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Hmm what to say about me...

Rumor has it I am drowning in my own ego...I personally do not think of myself that way but whatever!

Well first off my name is Natalie, life confuses me at the moment, really it does I don't know where to go what to do or what to say. I'm stuck right now, life seems like it has frozen in time and everyones moving on but I'm still sitting here lost and confused. Sometimes I just want to end it all but even then I can't move on.

I'm sixteen years old and I live in a little itty bitty town lost in the midst of nowhere. I hate it here. Its boring, drama spreads to fast, and gossip goes around like the flu in a preschool classroom. I hate it! I can't wait till I graduate and can leave it all behind me and never come back! I want to major in fashion when I graduate. It interests me.

Well other than that I'm a nice person. Some say I'm to nice sometimes. I have a hard time saying no to people unless I know that its something wrong and I stand strong against it. I have a low self esteem on a lot of things. I'm shy and I absolutely hate it, but I can't help it, its a part of me that I can't just push away, and that sucks. Once you get to know me I can be quite outgoing, if you just take the time to get through my shy stage. Some people stereotype me as emo others scene but to tell you the truth no one is any of those. Stereotypes suck so if you're going to talk to me and stereotype me then just kindly keep your mouth shut! Thats one thing I really don't like!

Music takes up a big space in my heart so does art. They are both always there for me through everything and so is my writing as a matter of fact.

If you don't like my poems don't comment them! Because if you're just going to comment on how much you hated the poem, and if it sounds forced and doesn't flow then don't! Because you're just causing drama that I don't want to have to deal with! I have a low enough self esteem don't make matters worse! I've only been writing for about a year and a half what do you expect! So please make your critisism constructive because you're just going to piss me off and I'm just going to delete your comment because its stupid so you wasted your time typing out your lame comment! So just don't do it please!


A poem is never finished, only abandoned...

I’m Going To Draw A Picture,
A Picture With A Twist,
I’ll Draw It With A Razor Blade,
I’ll Draw It On My Wrist,
And If I Draw Correctly,
A Fountain Will Appear,
Draining All My Sorrow,
Drowning All My Fear.


♥Penguins!♥
♥Hair bows!♥
♥Ninjas!♥
♥Cupcakes...Duh!♥
♥You!♥
♥My friends!♥
♥Vanilla!♥
♥Popsicles!♥
♥Ipod!♥
♥Drawing!♥
♥Eyes!♥
♥The number 57!♥
♥Coffee!♥
♥The word Toxic!♥
♥Words in general!♥
♥To read!♥
♥Rainbows!♥
♥Hair!♥
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I ♥ From First To Last!

I'm a mess of insecurities
Attention starved with a narcissistic twist
Don't you think that I'm amazing?
Please tell me I'm worth dating
I have every reason not to leave home today (home today)
Home today (home today)

Mirror, mirror, how amazing is my figure?
Your visitors they fall apart before my pictures
Mirror, how amazing is my figure?
Your visitors they fall apart before my pictures

Please don't believe my words are lacking honesty
I'll be the boy you can't resist
You'll be the tenth girl on my list
I'll write your name upon my chest
These less than three's will never rest
Please don't believe my words are lacking honesty

Mirror, mirror, how amazing is my figure?
Your visitors they fall apart before my pictures
Mirror, how amazing is my figure?
Your visitors they fall apart before my pictures

You'll be the last girl on my list
Action's just a click away
These things photographs could never say
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Please don't believe my words are lacking honesty
(You'll be the last girl on my list
Action's just a click away
These things photographs could never say)
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My Toxic Family And Friends!

My associate of world domination and fire!
Tythan!(XxXAtreyuKingXxX)
Hes great and I wuverms him! YAY!

My older sister and she makes me smile! We are both firm believers in the invisible pink unicorn!
Christa!(The Artist FKA Gun)

My cool auntie that sticks lollipops on kids tires!
Kaytee!(Sidewalk-Rampage)
Shes an awesome poet and shes great! Woo!

Shes my lil sister and I loverms her!
Evan!(BlackxXxLegacy)
We both enjoy penguins and we made up our own continent we are Switzanada! Because I wanted to be Canada and she wanted to be Switzerland! haha We made a comprimise!

My non-decision making rainbow ninja friend!
Kati!(Ninja-Cupcake)
Shes great! YAY!

This is my buddilie. Be nice to him or I'll kill your face off!
Nick!(Dante-Emo)
I love him!!!!
Thats all I have to say! OH and be nice! Or I will eat you!

This is one of my favorite poets! Be nice grr...
MoMo! (Moluv10)
Hes great! Hes nice and hes an amazing poet!

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