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Hey I am Allie, I am 15 and live in Hickerbilly town. I have a big family. 7 brothers and sisters. Mom and dad. Then others come and go.


- Now some call me EMO, some just say I'm "Normal" (ha yeah right!), others say that I am a *beep*, so call me as ya wish but remember you give me the label and I WILL fill that label. Another words if ya say I'm a *beep* then you'll get one.


I'm emo, so I must cut my wrists.
I'm black, so I must carry a gun.
I'm Hispanic, so I must be dirty.
I'm Asian, so I must be smart.
I'm Jewish, so I must be greedy.
I'm gay, so I must have AIDS.
I'm a lesbian, so I must have a sex-tape.
I'm Arab, so I must be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, SO I MUST BE A BUNNY
I'm overweight, so I must have a problem with self control.
I'm religious, so I must shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an atheist, so I must hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, SO I MUST NOT HAVE MORALS.
I'm Republican, so I must not care about poor people.
I'm Democrat, so I must not believe in being responsible.
I'm Jamaican, so I must smoke weed.
I'm Liberal, so I must be gay.
I'm Southern, so I must be white trash.
I take anti-depressants, so I must be crazy.
I'm a guy, so I must only want to get into your pants.
I'm Irish, so I must have a bad drinking problem.
I'm Indian, so I must own a convenient store.
I'm Native American, so I must dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm preppy, so I must shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm a cheerleader, so I must be a stuck up bunny
I'm on a dance team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a bunny
I wear skirts a lot, so I must be a bunny
I'm a punk, so I must do drugs.
I'M YOUNG, SO I MUST BE NAIVE.
I'M RICH, SO I MUST BE A CONCEITED SNOB.
I WEAR BLACK, SO I MUST BE A GOTH.
I'm blonde, so I must be a stupid ditz.
I'M A WHITE GIRL, SO I MUST BE A NAGGING, STEAL-YOUR-MONEY KIND OF GIRLFRIEND.
I'm Cuban, so I must spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm Mexican, so I must have hopped the border.
I'm not a virgin, so I must be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, SO I MUST BE A HOME-WRECKING BUNNY
I'm a teenage mum, so I must be an irresponsible bunny
I'm Polish, so I must wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm Italian, so I must have a big peter.
I got a car for my birthday, so I must be a spoiled brat.
I'm pretty, so I must not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, SO I MUST HAVE NO SOCIAL LIFE.
I dye my hair crazy colours, so I must be looking for attention.
I dress in unusual ways, so I must be looking for attention.
I'm into theatre art, so I must be a homosexual.
I'm a vegetarian, so I must be a crazy political activist.
I have a bunch of guy friends, so I must be f*cking them all.
I have a bunch of girls who are friends, so I must be gay.
I have big boobs, so I must be a bunny
I'm Colombian, so I must be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, SO I MUST BE A POSER.
I'm Russian, so I must be cool.
I'm German, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with gays, so I must be gay too.
I'm Brazilian, so I must have a big butt.
I'm Puerto Rican, so I must look good and be conceited.
I'm Salvadorian, so I must be in MS 13.
I'm Polish, so I must be greedy.
I'm Hawaiian, so I must be lazy.
I'm a stoner, so I must be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a virgin, so I must be a prude.
I'm a female gamer, so I must be ugly or crazy.
I'm black, so I must love watermelon and fried chicken and Kool Aid.
I'M BI, SO I MUST THINK EVERY PERSON I SEE IS HOT.
I'm Asian, so I must have a small penis.
I'm a guy cheerleader, so I must be gay.
I'm skinny, so I must be anorexic.
I'm prep, so I must be rich.
I DON'T FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL, SO I MUST BE GAY.
I don't like the sun, so I must be albino.
I have a lot of friends, so I must love to drink and party.
I wear tight pants and I'm a guy, so I must be emo.
I wear boy's clothes, so I must be a lesbian.
I'm posting this, so I must be a groupie













I am aginst Child Abuse for many many reasons one being that I am and my sisters are victims of child abuse. I see no reason for it. I am out of the situation now and I will help any one that needs it to overcome this horrible past life.








My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long
When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get
Just one whipping tonight
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!" I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.

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ah now little things about me:









