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A girl who simply smiles but misery hides inside. I love to rock the music from morn 'til night when i feel so jaded just to runaway from sadness (even when I'm happy I'm really addicted to music) . I'm crazy when I'm with my closest friends but you can say I'm not when you don't know me. But you can try to join me instead of judging me. I'm a person who doesn't have real happiness and always tries to forget everything. Whenever i feel the sadness is coming and the "noisy cheered crazy people" surrounds me, I totally gets stupid and lose my mind. I love my friends and all the people I know. I rather way smile in front of you instead of crying. I hate to see my loved ones when they are down sad especially when I'm sad too. I always runaway in problems and just threw it away without finding a way to solve it until it screw up everything.. that's why i can call this life "A BATTLE NEVER WON".

Just let me ask if what's wrong and feel free to talk to me if you need someone to talk to. I wanna help and cheer up other people rather than to think and solve mine because nothing really helps me.

NOTE: These words about me were just taken from my blog, things change of course, so I'm not like this anymore which thinks and talks about me being a pessimistic. I can say now that I'm a happy person. but yea, you just don't look around, the darkness still hides..

I'M JUST A SIMPLE PERSON.
I LOVE MUSIC THAT ROCKS MY WHOLE WORLD.
I CAN PLAY GUITAR WELL , PIANO, AND SINGS WELL ^^


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"The art of being happy lies on the powerful of somebody who is happy even on SIMPLEST things." - CHE AN

-We should be happy whatever conditions we have in life.

There is neither happiness nor misery in the world. There is only the comparison of one state to another, nothing more. One who has felt the deepest grief is best able to experience supreme happiness. We must have felt what it is to die, that we may appreciate the enjoyments of life. *fun*


For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.


Life is hard. Life is a battle.+.


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only chuchy can read this x] - a.k.a. the one and only spacemonkie double lol

hehe yeah first of all,I wanna tell you thank you so sooo much for all the things you’ve done.especially yesterday (july 27' 09) I was astounded by the way you stood up for the right thing,being responsible and being the one in charge ;p nyaha I really thank you for that you were just amazing <333 -you always were . hehe
i know that you know , weve been through a lot of tough times,yeah you can name it all and I swear your gonna cry man lol haha all the laughter,craziness.. and when I mean crazy yeah you don’t know what your talking about

we just act like total retards and think alike(which is creepishly weird in a good way) haha that’s what you call ‘the sister that I got separated from birth’ pssshhh..whatever you call it that’s it we rock lol and then there.. we got the pain and the emotional leakage thing stuff .. :L its harder than anyone knows and I wanna tell you that its still possible that we could change everything for the better and just have fun right? you totally know what FUN means hehehe x] when all we know is falling,just headbang to paramore,we only live life once so make it worthy but yeah I do hope we’ll have that sleepover with YOU!! you’re the only one left I know someday we’ll be doing the honor writing crap on sunshine’s face ssshhh!!! hahaha xxx

wow.. you never know how lucky and happy I am to have someone like you..your the bestest friend anyone could ever have and I would never afford in my life to lose someone as special as you.<333333333 you cheer me up even when im about to cry awwweeee x] hihi and you accept me for what I am and that’s what makes you the one and only chuchy in this world and no one could ever take that from you.so when dark clouds creep over your fun mr.sun,don’t worry,it wont be forever that way..always remember that.. – remember the day we tied our chucks together? choking on icecream (not literally tehe ) lol and there you go..a rainbow filled the sky aint that gorgeous? hehe so just remember that im always here,always be your ate bunchy no matter what my mouth says ayt??
my other chuck is always waiting to be tied to the other chuckyy..always here to give a hand

I wove you so so much (background song lol) :
F – for friends wo do stuff together (like laughing,eating,walkin??sleepovering lol haha wish so)
U – is for YOU and ME (theres no other bunchy in the world)
N – is for anywhere and anytime at all down here in the deep blue sea .. x] (wherever we maybe as long as were together,we’ll make fun out of straws and safety pins.. )



PS : by the way, I wont be promising anything big and all but I do try my best to change coz that’s how much I lovee you and I hope you do the same thing which I know you are hehe xx
always smile or else monkey would scold you your whole life your one and only monkey mother who loves you so much.be proud of her and you know who im talking about xx uhm omg I never noticed it was this long?? well kay gota go before I rule over your whole page..yikes. so yeah see you around school hehe and yeah forgot something.. *HHUUGG* <33333333 :] xox <3333


-FROM SOMEONE WHO IS THE BEST FOR ME, MY LOVING BIG SISTER


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