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I'm not expecting many to understand me; only people of my kind will have the slightest idea what I'm talking about.

I can seem very mean or judgmental, but it's just me. I'm not very open with people, and when the wrong is said to me, I can cut myself off from everyone, whether it's reasonable or not. I've been betrayed and heart broken too many times.

Now for the parts that people will find sometimes confusing or outright.... something... Still, they absolutely explain me, whether their writings from me or quotes. >Warning, it could get pretty long.
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Things I strongly believe in / Questions I'm not quite sure the answers to:

* Revenge is only meaningful if true pain was personally inflicted. A thousand years doesn't carve in stone what runs through your veins.
*For all the pain that's suffered...is there really a reward?

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Lyrics & Quotes:

"You're almost gone and I'm okay to give you time to be afraid" - UnderOath *Writing on the Walls*

"One hits the bottle till his problems go away.
One didn't make it to school that day.
Sometimes I wish I could just disappear
After all these years." - Adema *All These Years*

"Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in to you" - Adema *Giving In*

"Take My Hand And I Can Be Your Everything" - AFI (I forgot the song title. X_X lol)

"Would you still hold me if you could see what I have done?" (I guess those are the lyrics) - Atreyu [the Crimson]

"Here's to the losers, the substance abusers, the beaten and broken down, but don't look now...all the blue skies are turning black." - Adema [Losers]

"I can see that I lose the jous of life one at a time. Suicides are revealed. You will see that I lost another life...Now, no one cares. One at a time I'm lost in little deaths. It's a place that I forget my life, like tonight..." - AFI [The Missing Frame]

"Part your lips a bit more, I'll swallow your fear. I will show you how all the bite marks impress a need to be here." - AFI [Kiss And Control]

"Five am on the bathroom floor from the night before; do you find me dreadful?" - AFI [Killing Lights]

"If you'd believe me, I'd tell you every thing." -AFI [37mm]

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"92% OF AMERICAN TEENS TODAY WOULD DIE IF ABRECROMBIE & FITCH SAID IT WASN'T COOL TO BREATH ANYMORE. IF YOU'RE PART OF THE 8% THAT WOULD BE LAUGHING THEIR BUTTS OFF, PUT THIS ON YOUR PROFILE!"

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This Is From Thedevilsgirl

My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I werent ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And i start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"Im sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Brawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me

And you can help
Sickens me top the soul,
And if you read this
and dont pass it on
I pray for your forgivness
Because you would have to be
One heartless person
To not be effected
By this Poem
And because u r effected,
Do something about it!
So all i ask you to do
Is pass this on by posting this on your home page!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!

I'm so tired of people discriminating & judging those who cut themselves, whether past or present. It's stupid and childish: (and yes, I replaced the word 'emo' with 'cutters' because emo doesn't *bunny* mean you cut yourself; it was a genre of music & a movement in music. Look it up. Educate yourselves. Stop showing your ignorance!)
HATE Cutters?
READ THIS:

Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini skirt with a t-shirt that barely cover anything?

Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a 'gangsta' but the cutter gets a mouthful from everyone

are you laughing?

Isnt it funny a cutter can be quiet all through the week but gets more *bunny* from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions 'emo music' you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

im not laughing

Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isnt it funny that you can call cutters, punks, & goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT A CUTTER" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS

keep on laughing

Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life

without knowing her situation with her so-called-friends

or her FAMILY

or her LIFE

BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE *bunny*S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES

ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET

ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE

ITS ANOTHER DAY OF *bunny*ING AND DODGING RUMORS

keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur profile
and advise others to do so
screw THE CUTTER HATERS.







------Hate Me Yet?!------ Get over it.
>signed, Furia Venenum (or so you can call me)