certain guy

By inbetween on June 29^th 2009, late at night.
on topic You Played My Heart

a lying-cheating-deceitful little boy is what he is. he discreetly tells you lies for you to believe. he brings you under an illusion that his this bad boy with a great heart. which is not true. every second i spent with him were full of lust. he had me fooled. i wanted a serious relationship from him and he told me he wanted the same. turns out it was all just a way for him to get what he wanted. not my soul but my body. i hated him for that. many clues i was given but i pushed them away. i keep thinking maybe or someday hell change. but now i have figured it out his just a guy i don't need in my life.

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You To I, Means Death Of My Heart

By xBeachxHoney on June 30^th 2009, terribly early in the morning.
on topic You Played My Heart

He said he cared
He never felt this way about anyone
He made me feel more special then a kid seeing magic

I gave him all of me
Everything a woman had to offer
Her mind, body, and soul
I was hopelessly devoted

My confidence has abandoned me
Im left in the dark
Light tries to find me
But I hide from ... it

Love? what is love if its a lie
"Your wifey material" he says
"I can see you with me 4ever" he told me

Then the night before my young life
transaction into adulthood
you say, more like your friend says
He doesn't love you anymore
How do you just turn that off?

My heart is aching breaking
I guess she can love you better
This interchangeable physicality
Who exactly is me?
I forgot
Death of my heart


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YOU!?!

By The-Scene-One on June 30^th 2009, early afternoon.
on topic You Played My Heart

you played my heart
know it can not heal
all the things you said to me
now become unreal
drive to your house
yelling my feels to your open window
just like when your right beside me
you still don't hear a word i say
trying to push away the pain
i yell to you nothing will ever be the same
you look down at me and say
i didn't know you felt the way
i turn around and just walk away
because i no he didn't really love me that way


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Auctioned

By xxFallenAngel98 on June 30^th 2009, mid-afternoon.
on topic You Played My Heart

You took away my heart and tried to give it on an auction. " 500, 600, and up to 700!" Is all that u spent my heart on. Really, is that how much I'm worth to u? Look in the mirror and ask yourself this, How would I feel If my heart were auctioned?. U didnt say a word. You didnt care.

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what happnd to you lovin me!?

By Vick33 on July 1^st 2009, evening time.
on topic You Played My Heart

wel i though you loved me bt i guess not so erverything you told me was a lie. i really cared for you and though you did the same but guess not . now that i look back i cant believe i duid all that i did for you. i left my friends my family my life for ou and you could have given a damn. i fucking gave you my everthing and you basically said fuck me i ma do me i loved you more than anthing and i would do anything for you i thouughyt you would be the one i put a finger on and take you to meet my moms but you had other plans you fell in love with another man and thought i would still stay by your side. my moms is in jail and i thought you would be the one i could tell i founds true love with matter of fact i did tell her about you told her to write you was even willing to run so i could be with you and im in dfacs now and where the fuck are you

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Used me

By girl in love on July 1^st 2009, evening time.
on topic You Played My Heart

You told my friend that you liked me.
You asked me out.
We went out
At that party, that night
The night where I found you, with her, my friend.
You were kissing her.
You betrayed me.
I hate what you have done to me.
You played with my heart.
It hurts to know that I was never the one for you.
You played with my feelings.
Made me like you and then...
tore my heart from my chest.
You said I was so beautiful and that you loved me.
That was a lie.
I hate you.
For all I care, you can die in hell.
Go jump off a cliff.
I hate your guts.

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You don't love me

By Timm483 on July 1^st 2009, evening time.
on topic You Played My Heart

You told me you loved me, You still tell me you love me after dumping me. I dont remeber the first time you told me you love me but I rember when you dumped me. You told me I was the greatest guy. You also said That you had raised your standards and that you needed a penticostal man. If you loved me you would have worked for the better of us instead of selling me out to save your sorry ass! I don't love you. Im attached to you still after everything but I dont love you. I would still be there for you if i did but no im not cuz of you! We would still be friends if you would have talked about your regrets...damn it you knew I would have listened to you and obeyed you but no you didnt trust me and the night that I finaly trusted you completly you betrayed it! I remeber when I first held you. I remeber when I first kissed you on the cheek. I remember your withdraw and how I lost sleep because I was scared you were going to leave me. I remeber the relife when you let me talk to you in science during your withdraw. I remeber when you left me in tears with a broken heart. Now i rember nothing but the pain of this broken heart. The last thing I heard before I blacked out from the pain was that you loved me yet you were walking away with a smoking gun! I don't love you and you don't love me damn it!

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Puppet Strings

By KatherineAnne on July 2^nd 2009, early morning.
on topic You Played My Heart

I struggled being the best for you,
And you tormented me like no other person has.

The agony still creeps into my heart,
My new relationships.

It's hard to trust and it's hard not to think about you.
I don't love you anymore, but what you did to me is affecting my relationship now.

The pain and mental anguish you put me through will last for years,
And you want to make it up to me?

You pulled puppet strings,
And I danced like a fool.

You said "Jump",
And I asked "How high?"

