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My name is Ashley. My friends call me Ash or Ashwe.
If you don't like me or "HATE" me then just fu**ing grow up and deal with it. DO NOT CAUSE DRAMA AROUND ME! I smoke, drink, and like to sit around with a few of my friends just bull-shi**ing. I rather choose animals over people because people are annoying and cause to much god-damn drama! However, I do like working with kids (most of the time) I live with my mom and boyfriend "Dylan" and we have three cats, four turtles, and a trantula. Soon to get a goliath bird eating spider and a ball python in the next month. I LOVE my boyfriend Dylan he is the world to me. We have been dating since June 24, 2006. Dylan and I will be moving to California soon My BEST friends are: Dylan, Dj, Lauralie (Dylan's older sister), Sarah, Jen, Lexi, Tom, Amy, Heather, Ryan (also nat's best friend) and of course my little dorky brother Nathan. LOVE all of you guys no matter what! I also love Little John who is Lauralie's little boy and Emma and Oden who is Sarah's and Dj's little girl and boy. Love you kids!


I love music... Anything that is rock, metal, some rap and around that...
Some bands I enjoy are:

COHEED AND CAMBRIA,
10 Years,
The Autumn Offering,
Aiden,
Marilyn Manson,
Shinedown,
Atreyu,
June,
Nightwish,
Collide,
Metallica,
Between the Buried and Me,
Matchbook Romance,
ADEMA,
The Used,
Slipknot,
Mudvayne,
A Perfect Circle,
Linkin Park,
Breaking Benjamin,
HIM,
Bad Religion,
Killswitch Engage,
Avenged Sevenfold,
System Of a Down,
My Chemical Romance,
Juliet,
T.A.T.U,
Opiate For The Masses,
Smile Empty Soul,
Kutless,
Gorillaz,
Camino Palmero,
The Movielife,
Three Days Grace,
Crazy Town,
Anberlin,
The Ataris,
Papa Roach,
Seether,
Trapt,
Hawthorne Heights,
Crossfade,
Mest,
69 Eyes,
AFI,
Godsmack,
Rob Zombie,
Pantera,
The Mars Volta,
Fireball Ministry,
The Thieves,
The Black Halos,
Crash Kelley,
Crucified Barbara,
American Heartbreak,
Scott Reeder,
Backyard Babies,
Dirty Americans,
Hanoi Rocks,
Strata,
Switchfoot,
Finger Eleven,
Taking Back Sunday,
Evanescence,
12 Stones,
Submersed,
The Dreaming,
Full Blown Rose,
Comeback Kid,
Silverstein,
Scars of Tomorrow,
Fear Factory,
Pitbull Daycare,
Enemy,
Disturbed,
Social Distortion,
Black Sabbath,
Rise Against,
Drowning Pool,
Puddle Of Mud,
Damageplan,
Jerry Cantrell,
Edgewater,
Ben Moody,
Hatebreed,
Seven Wiser,
The Prodigy,
Stutterfly,
HAR MAR Superstar,
Dark New Day,
Static X,
Deftones,
Straylight Run,
Orgy,
Dry Cell,
Kidneythieves,
Queen,
The All-American Rejects,
Garbage,
Hoobastank,
Thousand Foot Krutch,
Trivium,
Darkest Hour,
BaySide,
Yes,
The Who,
Led Zepplin,
The Beetles,
Fly Leaf,
AFI,
Panic at the disco,
Tool,

AND LOTS LOTS LOTS MORE!!!

I have an obsession in 'vampires': Here's a quote from one of my favorite authors "Poppy Z. Brite"

"The vampire is everything we love about sex and the night and the dark dream-side of ourselves. Adventure on the edge of pain, the thrill to be had from breaking taboos... The vampire is a subversive creature in every way...The vampire points out that sex has always been dangerouse...He laughs in the face of safe sex and he lives forever.""

Another hobby, which I really enjoy, is writing poetry. I have been writing poetry since a young age… Most of my poetry you need to look between the lines to understand and I can try and help you to understand but some I like to keep people puzzled.
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........... Here are some fantastic poets you should check out..........

Two favorite poets of all time on AP --

Poisonsilver --- Heather... My best friend, lover, and admirer allpoetry.com/poets/poisonsilver

Vashen ~ Heather's boyfriend and a very talented fantastic guy!! allpoetry.com/poets/Vashen
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Much love,
"Meow"

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-PLEASE READ THIS-
My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me.

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  • Morodrin : Hi on July 16, 2008
    Hi there. My name's Colin. I haven't really been in touch with alot of the friends I used to have on here who I used to stay in contact with alot and I'm trying to figure out who those people were so I can get back in touch. Write me back if you remember me at all or if you feel like talking. If not. I'll understand.
  • CarCrashHumor on July 29, 2006
    hey, you sound really cool, in your author's page
    just thought you should know.
    kay well have a ♥
    -crash
  • BldyWristBroknHeart on June 8, 2006
    well Im sure you're not the only one with a bad life, or experiances. And yes some of us are just like you afraid to open up and say hey I need help, for some its easier to say look at this, i mean it has help me written all over, in their scars they are all silent cries for help.
    But whatever you've been through it must be hard I've been through hell and back, rape, abuse, drugs, sex, and lies its all a vicious circle that never ends, you just have to take it as it comes one day at a time or you'll tare yourself apart.
    But if you need to talk I'll listen I've got some good experiance and some good advice, but if you do then you will have to on my other account
    AbusedFlower
    I use that account more then this one.
    So keep in mind, I didn't start that topic to promote anything, and I agree the group should help, but like everyone else, how are you gunna know when someone needs help or they ask? It's hard to read people when all you can do is read their type..
  • Okamichi on August 11, 2005
    Awww!!! =^__^= Now isn't this cutie!!! Oh...err...sorry,I'm intrupting!!!Secret,thanks for your comment!!Your the first person who came!!!You should go back to mine and see my new ones!!!I would give you some points but I don't have anything! :-<

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