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Well I dont have alot to say but my life is skrewing up and my parents think they're helping me but theyre only making this
crap a whole lot... well... crappier.
I play cello and listen to music alot. its basically my whole life. I have an ipod, psp, ps1, ps2, ps3, wii, and genisis (which is like 20 years old). i like to draw but i suck at everything but stick people. im a 13 year old girl (8th grade). obviously, i like poetry but i dont really know if im good cuz all my friends would say im good so i dont feel bad. I play basketball and track but i like all sports except baseball (i think its just a bunch of guys swinging their hips) volleyball and golf ew

AP Family:
Momh.My.Juliet
love u Mommy!

Older Sister: emo bear
bff!

Other Older Sister: Dead-but-Breathing
Bestie!

Favorite Bands:
PARAMORE!!!
PAPA ROACH!!!
LINKIN PARK!!!
SECONDHAND SERENADE!!!
All American Rejects
Chase Coy (Dear Juliet)
Cute is What we Aim For
Never Shout Never!
Something Corporate

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~♥~A true friend can see the suffering in your eyes, while everyone else can just see the smile on your face~♥~


~♥~ She finally let go of her fake smile as the tears slowly rolled down her face and
the blood trickled from her vein she whispered to herself "i don't wanna be me" ~♥~

.*.Tears are words from the heart that can't be spoken..*.

Don't kanye West me or ill Chris Brown you down and Tiger Woods your mom

VAMPIRE KISSES
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Close My Eyes
And Kiss My Lips
Drink My Blood
In Little Sips

Hold Me Tight
Don't Let Me Fall
Push Me Hard
Against The Wall

Pin My Wrists
Above My Head
And Bite My Neck
When Were In Bed

Take Every Drop
To Stop My Breath
Until You Have
Loved Me To Death

My Unmoving Body
Is Beneath The Sheet
For Vampire Kisses
Are Bitter Sweet.

If You Love Vampires Post This On
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Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
sugar is sweet and so are you.
However, the roses are wilting and
the violets are dead,
the sugar bowl's empty
and my wrists are stained red....

- She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story

- Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart.

-Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.


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Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.
Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.
Your perfect little girl talked back to you again.
Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.
Your perfect little girl has lied to you all her life.
Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep every night.
Your perfect little girl dated before she was sixteen.
Your perfect little girl was broken by a boy.
Your perfect little girl hates you.
Your perfect little girl has given up on life.
Your perfect little girl had a tantrum today.
Your perfect little girl wants to run away.
Your perfect little girl has no real friends.
Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.
Your perfect little girl disobeys you.
Your perfect little girl hates the world.
Your perfect little girl is hated by the world.
Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.
Your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.
Your perfect little girl...well she's not so perfect anymore...
(no one is perfect, so don't hold it against them ... when they mess up)

" -I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, NOT because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be CLOSER to you...
-I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...
-I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...
-I'm the girl who you can talk to about ANYTHING...
-I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...
-I'm the girl who will have MANY inside jokes with you and remember each one...
-I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...
-I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...
-I'm the girl who REALLY does want to be friends after a break up...
-I'm the girl who LOVES when you hug me for no apparent reason...
-I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead..
-I'm the girl who loves YOU for YOU; and doesn't care what other people say about US...
-I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your GIRLFRIEND...
-I'm the girl who will ALWAYS love you... "
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-I wake up and think dreams are real. I sleep so I don't have to feel.

-Cause up takes practice, and I feel I'm well rehearsed.

- I didn't want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.

~To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity~
1. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice!
2. Every time someone asks you to do something ask if they want fries with that.
3. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.
4. Specify that your drive-through order is To Go.
5. When the money comes out of the ATM scream "I won I won!"
6. When leaving the zoo start running towards the parking lot yelling, "Run for your lives! They're loose!"
7. Tell your children over dinner "Due to the Economy we are going to have to let one of you go."

26 things to do in an elevator:

1) When theres only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and pretend it wasn't you.
2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock, smile, and go back for more.
3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.
4) Call the psychic hot line from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor your one.
5) Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend, after a while, let the doors close and say, “ Hi Phil, hows your day been?”
6) Drop a pen and wait till someone goes to pick it up, then scream “Hey, thats mine!”
7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone on the elevator wjile saying work it girl! And telling them to pose.
8) Move your desk into the elevator and when ever someone gets on, ask if they have an appointment.
9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.
10) Leave a box in the corner with a wind-up clock in it and when someone gets on ask if they hear ticking.
11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.
12) Ask, “Did you feel that?”
13) Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.
14) When the doors close, announce to the others, “It's okay, don't panic, they open again!”
15) Swat at flies that don't exist.
16) Tell people that you can see their aura.
17) Call out “Group hug” and then enforce it.
18) Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, “Shut up, all of you just shut up!”
19) Crack open your brief case or purse, and while pearing in ask, “you got enough air in there?”
20) Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.
21) Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, “Your one of them...” and back away slowly.
22) Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to other passengers.
23) listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.
24) Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
25) Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce you have new socks on.
26) Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce, “This is my personal space!”