You had complete control of my heart, my mind, my actions,
But it's done with.

I'm over you,
I needed to say that to myself.

I'm over you,
So get out of my mind, my relationships, and my life.

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My ex boyfriend

By Lilly Fields on July 3^rd 2009, late afternoon.
on topic You Played My Heart

Two years ago at school I met a guy named Byron Cole. He was cute and nice. A week later he started hitting me and calling me names. He said he loved me and lied. He cheated on me and I didn't do anything. The last week we were dating, he threw me against a locker and put his hands around my neck. He started to squeeze. He tried to unzip his pants to rape me. He said "I own you bitch." He almost got my pants undone as I started to see black. Then someone dropped something loud and it scared him. I pushed him away and ran for the doors. Every time I see him now, I carry a switchblade and a gun, just in case. I don't understand why he tried to do what he did. I can't sleep without sleep medication. I take anxiety pills and I am still afraid. He calls sometimes on my cell phone and I am afraid that one day he will try to kill me. He said he loved me but his fists took it back, now I am afraid of committment. I don't want another boyfriend like Byron. i want someone who will love me and not hurt me like he did.

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Its really hard.

By SuicideXDoll on July 4^th 2009, the wee hours.
on topic You Played My Heart

I dont know why you cant love me back
you act like you cared alot about me
you neevr actuaklly cared though
you obviously love her
but i guess thats not my buisness
i just wish youd give me chance
but i wouldnt want to intrude on you r basiclly non existant love with her
you guys act liek your dating so just do it
stop moving around the subject.
everyone knows you love her.
stop stringing my emotions along.
I know you dont mean to but seriously it would make everything alot easier.
your crushing my heart without even knowoig it.
yoiu need to just stay aways from me.
or i need to stay away from you.
your not good for me.
so ill cry instead of tell you why i love you
you wont listen youll think its just as a friend
but i seriosuy love you so much
like you dont even know you make me feel beautiful.
you tell me things that i wouldnt think about myself in a million years.
i just wish you could be there for me like her.
i need someone like you to be there for me.
and to not bail on me.
your far to important to not have on my life.
i just wish youcould show me feeligns like what you show her.
you dont have any idea how much that would mean to me.
i already know that it wont happen but theres nothing wrong with wishing right...?

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you're so aggravating!!

By Jessily on July 5^th 2009, mid-afternoon.
on topic You Played My Heart

im tired
so tired of his lies
and of his uncertanities
Make up your mind....
the longer i wait
the more pain is created
i love you so much
i always wondered why you hurt me that way
i cant stand to see you
cuz i know i have to limit myself around you
dont u know that i tried my best
to be there for you
i tried so hard to make sure you knew that i loved you...
i dont think you know exactly how much i love you...
God!!!!
i cant stand you
or the precious memories we had together.

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Whay?

By vampire blood on July 5^th 2009, late afternoon.
on topic You Played My Heart

i looked in ur eyes and that i say i good prsin thin u showed me u didn't so naw i sit in my room and cry at night thinking of you and why. why did you do this to me whay did you say good by i wander if it was because all you do is lie and lie to me you stabed me in the back and naw all i do is cry, cry at the fackt that you lied to me and i wander why me why this?

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Ode to my Father.

By Haunting Beauty on July 5^th 2009, evening time.
on topic You Played My Heart

Ode to my father.

I want to thank you for this.

Making me strong and fierce as a tiger
thank you for making me strong as steel
viscious as fire
tough as nails
and as true and pure as rose petals
because
i
will
never
be
you

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By thatonegurl6996 on July 6^th 2009, late morning.
on topic You Played My Heart

we got engaged wow what a mistake
you changed after that made me feel so disgusting. then dropped me like apeice of garbage.
picked me back up when u needed a fix .
i am much more than that why cant you see you mean everything to me.
I would do anything just yto be the one in your arms . instead whores and strippers fill that space i have to listen to the story ,you
love me at least thats what you say then you are sorry for hurting me and repeat the next day.



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Together Forever?

By BeMyValentine on July 6^th 2009, mid-afternoon.
on topic You Played My Heart

We were together,
And I never doubted you.
We were supposed to last forever,
But you left
When I needed you the most.

You said you would make me happy
But did you ever, even once,
Mean what you said?

I trusted you,
I thought you were my friend,
But you messed up everything,
And that brought our relationship to an end.
And I don't really regret the choice.

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You hurt me, Now you can't have me.

By Just-One-Cut on July 9^th 2009, evening time.
on topic You Played My Heart

You told me that you loved me. You were moving all the way to California. You were leaving me. I guess you didn't have any choice because your mom and everything, but I still feel like your leaving me.

We made a promise before you left in January. Remember? You said that you would save your v-card for me when you got back.

I have made it through these 7 months, without messing around once. I kept my promise. I loved you enough not to hurt you.

You were writing me on myspace, and you told me you fucked 5 girls. Two were meant to be, three were just at parties.

I cried. You told me you loved me Even after you tld me that, you still tried to get me to understand I'm your dream girl. Well im sorry but I'm not buying it. You said you wouldnt do anyhting you regret.

