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- Where Could I Go? at sharepoetry
I don’t want to die / this I know to be true / but… / I don’t want to hurt anymore / it’s been so long since I haven’t / that I don’t even remember what it feels like / to be free / free of pain / and suffering / free of burdens / and - [ 4:01 pm ] at sharepoetry
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October 29, 2008 - I Live For at sharepoetry
i thought / oh how i thought / and maybe / maybe i should quit thinking / because i never seem / to think anything through / never seem to think anything right / maybe / maybe / i should stop being / maybe / i should stop / everyt - I Haven't at sharepoetry
I haven’t read the notes you wrote me / since you wrote them so long ago / I don’t know why I still have them / I guess I can’t let go of the past / / I loved you / mi amour / and I won’t believe / that you never loved me back / (did ei - I Want To Say "I Love You" at sharepoetry
I / love / you / or i did / As in- / i USED TO / but don't know / if i do / anymore / it's too complex a situation / for my heart to understand / it's too complex even / for my BRAIN to understand / how i can be hurting - [ "tonight ] at sharepoetry
"tonight / ... / i feel FAT" / i wrote these words / not too long ago / now i have the proof that i need / the scale / hitting 100.4 / and i feel / ...so... / {[digusting}] / and i just want to cut / cut the fat away / cut away m - [ she lays here ] at sharepoetry
she lays here / ~broken~ / but / beau-ti-ful / bloodied / but oh-so-desirable / she lays in MY bed / in MY room / in MY house / ^higher^ than a kite / && *drunk*er than can be / her wrists are aching / starting to / (bruise) - I Must, Mustn't I? at sharepoetry
“it could all fall down around me / just as long as I have you right here by me” / “I’ve been waiting so long to hold you / and be back in your arms where I belong” / I wished / with all I had / to be yours again- / for you to be mine / an - [ i'm not going to say what i'm thinking ] at sharepoetry
i'm not going to say what i'm thinking / i'm not going to say what i feel / because i know if i do / i'll screw us both over / and i will not hurt him that way - I Thought.... at sharepoetry
i thought u were being / for real- real / i thought what u were saying / was the truth / but now u claim / to not remember / the words u said to me / now u claim / u don't know / how can u do this? / how can u be so cruel? / you told - [ today ] at sharepoetry
today / it's been / -since the 16th / of last month- / 15 days / since i stopped cutting / 15 days / without hurting myself / [physically] / 15 days / out of 6 months / 5 and a half months left / i can do this / i have to do this - Forgive at sharepoetry
i pick / at the tiny piece of skin / hanging off of my finger / and i make it bleed / and i make it hurt / and i drink the blood / and absorb the pain / until it becomes part of me / and makes the pain inside go away / i have scabs all o - Mantra at sharepoetry
I know I’m not beautiful / I know I’m not worthy in your eyes / but that gives you no right / no right at all / to sit there and ignore me / no RIGHT! / I did nothing wrong / please stop hurting me / please stop hurting me / please stop - [untitled] at sharepoetry
swirls / and whirls / of color / and brightness / dots / and spots / of blue / and purple / greens / and yellows / nothing / but beauty / . / . / . / hints of grey / on the edges / soft / and ethereal / darkness / s - His Eyes...again at sharepoetry
his eyes / the only eyes / i seem to be able / to write about / they draw me in / but at the same time / they push me away / they are full of anger / for me / and, i think, / for the world / / his eyes / so beautiful / with t
