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Hi ya'll what's up? I'm shy, quiet, and introverted, I give an impression of frailty. I keep to mysself and rarely express my emotions. However, there is much more going on beneath the surface! Though I display a maturity beyond my years, I hide a secret romantic side.My apparent weakness comes from my draining inner conflicts, but my delicate exterior masks an incredible power. I love music with a passion I'll listen to anything I'm obessed with Phantom of the Opera, Wicked and Sweeny Todd! I really love musicals and classical music with passion! I'm proud of who I am b/c God is the reason the way I am so if you hate me walk away and tell me what it is bugging you about me? Other than I'm big on the church. I'm crushing on alot of people but I'm single and okay with it. My dad's been in the Navy for as long as I've known. We also have a family business! I've moved 3 times in my life. I sometimes have days where I want to move again but If I moved now It'd be so hard I've built so many friendships I'd shatter if I lost them. I've had 3 boyfriends and only two hurt me so bad I cried in my sleep. Love is wonderful but it also can shatter in a moment. I have soo many guy friends and like 3 girls I can talk to. I've been bullied since I was in 1st grade! I don't let it get to me. I dress the way I want and if they don't like it they can just get over it. I sometimes wear makeup sometimes I don't. I wear purple/blue glasses they're like my sheild and my signature.

To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that took time to do what she wanted to do.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours
just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful
no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared
through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything
so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her
when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy
even if you are not with her.



...This one bulletin is for you...


-------------------Girls-----------------------
--------------are like apples----------------
---------on trees. The best ones-----------
--------are at the top of the tree.----------
------The boys dont want to reach--------
----for the good ones because they-------
--are afraid of falling and getting hurt.----
-Instead, they just get the rotten apples--
--from the ground that are not as good, --
-but easy. So the apples at the top think-
-something is wrong with them, when in--
---reality, they are amazing. They just----
-----have to wait for the right boy to------
-------come along, the one who is---------
-------------brave enough to---------------
------------------climb all-------------------
------------------ the way-------------------
-----------------to the top------------------
-----------------of the tree.---------------




...Have You Ever...
[_] Smoked a cigarette
[_] Drank so much you threw up
[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[_] Been arrested
[_] Gone on a blind date
[_] Skipped school
[X] Seen someone die
[_] Been to Canada
[X] Been to Florida
[] Been to Mexico
[X] Been on a plane
[X] Been lost
[X] Been on the opposite side of the country
[_] Gone to Washington , DC
[X] Swam in the ocean
[X] Felt like dying....
[X] Cried yourself to sleep
[X] Played cops and robbers
[X] Recently colored with crayons
[X] Sang karaoke badly
[_]paid for a meal with only coins
[X] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[X] Made prank phone calls
[X]Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[_] Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
[X] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[X] Danced in the rain
[X] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[_]Been kissed under the mistletoe
[X]Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[X] Blown bubbles
[_] Made a bonfire on the beach
[_] Crashed a party
[X] Gone roller-skating
[X] Iceskating

[X] I'm single
[_] I'm in a relationship
[X] I've had someone cheat on me.
[_] I've gone on a blind date.
[X] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[_] have a fear of commitment.
[_] I have a fear of abandonment.
[_] I've cheated in a relationship.
[X] I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person someone cheated on )
[_] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[_] I've been molested and/or raped repeatdly by sumone i knew

Sexuality

[_] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[_] I've had a crush on a teacher
[X] I am a cuddler.
[_] I love to flirt.
[_] I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[_] have kissed a stranger.
[_] I am gay
[_] I am lez
[_] I am bi
[_] I am gay but no ones knows
[_] I am lez but know one knows
[_] I am bi but know one knows
[_] I have had sex
[_] I have had sex with more then one person
[_] I regret it
[X] I am a virgin
(_) Gone to jail
(_) Been picked up by the cops
(_) Own a gun
(X) Love someone
(X) Hate someone
(X) Love and hate someone
(X) Think someone loves you
(X) Think someone hates you
(_) Works out
(_) Has a tattoo
(X) Is a goth
(X) Is emo
(X) Is something
(_) Is an alien
(X) Is "idk"
(X) Is no one
(X) Has ever been in boot camp
(_) Ever been to juvy
(X) Cusses regulary
(_) Loves life
(X) Hates life
(X) Wants to die
(_) Wants to live
(X) Wants to die but not kill themself
(X) Wants to kill themself
(X) Has ever cut
(_) Likes to cut
(_) Loves to cut
(_) F*cking loves to cut
(X) Thinks cutting is wrong
(_) Thinks cutting helps
(X) Is a drama king/queen
(X) Doesn't care what people think
() Cares what people think
(X) Has more than one friend
(X) Has a best friend
(_) Is a goody-goody
(_) Is a bad-*bunny *
(X) Has gone out with a girl/guy for over a month
(X) Believes in one gf one bf relationships
(X) Has someone to talk to
(X) Thinks your smart
(_) Thinks your dumb
(X) Thinks your cool
(_) Thinks your lame
(X) Liked this thingy
(_) Disliked this thingy
Honesty/Crime

[X] I am a terrible liar.
[_] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[_] I've snuck out of my house.
[_] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[_] I've cheated on a test.
[_] I've run a red light.
[_] I've been suspended from school.
[_] I've witnessed a crime.
[X] I've been in a fist fight.
[_] I've been arrested.
[_] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

[X] I've consumed alcohol. (not alot)
[_] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[_] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[_] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[_] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[_] I Have taken anti-depressants.
[X] I'm anorexic or bulimic. (used to be)
[_] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[_] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[_] I've hurt myself on purpose
[_] I'm addicted to self harm
[X] I've woken up crying.
[X] I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[_] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone i no has attempted suicide.
[_] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[_] I've attempted suicide.


Random

[X] I can sing well.
[_] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[X] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[_] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[_]I am a morning person.
[_] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[_] I'm a snob about grammar.
[X] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair
[_] i have x's in my screen name
[_] I love being neat
[_] I love Spam
[X] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[_] I bake well.
[_] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[_] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I am in love with love. (with the thought of love)
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[_] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[_] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[_] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[X] I bite my nails
[X] I play video games
[_] I'm good at remembering faces.
[X] I'm good at remembering dates.
[X] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] My answers are totally honest

Repost this on your page and put X's in the boxes that apply to you and _ that don't