Basics::
Name:: Allie
Birthdate:: march 2nd
Year In School:: sophmore!
Hair Color:: brown
Eye Color:: blue
Favorite music genre:: christian but will listen to any thing
Favorites::
Gum:: juicey fruit
Place to be:: not home
Sport:: softball basketball and volleyball
TV:: none
Movie:: The Notebook
City:: Sesser? (not really)
Thing to do:: read, write, and have a life
Female artist:: IDK
Male artist:: IDK
Group:: Casting Crowns
Song:: Here I Go Again
Music Video:: Can Anyone Hear Her
Type of weather:: warm
Emotion:: eh if I feel one Ill like it
Girl's Name:: Alyce Marie
Guy's Name:: Alec Jeffery
Thing to do on a Friday night:: Hang with friends and party
Scent:: Lavendar
Store:: Hot Topic/ Walmart
Food:: bananas
Old School Artist:: Patsy Cline ROX
Color:: anything that makes purple
Class (If ur still in school):: Eng., Sci., & Math
Sound:: Baby giggles or water falls
Cartoon:: Rugrats
Drink:: Water
Role model:: not got one yet
Car:: any1 that gets me from point A to point B
Restaurant:: AMERICAN -not chinesse or mexican AMERICAN!
Fast food place:: none- wendys maybe
What::?
Do u listen 2 2 get hype?: idk
Do u listen 2 b4 u sleep/relax?: calming sounds
R ur goals 4 this year?: not cut
Is ur GPA?: 3.8
Do u spend most of ur time doing?: writing
Scares u?: my dad
Reality show would u most like 2 b on?: none
R u most likely 2 b caught doin?: not cutting no more! but probably writing
Is ur most embarassing moment (If u have 1)?: wow, cutting to deep and it bleeding thro my pants and having to explain it
Do u want 2 b wen u grow up?: DNA Specialist
Is a major turn-off 4 u?: Someone that smokes i think
Makes u the happiest?: when u hold me and tell me u care about me
Do you/Have you::
Smoke:: well actually sorta right now. only 1 or 2 a day tho
Do drugs:: not in a while
Drink alcohol:: eh its been about a week
Have a significant other:: no im single but that can be changed!
Get depressed:: alot
Like the rain:: yes
Had sushi:: no and wont
Have a dream:: yes
Have a crush on ne1:: nope
More about u::
Do u label people:: nope
Do u have a best friend:: nope
A group of close friends:: eh yeah thats a good word for them!
Have u been 2 a concert:: sorta
Some hot celebrities:: none
Ever been on a cruise:: not really
On a plane:: nope
Do u sing:: yes but im not good at it
How do u want 2 die:: however God wants me to
Best vacation:: garden of the gods or Hanible MO.
Do u have ne siblings:: yep
What r their names and how old r they:: Kassie, 21- Ashley, 18- Jessica, 16- ME,14- Garret, 14- Brandon, 14- Colin, 12, and Brittany 7
Do u get along with ur parents:: not really but then again yes
Are you a health freak:: nope
How tall r u:: 5" 4'
Are u a perfectionist:: nope
Wat are your weaknesses:: being scared of them, trying to hard, caring to much
Do you like to laugh:: yes
How about at yourself:`: always
Can you speak a different language:: sorta spanish and ASL
Have you been immersed in a different culture:: nope
Are you always on the move:: always moving!
Are you competitive:: YES!
Are you insecure:: most of the time
What do you do to people who talk behind your back:: eh brush it off
What is the best advice you've ever been given:: dont worry about it and know that atleast I love you
What are you most proud of in your life:: my not cutting in a while
Do you have any regrets:: yes
What you like in the opposite sex::
Hair color:: any
Style:: any
Personality:: sweet, kind, someone that cares about me, who will hold me and softly kiss my forehead when i am sad, someone who wont use me or cheat on me.
Body type:: any


Well this is Allie. For those who think this is not me well you are wrong. I am who I say I am on here.





One thing about me..... I am the best friend you will ever have if you give me the chance.




FAKE FRIENDS: try to make you do something you don't want to
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you don't have regrets
FAKE FRIENDS: call your parents Mr./Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
REAL FRIENDS: would sit next to you saying "Dang.... we screwed up... but that crap was fun!"
FAKE FRIENDS: never ask for food
REAL FRIENDS: are the reasons you never have food
FAKE FRIENDS: borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: keep you stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
FAKE FRIENDS: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: will kick the whole crowds but that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: walk right in and scream " Hey!! I'M HOME!!"
FAKE FRIENDS: are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: will take your drink away when they think you've had enough
REAL FRIENDS:will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Drink the rest of that you know we don't waste nothin!
FAKE FRIENDS: will talk crap to the person who talks crap about you
REAL FRIENDS: will knock them out
FAKE FRIENDS: would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it back




-----------So now you know Allie. I hope to make some good friends on this site so come talk to me! I am really good at listening as well so if you need an ear I am always here.----------------





----- You know you live in 2009 when... -----


1.) You accidentaly enter your password on a microwave .

2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years

3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or my space

4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV

6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.

7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.

8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.

9.) And you were too busy to notice number 5.

10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.

11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.

12.) add this to your profile if you fell for this, you know you did~



" she is yearning for shelter and affectionthat she never found at home, but she is seachin, for a hero to ride in ride in and save the day up and walks prince charming and he knows just what to say, momentary he laughs of reason and she gives herself away.

does anybody hear her can anybody see or does anybody even know she's going down today, under the shadow of our steeple,with all the lost and lonely people, searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me, does anybody hear her, can anybody see?

if judgement looms under every steeple lofty glances from lofty people you can see past her scarlit letter and we've never even met her."

-Casting Crowns (song Does Anybody Hear Her)





Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning grey!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

-Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (song Gardian Angel)


"You will never fail if you remember RBA:
Respect yourself (and others)
Believe in yourself (and others)
Acheive YOUR dreams"

-Mr. William Moore

Said to me when someone first noticed the scars on my arms, never again did I make that mistake.