Velvet• Show poetry

"Run by, don't turn back. Can't hide from the look in her eyes..."

  I am gentle and loving, romantic and passionate, silly and stupid, flirty and frail, a moody bitch, sarcastic, judgemental, stubborn, unfair, strange, confusing, difficult, insecure, lovely, dark, a dreamer, hurtful, and shy. After all I am a woman.  

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                                   time for another update!

first and foremost i would like to anounced that my life is bitterly sweet and sweetly bitter. i love and hate every part of it.

finally i am in a good mood, which is really rare. i always manage to find something poopy in my life to bring me back down.  

i love music and i pity the fool who doesn't because its such a sexy thing.

im into 80's and 90's stuff. i have no idea why. i guess the stuff the music industry is regurgitating these days is so sad and pathetic i can not allow it to pollute my head. although some of the new stuff is quiet good, i enjoy most music.... really.
 
im pretty open minded when it comes to opinions and i love a good long 4 am conversation about life around the camp fire.

i love laughing. it makes me feel so good.

i love to dance, especially when its dark and the music is really loud that u cant focus on anything but the bass reverberating inside you ribcage.


i love to read, eat good food and i like to cook. Let me just say that till this day i have never..... NEVER successfully made a cookie... they either burn, taste like shit, or melt into a big mess. i am cursed when it comes to baking.  

i have no idea what i am going to be when i "grow up" whatever the hell that's supposed to mean. when does a person grow up anyway? i certainly do not intend to.

i love cats.... they are sexy and fantabulous. you should get one.

fish are next. i've just recently fancied their company. although sometimes, when i am tierd or under some kind of influence, they scare me. a lot.

dogs are cute, but i cant see myself owning one....just too damn lazy.

i love candles and adore water (swimming- obviously). i love cheesy romantic comedies that make my head hurt from crying. and the colour green.

i hate spiders.

i dispise labels and feel they are unnecissary. i personally feel i do not fit into one label.

I get frustrated when im bored.

i do not claim to be a poet, or a writer or anything at all. i do not claim to be original or fresh. i am just a kid writing down her feelings because i like how it comes out. it difficult for me to keep a journal or diary. i think its because i have no comittment. or maybe im forgetful. but its prolly because nothing interesting enough happens in my life worth writing down. either way i can't keep track of my life but ever since ive been writing here its like a journal. i write when i feel like it. and when i read it over in the future, i remember how i felt at that time. But only i know what i'm refering to and then i remeber the situation. so its kinda like reading over last years journal. and yes, i am aware my words are displayed for the public world to see but they havent got a clue what im speaking of now do they.

BTW pardon my typos i really dont feel like spell checking so if it bothers u, do it for me.  

anything u need? just ask. im not promising anything but a response.

good night