Fake Friends: never ask for food
Real friends: are the reason you have NO food

Fake Friends: call your parents Mr./Mrs.
Real Friends: call your parents mom and dad.

Fake Friends: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
Real Friends: would be sitting right next to you saying, “That was AWESOME!”

Fake Friends: never seen you cry
Real Friends: cry with you

Fake Friends: borrow your stuff for a few days, then give it back
Real Friends: keep your stuff so long, they forget its yours

Fake Friends: know a few things about you
Real Friends: could write a book about you

Fake Friends: will leave you if thats what the in-crowd is doing
Real Friends: will kick the whole crowds butt that left you

Fake Friends: would knock on your front door.
Real Friends: walk right in and say, “I'm home!”

Fake Friends: will will talk bad to the person that talks bad about you
Real Friends: will knock the person talkin about you into next week

I love walking in the rain because no one knows im crying...

You havent felt pain, until you dont feel it anymore...

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Im dying inside
with my pride and smile
on my face.

Broken hearts are like broken mirrors,
once shattered better left broke then risk getting hurt trying to fix it.
the difference is you can buy a new mirror, but not a new heart...

trapped inside this thing called "life..."

You dont have to be bisexual and have black hair to be emo,
you just have to have been hurt a lot and lost all hope.

alcohol & nervous wits
razor blades & bloody wrists
deceiving eyes trapped in lies
can't escape the painful cries

Sometimes all you can do is laugh, to keep yourself from crying

Nobody is worth your tears, and the one who is wont make you cry

Hard work never killed anybody, but why take the chance?


Shit happens, mostly to me so don't worry

i love him
oh yes i do
he's for me
not for you
and if by chance you take my place
ill take my fists
and smash your face

Next time, i'll just pull the trigger a little faster.
Tie the rope a little tighter.
and cut a little deeper.
no one will miss me here so no worries...

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Dying alone in darkness
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Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you will always fall apart NO MATTER HOW STRONG you are.

You know...one day...you'll see my tombstone...
and tears will run down your face....and your going to say "Damn..
why didn't I love her when I had the chance." And while I'm 6 feet under ground...
I'll smile..casue I know...For once, your thinking about only me.

giving up doesn't always mean your weak, it means you are strong enough to let go...

Depression: a fancy way of saying, "I'm dying inside."

Death is the greatest form of love♥...


It's a beautiful day,
Now watch some idiot screw it up

do it today.
it might be illegal tomorrow

I like poetry,
long walks on the beach &
poking dead things with a stick.

things to do today:
1.) get up
2.)Survive
3.)go back to bed

just because i smile, doesnt mean im happy
because it takes one smile to hide a million tears

at school i may look happy,
but at home i cry when nobody's around.

it takes skill to trip over flat surfaces.

Have you ever

General:
( ) Smoked a cigarette
( ) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
( ) Skipped school
( ) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(x ) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
( ) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington , DC
( ) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Sang karaoke badly
( ) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
( ) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end

Done:
( ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
( ) Danced in the rain
( ) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating

Relationships:
(x) I've had someone cheat on me.
( ) I've gone on a blind date.
( ) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
( ) have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
( ) I've cheated in a relationship.
( ) I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
( ) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
( ) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality:
( ) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(x) I am a cuddler.
( ) I love to flirt.
( ) I've been kissed in the rain.
(x) I've hugged a stranger.
( ) have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime:
(x) I am a terrible liar.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
( ) I've run a red light.
(x) I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
(x) I've been in a fist fight.
( ) I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol:
(x) I've consumed alcohol.
( ) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(x) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
(x) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
( ) I can't swallow pills.
(x) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
( ) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
( ) I take anti-depressants.
( ) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
(x) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
(X) I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
(x) I'm addicted to self harm
(x ) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide:
( ) I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
( ) I've seen someone die.
( ) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
( ) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
( ) I've attempted suicide.



Random:
(x) I can sing well.
( ) I open up to others easily.
(x) I watch the news (occasionally).
( ) I don't kill bugs.
(x) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
( ) I sing in the shower.
( ) I am a morning person.
( ) I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
(x) I'm a snob about grammar.
( ) I am a sports fanatic.
( ) I twirl my hair
(x ) have "x"s in my screen name
( ) I love being neat
( ) I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
( ) I bake well.
( ) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
(x) I would wear pajamas to school.
( ) I like Martha Stewart.
( ) I know how to shoot a gun.
( ) I am in love with love.
( ) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
( ) I laugh at my own jokes.
(x) I eat fast food weekly
(x) I believe in ghosts/spirits.
(x) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
( ) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
(x) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
( ) I am really ticklish
( ) I love white chocolate
( ) I bite my nails
(x) I play video games
( ) i am an artistic person
(x) ive tried on clothes even though i already know they dont fit