bypoler

By Dead Societyscene on July 3^rd 2009, evening time.
on topic bypoler

im bypoler
i dont have any meds to deal
i wish i did because i cant deal alone
Help Me Please!!!!

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monster

By lauraleatha on July 9^th 2009, mid-morning.
on topic bypoler

bipolar. manic deppressive, a freak.
The constant ups and down
the highs to low.
One minute im laughing with my friend
she playfully grabs my phone from me
"you f***in B**ch"
i see the fear flash in her eyes, yet the anger has taken over.
I slap her. It seems nobody is more shocked than i.
She is my best friend, how could i have done that to her?
I see the hurt in her eyes.
She knows my disorder and i know she will forgive me and take it.
I'm a monster. I deserve to be punishes. I run out of the room, slink into the bathroom stumble into a stall and lock it.
I pull out a razor
and I
Cut.

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the end of freedom

By Belong to Lynn on July 10^th 2009, early morning.
on topic bypoler

i dream i wish i lie to myself i lie to others i pretend that all of this is just some cruel joke designed my a malignant hateful being that cant wait to watch me destroy yet another thing in this world for perfect people laughing at the pain they dont have the time to understand - how many times have i prayed yearned begged for all of this to JUST STOP...

this med that med as if they help - a mask is what we wear a mask that is only tissue to blur the lines to make the glossy shine of thier world a modicum of clarity

i hate this......

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mary

By La mente ha confuso on July 12^th 2009, early evening.
on topic bypoler

i deal by smokin lots of pot it eases my mind and helps to soothe the thought process so i can analyze all the shit that passes through my mind the lush green bud excites me as i grind it prepping the next bowl of the euphoric smoke filling my lungs intoxicating my mind enough for the mood swings to sturggle along as a slug that is contorting the facts enough for everything to seem a little less real.

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megans bipolar part 2

By meganiddings87 on July 29^th 2009, mid-morning.
on topic bypoler

sometimes are better than others. sometimes my mind races so fast i cant journal like i want too, to get the thoughts out of my head. i take medicine everyday and go to counseling, which i don't think is working, but hey im trying to get better. just a couple days ago i cut on myself in my bathroom. the thought just came to mind and i cut. there was no looking back or second thought. my boyfriend is hurt when i cut but its something ive done since i was 15. and ill be 22 next month. my counselor has me on a daily schedule, to get out of my depression. sometimes my depression can stay for weeks, or just days. then the mania where i cant sleep or eat comes in. im doing the best i can

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Lost

By in the snow on September 22^nd 2009, early evening.
on topic bypoler

im in my head
most of the time
im just hallow
dead
on the medication that makes me tolerable
to all of you
who see me and feel
that im some how unreal
do i float or something?
why when i speak
am i considred a freak?
Im not that strange...
IM NOT THAT STRANGE!
Help
im lost in this world
im stuck in a whorl
and i see no one to pull me out
they cant deal
with how i feel?
im lost...



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