Do you regret what you did? I hope you do. I hope
cry about hurting me everynight. I hope it eats at you until you are nothing anymore.

I hope you know that I am not giving you my v-card. I hope you know this. I also am not going to just go and fuck any guy just so we can have sex when you come back.

I love you, I love you more than anything... but you hurt me. And now you cant have me. There's is a price to pay, because you are not getting away with this.

Saying sorry will not save all those tears I wasted on you. Saying sorry will never heal the cuts on my arms. Sorry isn't anything anymore.

It will never be the same between us again.

I hope karmas a bigger bitch than me...

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Gone

By arora301 on July 16^th 2009, early evening.
on topic You Played My Heart

He made me feel like I was special, that we could make everything work out. not matter what lied infront of us. but in reality. im just another girl. he said i was everything, the only thing. the one. his one. his. I was so excited. I thought i was in love. He made me complete. He made me happy. When everything was down, he would be there to help me get up, when ever I saw him he kissed me gental, with compassion.

It wasnt. It was all a brutal trick. A trap.

Pain.

He left

I fell

No one was there

I had no clue what to do, i was really heart broken. I thought he was the one. I thought I was his one. But we were both baised on lies. Hidden underneath the pretend love we shared together.

I'm still in pain
Im still alone

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trio of lies

By karleeque on July 26^th 2009, mid-afternoon.
on topic You Played My Heart

i let you into my life and gave you all the love i could give you, and you broke me so badly... i turn right around to let you into to my life and you finished me off worst than the last ever thought about. You almost took my self worth from me. No one, No one can take that if I don't let them. Where are you now? How did your life turn out... How much longer will you be there? What person will care for you now that you cannot care for yourself. will you become a humble old person, or will you beat the system and walk the world again. then you came and told me the things that I wanted to hear. i love you too. Still to this day. i wish i could hold you and never let you go, but you have another. why do you staY? I don't understand. you say you love me and you enjoy my time, but yet you still stay. What does the other one have that I cannot give you? Please explain it to me. I don't understand. Why do i always get this kind of situation that is so unhealthy and full of rot that It leaves me unable to breath at the end. I don't know what to do and I have no clue where turn. i want to be protected. I want to have someone that is equal. I want to be someone's equal. I want the last that has another. I don't know how to get you to see me. You look through me and i don't ever see you look at me. How do i get your attention? What do I do to make you know i love you more than life? I will be with you one of these days. you will be mine forever and forever and forever. MINE.

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I Was Your Plaything, Wasn't I?

By foreverxnow on July 26^th 2009, evening time.
on topic You Played My Heart

You played my heart like a well-tuned instrument,
slid a finger across the strings and created beauty.
You hit the notes that corresponded to my love,
made composers envy the masterpiece you created.
You played my heart like a game of poker.
You bluffed like a pro,
Upped the ante with so much at stake,
And finally laid down your winning hand.
You won my heart along with the chips.
You played my heart like you played the field,
fooled me as you had so many other girls.
Skipping happily from one to the other to the next,
never letting on that you were anything less than all mine.
You played my heart like you play the game,
you play to win, you play for keeps, and you play to be the best.


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I Play Your Heart

By Vore on August 3^rd 2009, the wee hours.
on topic You Played My Heart

Knowing that the title instructs me to speak of myself being played, I actually am the one playing. Not like your average asshole that's just trying to get in your pants. I end up taking it to the point of love. I'll drag it out, sting you along, and manipulate every aspect of the relationship. Eventually, I bring the girl into this trance, in which they are helpless. Every girl I've been with, I have brought them to endless love for me. And then, as if nothing matters (because it usually doesn't) I drop you. Never to be heard or seen from again. I play your heart for my amusement.

Finesse sweetly nurtured
Like a child on the rise.
Growing slowly
To live its life a predisposed mannequin.
Pouring sweat and blood into its making.
I give soul to a shell.

With careful hands, I slowly shape
This diamond from the rough.
A draught from my veins.

Bottoms up
As you feast as parasites do.
I will not be wasting time though.
At either end,
This is not for nothing.

Pulling subtle strings
You'll never be able to see
The path ahead of you,
A mere fabrication
Of my desired things.

"When you've done something right,
People won't be sure you've done anything at all."
Is pure motivation to watch you as you fall.
Doing nothing to stop
This inevitable death
I let you drop from the heavens in feeble attempts.

You cannot win against Apathy.
Because a pawn is where I stand,
Apathy's pet,
I sit at his right hand.

When you've walked my path
Skipped along my past.
Unstoppable determination
To battle Apathy with Empathy
You'll loose every time.
Like clouds in the sky

So backing up my point.
This game we play.
Hard to get
Impossible to hold.
But still I try
My Apathy is bold.
Yet still I try
Against all odds
One day I'll fly
You could be the reason for joy
Or the reason for blood
Shed on smiling rocks,
Living in the laps of the bruised
Their smiles are ever so bright.

So what would you do
For a parasite of your soul?
Given the opportunity
Even if nothing gained guaranteed
I'll give it a shot,
If not to laugh with the rocks
On bruised laps.

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