All this is flashy rhetoric about loving you.
I never had a selfless thought since I was born.
I am mercenary and self-seeking through and through:
I want God, you, all friends, merely to serve my turn.
Peace, re-assurance, pleasure, are the goals I seek,
I cannot crawl one inch outside my proper skin:
I talk of love --a scholar's parrot may talk Greek--
But, self-imprisoned, always end where I begin.
"As The Ruin Falls" C.S. Lewis.
I never had a selfless thought since I was born.
I am mercenary and self-seeking through and through:
I want God, you, all friends, merely to serve my turn.
Peace, re-assurance, pleasure, are the goals I seek,
I cannot crawl one inch outside my proper skin:
I talk of love --a scholar's parrot may talk Greek--
But, self-imprisoned, always end where I begin.
"As The Ruin Falls" C.S. Lewis.
- Last seen on Nov 19 12:06 AM. Member since December 2, 2003.
- I'm a jade dragon poet for 247 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "something meaningful here".
- I am a 18 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a broke college student.



- I have 247 comments, 67 poems, 2 stories
My Poetry
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My eyes slam shut
because39 lines, 4 comments, January 5, 2007
My Stories
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I was staring at the current body of a former person I use to know.
It was never a mansion; it used to be more like, a double wide trailer. That, too, gives it a little more116 lines, 2 comments, October 6, 2005. In <200 lines, Other -
She stared at his near lifeless body passed out on her couch. She pressed the barrel into his head. She cocked the gun. She took a deep sigh, and threw the gun behind her. The402 lines, 8 comments, December 3, 2003. In <200 lines, Other
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Joe Spencer on September 12, 2008I just wanted to say "Hi". and let you know. I was thinking about you!
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erasing0180 on October 11, 2006Also, I've decided to keep a file of email addresses for my favorite poets on here in case they or I dissapear. IM me yours again, eh?
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erasing0180 on October 11, 2006if you put something new up, I'll comment on it. I sure will.
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Joe Spencer on August 6, 2006I was reading some old comments. You stated you missed my poetry, haha. How have you been?
