Worthlessmaggot• Show poetry

Sup, this is my lil corner of the world here and its a hater free zone . Seriously, you can be stale all you want, just don't do it here .

" Mass murder makes me happy,
dead bodies make me happy.
Say what you will of me,
I'll always have Juggalo Family. "

You know, people have always hated me because I'm a Juggalo. I've been looked down upon by everyone even though they don't know me, constantly judged because of the tat on my arm. But it doesn't matter, my family has always had my back. All the negativity in the world is left behind when I'm with my family, I would die for them without a second thought. When I stand and look at my family, when I think of how much they mean to me, I can't help but smile. Much Clown Luv Lo's and Lette's...Much Clown Luv


I dragged some things from somewhere within nothing and wanted to know what you think. Be warned, no one is perfect. Just because some don't flow together properly (ex. "You were right...") doesn't mean they don't have meaning. Whether you see it or not it doesn't matter, thats just my view. So by all means, give me your opinions and let me know where i need help, but please, don't demean me just because you can. Most of what i have are rough drafts, they're around here somewhere so bear with me, I'll have more soon...

I tend to like to read more of a horror aspect i guess, very vivid and intense yet meaningful at the same time. Not just dark and depressing, but also evil and vengeful as well. Hit me up if you think I might like your work, bottom line, if i comment, I like it.



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If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend,
ex-girlfriend, ex-boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a
person you love, post this onto your page.


...Have You Ever...
[x] Smoked a cigarette
[x] Drank so much you threw up
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[_] Been arrested
[_] Gone on a blind date
[X] Skipped school
[_] Seen someone die
[_] Been to Canada
[_] Been to Florida
[_] Been to Mexico
[_] Been on a plane
[x] Been lost
[x] Been on the opposite side of the country
[_] Gone to Washington , DC
[x] Swam in the ocean
[x] Felt like dying....
[x] Cried yourself to sleep
[x] Played cops and robbers
[x] Recently colored with crayons
[x] Sang karaoke badly
[x] Paid for a meal with only coins
[x] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[x] Made prank phone calls
[x] Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[_] Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
[x] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[x] Danced in the rain
[x] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[x] Been kissed under the mistletoe
[x] Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[x] Blown bubbles
[x] Made a bonfire on the beach
[x] Crashed a party
[x] Gone roller-skating
[x] Ice-skating

[x] I'm single
[_]I'm in a relationship
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[_] I've gone on a blind date.
[_] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[_] I've cheated in a relationship.
[_] I've been the cheatee
[_] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[_] i've been molested and/or raped repeatdly by sumone i knew

Sexuality

[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[x]I've been kissed in the rain. =]
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[_]I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[_] I've been arrested.
[x] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[_] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I take anti-depressants.
[_] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[_] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose
[x] I'm addicted to self harm
[_] I've woken up crying.(screaming maybe...)
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide
[_] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone i no has attempted suicide.
[_] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.


Random

[_] I can sing well.
[_] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[_] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[_] I sing in the shower.
[_] I am a morning person.
[_] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[_] I'm a snob about grammar.
[_] I am a sports fanatic.
[_] I twirl my hair
[_] have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[_] I love Spam
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[_] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[_] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[_] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[_] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[_]I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[_] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails
[x] I play video games (sometimes)
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x]I'm good at remembering names.
[_] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x]I have tried to join a circus and failed

[X] My answers are totally honest

Stick this on your page and put X’s in the boxes that apply to you and _ that don’t

----///-\\\----If you have ever felt
---|||---|||---Alone
---|||---|||---Hated
---|||---|||---Suicidal
----\\\-///----Appathetic
-----\\///-----Depressed
------///\-----Or
-----///\\\----Just
----///--\\\---Feel in pain
---///----\\\--Put this on your channel

I would like to share that
Goths:
*Don't always wear black
*Don't worship Satan
*Are NOT evil
*Do not want to kill people
*Do not hate everybody
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are usually nice people
*Are normal, just like you

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|………..| Put this on your
|………..| page if you have
|……..O| ever pushed a
|………..| door that said pull!
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I’m not a bitch . . . I just like being rude.
I'm not a sinner . . .I just cant do anything right.
I'm not depressed . . . I'm just always sad.
I'm not crying . . .My eyes are just full of tears.
I’m not living . . .I just keep breathing.
I'm not a thief . . .I just take what I need.
I'm not a slut . . .I just embrace my sexuality.
I'm not stupid . . .I just don’t get it.
I’m not trying . . .I’ve already given up.
I'm not weird . . . I'm just different.
I'm not a rebel . . .I just don’t take orders.
I'm not worthless . . .I just don’t know my value.
I'm not a believer . . .I’ve already lost hope.
I'm not a fuck up . . .I just make mistakes.
I'm not beautiful . . .Its only skin deep.
I'm not emotional . . .I just have a lot of feelings.
I'm not a cutter . . .I just found a way to get rid of pain.
I'm not immature . . .I'm just growing up.
I'm not a quitter . . .I just stop and re-think.
I'm not laughing . . .I need to smile first.
I'm not impulsive . . .I just act before I think.
I'm not obsessed . . .I'm just in love.
I'm not perfect . . .I don’t want to be.
I'm not ignoring . . .I just choose not to listen.
I'm not a gossip . . .I have my own life.
I'm not an addict. . .I just don't care for sobriety.
I'm not pessimistic . . .I just don’t get my hopes up.
I'm not impatient . . .I just don’t like to wait.
I'm not happy . . .I do have sparks of joy.
I'm not tough . . .I just don’t take shit.
I'm not clingy . . .I just wanna be held.
I'm not opinionated . . .I just voice what I think.
I'm not questioning . . .I just have my doubts.
I'm not hiding . . .I just want to disappear


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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~F ucked up~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I nsecure~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~N eurotic~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~E motional~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page now

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/////(|)\\\\\ if u are suicidal or know
/////(|)\\\\\ someone who is or died from
/////(|)\\\\\ suicide put this on ur page
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