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HEY!!! I have a passion for history. I'm not sure how far it will take me in life.

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FAVORITE MOVIES: Notebook, Lion King 2, Harry Potter Movies, Stardust

Favorite Music: all kinds execpt heavy metal

Interest: Soccer, Vollyball, Reading, Writing

Sports I play: Vollyball,Soccer
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Here is the thing that means the most to me

My family they are the best. My family is very big we are all close and are loud. I am just so happy that everyone is healthy and ok and yes we fight but we always have eachotheres back. I learned to stand up for myself and to always be myself beacause of them. My cousin and me are very close she is like my sister we grew up together. This girl has my back and has always protected me. We are the same age and have tons of difference but the things we have in common keep us close. I wish her the best in life and I know she will get her dream. I love my sisters and brothers they can be a pain but I wouldn't change it. My older sister who is on here is the one who got me on the site. She is very smart and she speaks her mind and tells you the truth. She's the coolest and don't mess with my family that's not a good idea.
Lets change this up some!
Lots of things have changed i got into a great high school. I lost my best friend but i dont care cause who he was when i lost him wasnt the same guy i met and his lies made it so much easier to just walk away! My life is good me my mom and sister have our own place now im alot healthier now and my dancing is great. Honestly my life competly fell apart i didnt think i would ever be able to fix it again. I grew up alot over the summer i learned alot about life its helped me tons.
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Kamran this is for you:
it really sucks that its so hard to talk with you being countrys away. But its good to know that as soon as you can you will IM me and we can talk even if it takes awhile. You have a really good heart and are soo sweet. Through alot I know you have my back and will be one of the first to defent me. I thank you for that. YOu will always have a place in my life i care for you tons i hope that no matter what you will be happy and when your not i will do my best to help!!
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quotes:

To be yourself in a world that's doing its best to make you something else is to fight the hardest battle you are ever going to fight: Never Stop Fighting

In the depth of winter I learned that within me lay an invincible summer

When a man is so much of everything he becomes nothing of anything

I may not lay down my life for you but i will help you after

Sometimes the tears become to many,the pain becomes to much after so many hits down theres a time when we cant get back up and go on,hopefully you will have someone on your side to make you get up
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My name is sarah I am only three,
My eyes are all swollen and I cannot see.
I must be stupid I must be bad,
What else could have made My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up All the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse My name he calls
I press myself Against the wall.
I try and hide From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,
I finally get free And I run for the door.
He's already locked it And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late
His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy Murdered me.

we need to stop child abuse!
help support this and put this in your profile please.

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If you love me, will you catch me when I fall?
If I died, would you be with me every step of the way?
If I tryed to commit sucicide, would you be there with me and promise that you will never leave me?
If I felt like , would you tell me that it will all be ok?
When it stars to rain, would you hold me close and tell me that you never want to leave this place?
Would you whisper in my ear messages of love every time I cried?
Would you put all over your internet sites "I love this person"?
If I went away, would you try and get in touch?
Would you hold my hand every time we went for a walk?
If I broke a bone in my body, would you be there for me while I got better?
If my last words were "I love you forver", would you then hold my hand and say "I love you to"?

If true love means this to you...paste this on your profile <3

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I'm sorry

Im sorry if I don't meet your standards
I'm sorry if I'm not a
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not taned enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry if I'm weird
I'm sorry that I write about you every day
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if I don't have sex with you on the first date.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that im different from those other girls
I'm sorry i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that I actually care about you
and actually call to see how you're doing.

But most of all...

I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are

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girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye


2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she
goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead

her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition


This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend

Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes


He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump


Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...

it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in
lipstick

he opened it.....

it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i
am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you

sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they
went to

and the first picture they took together

he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture

it looked as if in the picture she was crying

then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced
dead


If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will
repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen
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Cinderella walked on broken glass
Sleeping beauty let a whole lifetime pass
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast
Jasmine married a common thief
Ariel walked on land for love & life
Snow white barely escaped the knife
it was all about blood, sweat, & tears
because love means facing your
BIGGEST FEARS