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Hi... I'm Jaynnah. Im 18 and have my own issues. But everyone has their issues. I'm sure once you read my poems you'll think.. "great she's just another suicidal teen that has issues coping with her own problems and relationships" or "that i'm dramatic". Whatever. you can think whatever you want!! You have no idea what my life is like or what I've been through. I have several friends.. but only a few close ones that I tell my personal truths to. I enjoy meeting new people online and in person. It's how i've met some of my closest friends. I love all my friends dearly. I have trust issues so if i tell you about my life you should feel honored because only very few people know about my life. I love just listenin to music.. It's my alltime favorite thing to do.. I'd rather sit home and listen to music than go out... I love penguins! they're SO cute and adorable!!




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HATE EMO?

READ THIS:

Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a t-shirt that barely cover anything?

Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone

Are you laughing?

Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more *bunny* from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isn't it funny that you don't mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

I'm not laughing

Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS

keep on laughing

Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her LIFE

BRAVE ISN'T GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE *bunny*S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES

ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET

ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMMOROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE

ITS ANOTHER DAY OF *bunny*ING AND DODGING RUMORS

keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS.

"u laugh at me cuz im different. i laugh at u cuz ur all the same!!!!!!!!!!!"

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...Have You Ever...
[X] Smoked a cigarette
[X] Drank so much you threw up
[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[] Been arrested
[X] Gone on a blind date
[X] Skipped school
[X] Seen someone die
[_] Been to Canada
[_] Been to Florida
[_] Been to Mexico
[X] Been on a plane
[X] Been lost
[] Been on the opposite side of the country
[X] Gone to Washington , DC
[_] Swam in the ocean
[X] Felt like dying....
[X] Cried yourself to sleep
[X] Played cops and robbers
[X] Recently colored with crayons
[_] Sang karaoke badly
[X]paid for a meal with only coins
[X] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[X] Made prank phone calls
[X]Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[_] Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
[X] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[X] Danced in the rain
[X] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[_]Been kissed under the mistletoe
[X]Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[X] Blown bubbles
[_] Made a bonfire on the beach
[_] Crashed a party
[X] Gone roller-skating
[_] Iceskating

[_] I'm single
[X] I'm in a relationship
[X] I've had someone cheat on me.
[X] I've gone on a blind date.
[X] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] have a fear of commitment.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[_] I've cheated in a relationship.
[X] I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person someone cheated on )
[_] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[X] I've been molested and/or raped repeatdly by sumone i knew

Sexuality

[X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[_] I've had a crush on a teacher
[X] I am a cuddler.
[X] I love to flirt.
[X] I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[_] have kissed a stranger.
[_] I've been kissed in the rain.
[_] I am gay
[_] I am lez
[X] I am bi
[_] I am gay but no ones knows
[_] I am lez but know one knows
[_] I am bi but know one knows
[X] I have had sex ((i wass raped))
[_] I have had sex with more then one person
[_] I regret it
[_] I am a virgin
(_) Gone to jail
(X) Been picked up by the cops
(X) Own a gun
(X) Love someone
(X) Hate someone
(X) Love and hate someone
(X) Think someone loves you
(X) Think someone hates you
() Works out
(X) Has a tattoo
(X) Is a goth
(X) Is emo
() Is something
() Is an alien
(X) Is "idk"
(X) Is no one
(_) Has ever been in boot camp
(_) Ever been to juvy
(X) Cusses regulary
(_) Loves life
(X) Hates life
(X) Wants to die
(_) Wants to live
(X) Wants to die but not kill themself
(X) Wants to kill themself
(X) Has ever cut
(X) Likes to cut
(X) Loves to cut
(X) F*cking loves to cut
(_) Thinks cutting is wrong
(X) Thinks cutting helps
(_) Is a drama king/queen
(X) Doesn't care what people think
(X) Cares what people think
(X) Has more than one friend
(X) Has a best friend
(_) Is a goody-goody
(_) Is a bad-*bitch *
(X) Has gone out with a girl/guy for over a month
(X) Believes in one gf one bf relationships
(_) Has someone to talk to
(X) Thinks your smart
(X) Thinks your dumb
(_) Thinks your cool
(X) Thinks your lame
(X) Liked this thingy
(_) Disliked this thingy

Honesty/Crime

[_] I am a terrible liar.
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[X] I've run a red light.
[_] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[_] I've been in a fist fight.
[_] I've been arrested.
[X] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[X] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[X] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[X] I take anti-depressants.
[_] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[X] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose
[X] I'm addicted to self harm
[X] I've woken up crying.
[X] I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

[_] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone i no has attempted suicide.
[X] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[X] I've attempted suicide.


Random

[X] I can sing well.
[_] I open up to others easily.
[_] I watch the news.
[_] I don't kill bugs.
[_] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[X]I am a morning person.
[_] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[_] I'm a snob about grammar.
[_] I am a sports fanatic.
[_] I twirl my hair
[_] i have x's in my screen name
[_] I love being neat
[_] I love Spam
[_] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[_] I bake well.
[_] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[_] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I am in love with love. (with the thought of love)
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[_] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[X] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[_] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[_] I bite my nails
[_] I play video games
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[_] I'm good at remembering dates.
[X] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] My answers are totally honest

Repost this on your page and put X's in the boxes that apply to you and _ that don't

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92% OF AMERICAN TEENS TODAY WOULD DIE IF ABRECROMBIE & FITCH SAID IT WASN'T COOL TO BREATHE ANYMORE. IF YOU'RE PART OF THE 8% THAT WOULD BE LAUGHING THEIR BUTTS OFF, PUT THIS ON YOUR PROFILE!"

Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others
Post this on your page if you are emo

[if you suport emos or are emo add this to you page]

Goths:
*Don't always wear black
*Don't worship Satan
*Are NOT evil
*Do not want to kill people
*Do not hate everybody
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are usually nice people
*Are normal, just like you

[if you suport goths or are one add this to your page]

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"Godspeed" - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
My all time FAVORITE song!!!

It's January 1970
Do you remember me
You put me on a boat across the sea,
In the name of victory
But much to my surprise when I arrived
There was no welcoming committee
Instead there was some men for me to kill
And now I see all this is all too real

Then I saw him standing with a bayonet
And as I ran towards him
He hardly broke a sweat
When I took his life
He fell to his knees
And as his eyes began to fade
He whispered softly

Godspeed this letter away from here
I sealed it with my tears and stamped it with my fears
And Godspeed this letter away from you
My work down here is through
I'm on my way to better days and so are you

And in his pocket there I saw a picture of his children and his family
And I began to realize this person I despised in actuality
Was not much different from myself
We prob'ly could have taught each other many things
And now I know it's much too late
Although I couldn't hesitate
I checked his gun and his chamber was empty

Then I saw him standing with a bayonet
And as I ran towards him
He hardly broke a sweat
When I took his life
He fell to his knees
And as his eyes began to fade
He whispered softly

Godspeed this letter away from here
I sealed it with my tears and stamped it with my fears
And Godspeed this letter away from you
My work down here is through
I'm on my way to better days and so are you

Ooh we know not what we've done
And ooh we know not what we've done

Godspeed this letter away from here
I sealed it with my tears and stamped it with my fears
And Godspeed this letter away from you
My work down here is through
I'm on my way to better days and so are you