hunt you down and hurt you myself *growls* You better not hurt her! She mine for now until prince charming comes. And the real prince charming not some fake guy! -_- Love ya bestie

HACKAGE by your one and only bestie ♥

- Maria ♥




HackAGE by your friend Eze!

Aesome is the definition of Noel and Noel is awesome! Lol. Noel is an awesome person, honestly. She is nice, friendly, sweet, funny, and RANDOM! XD She ish my online bestie and yay for being my gf's bestie too! She ish an awesome girl and whoever can not see that is IDIOTIC!!! Once you get to know her, you don't want to not know her. =] She is like a sis to me we can talk about things like we've known each other for years. =] I can't think of anything much more specific to say at the moment, but i will later! Bottom line; Noel is an awesomely awesome friend!!! =D



~TO EVERY GIRL~

"To every girl that is scared to put her heart out there again, because she has been hurt too many times.

To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky.

TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS TO BE CALLED BEAUTIFUL, NOT HOT.

To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.

To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.

To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess.

TO EVERY GIRL THAT JUST WANTS TO HOLD HANDS.

To every girl that kisses him with meaning.

To every girl who just wishes he cared more.

To every girl who just once, wants a guy to give their jacket up when she is cold.

To every girl who just wants him to call.

TO EVERY GIRL WHO LIES AWAKE AT NIGHT THINKING OF HIM.

To every girl that just wants to cuddle.

To every girl who shows how much she cares but gets nothing back.

TO EVERY GIRL WHOE VERY THOUGHT “MAYBE THIS COULD BE THE ONE.”

To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny.

To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.

TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS A GUY THAT DOESN’T JUST PLAY WITH HER EMOTIONS, BUT CARES ABOUT HOW SHE FEELS.

To every girl who wants words backed up with actions.

To every girl who fell for all the lies only to find herself alone in the end.

To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.

To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day." And it will be. "



...Have You Ever...
[_] Smoked a cigarette
[_] Drank so much you threw up
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[_] Been arrested
[_] Gone on a blind date
[_] Skipped school
[_] Seen someone die
[_] Been to Canada
[_] Been to Florida
[_] Been to Mexico
[_] Been on a plane
[x] Been lost
[_] Been on the opposite side of the country
[_] Gone to Washington , DC
[x] Swam in the ocean
[x] Felt like dying....
[x] Cried yourself to sleep
[x] Played cops and robbers
[x] Recently colored with crayons
[_] Sang karaoke badly
[_] paid for a meal with only coins
[x] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[x] Made prank phone calls
[_]Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[_] Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
[x] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[x] Danced in the rain
[x] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[_]Been kissed under the mistletoe
[_]Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[x] Blown bubbles
[_] Made a bonfire on the beach
[_]Crashed a party
[x]Gone roller-skating
[_]Ice-skating



Death and Suicide

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[_] I hate funerals.
[_] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone i no has attempted suicide.
[_] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.


Random

[x] I can sing well.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[_] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[_] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[_]I am a morning person.
[_] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar. [In some ways]
[_] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[x] i have x's in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[_] I love Spam
[_] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[_] I bake well.
[_] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[_] I would wear pajamas to school.
[_] I like Martha Stewart.
[_] I am in love with love.
[_] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[_] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x]I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I bite my nails
[x] I play video games
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[_] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] My answers are totally honest



EMO
[x] you own at least 5 black shirts
[_] you like skinny jeans
[x you’re listening to music right now
[x you have painted your fingernails black before
[_] You have more than 300 songs on your ipod/mp3/itunes
[x]Like the color black
[_] have dyed ur hair dark
[x] sometimes like to be alone
[x] hate popular music
[x] Have given people the evil stare
[x] Have been called Emo.
[x] own a studded belt
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