i dont know

By Gypsy-Girl on June 25^th 2009, early evening.
on topic Your Personal Hell

Im all alone and afraid everyone I love is dead, at least i think...and im to blame

people keep watching me and won't let me be and i fall into a hole where there is no one to save me

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my hell

By Angel-of-Chaos on June 25^th 2009, early evening.
on topic Your Personal Hell

My personal hell would be designed for me to love everyone that doesn't love me. To feel a powerful love and to never beable to touch it.
Everyone I ever loved would walk around ignoring me, I would be frozen solid in one place only allowed to watch everyone have true love and happiness. My heart would ache and burn wanting that love that I need. My stomach would also burn in frustration of being unable to control what happens. I would watch what few people I have suffer and never beable to reach out to comfort them or help them.
It's sort of funny, all of this that I have just written is a reality. I guess I am in my hell.

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hgn

By Gypsy-Girl on June 25^th 2009, evening time.
on topic Your Personal Hell

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useless... i dunno wat im doing

By winterfaeriy on June 26^th 2009, late at night.
on topic Your Personal Hell

ano i don't know i was just curious as to what this is... my personal hell though...would prolly be an empty white room with glass down the middle of it.. a glass wall and um... on the other side is my soul mate and... i can't hear them or touch them or smell them or taste them... just see them... thats the worst cause looks dont matter too me and though its nice to see them... really nice i would know my bf has been outta town for a month but... id trade anything to have any other extra sense besides just seeing them.... it's rather pointless and weird but whatever... ah im such a slow typer....blach nyah nyah ny6ah nyaanmuan a a hjsnfjlahfojsnf nyahnyahnyna this isn't helping any... just so you know

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df

By Gypsy-Girl on June 27^th 2009, mid-afternoon.
on topic Your Personal Hell

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my 'personal hell'

By LittleAnn on June 29^th 2009, early morning.
on topic Your Personal Hell

separated from everyone i know
the worst thing i can imagine
is to be forgotten
by everyone i used to care about
by everyone
who used to care about me
bust most of all
to be in hell
would mean
to be eternally separated from God
the loving Father

not physical pain
no a lake of fire
but being separated from Him
in eternal darkness
with no chance
to escape this everlasting agony

knowing
that everyone
whose presence meant something to me
are suffering
are separated from Him
just like me

awful thought
i really don't wanna imagine

being under the rule of satan again
i believe there is nothing more horrible
than knowing
that God exists
that He reigns
while i am separated from Him
not being able to warn anyone
who might still be alive
about the consequences of choosing the wrong path

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my personal hell

By Princessxsaraix7 on June 29^th 2009, late evening.
on topic Your Personal Hell

oh mann my personal hell would be sexual arousment with no orgasm lol my hell would be physical tourture such as impalement, peeling the skin back, removement of eye balls and any other forms of physicall tourture just over and over and over and over and over agaian gain and agaian. then next would be having a shopping mall in front of me with all of my favortie stores and i actually havce money to buys stuff with and running up to the mall and the doors being locked and im screaming for sum one to let me in and they all just look my way and dont do anything they just igniore me the whole time lol. sum of this stuiff is kinda funny. or my personal hell would be just a rooom full of loud obnoxious country music because i hate country music and it annoys me to the point where i start to shake because its so annoying and i just cant take the sound lol. another personal hell for me would be a room full of rats, mice, gerbals, hamsters, and any other kind of rodent and then someone covers me with cheese and throws me in the room with the rats oh maN!! that would be the ultamate hell for me because i hate rodents and i reaally really really cannot stand then and then the thought of having the eat off of me is just disgusting and gross.

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worst hell

By balletfreak on June 30^th 2009, early afternoon.
on topic Your Personal Hell

my personal hell is a person
she can't handle her own problems
wants me to help her
but won't tell me the whole story
she starts stupid shit and wants me 2 end it
i done trying to make her happy
she just can't be pleased
she is a drama queen
can't look at her once more
she is the worst personal hell

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A Short Dream of My Very Own Hell.

By Felicity B. on July 1^st 2009, early evening.
on topic Your Personal Hell

avenue of the bald and shiny
i join your cue innocence fantastic,
rhinestone chelsi with a heart tipped 'i'
hands me a plate of hot meat her skates
break annoyingly squeak as they rub

chug chug chug the enthusiasts pass
greased up to the nuts and bolts
they choose their bed partners based on
chub, i am their chosen one they bear me away

on a model sized train whilst i am pelted
with contents of hoover bag confetti
my dress, pink paisely, outsize outer labelled
they rename me 'susan doyle, ms.'



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angry and sad

By LoStBuTnOtFoUnD on July 2^nd 2009, the wee hours.
on topic Your Personal Hell

i feel like i am unwanted and not good enough and it is sad. Does anyone have time for me and my son? Am i just that worthless to the world. i dont understand why and how. i give my love in full and so does my son and the repayment that we get is to be ignored and i am not used to it. it hurts extreamly bad. i know deep down inside he is a great man, but whathe is showing me is hat mabey im not the right one for him and that hurts me because i feel for him he even adopted my son and i am sad that i feel worthless to the world... so i really dont know what to do in this perdiciment anymore. i am extreamly saddend by the lack on my part how could i be so stupid and cold. i guess i fall for the people who dont really want me where is my prince charming i thought i found him but i guess i am just babbiling on and on about a bunch of random things again. the question is how much am i worth to him these days... what must i do to get him to not be so heartless about some subjects like me being raped i dont know is the problem me or and i just seeing things i dont know any way. i just wanted to get some of my feelings out into my page and feel a clean sense crash over me. i just want to know i am wanted and appreciated in this place we call a home i just want to be the best that i can be to this family if thats what it is... i feel like i am usless and trapped feeking that way because i am not the main person nor is my son i guess. how do i make him feel and see who i am and what i am going through alone? is that to much.. i know i know i am just going on and on but i have to get it out some way. this seemed like a ood idea so here is my shot at free writting. am i not good enough and i to fat ugly horrible person or am i just seeing and bein delusional in my ways. i have now been in so many heart breaking relationships.... please help me to see what is wrong with me and my son? what s the prob or issue with me if their is numerous ones. I am just froze at a point in my life now? how can i prove to myself thta i a, worth it please make me see that i am worth it and help me to understand where and whats goin on? i am not the one he loves and i now opend my eyes and saw that.
good bye

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The Frozen Hell

By Kristen Kay on July 3^rd 2009, late at night.
on topic Your Personal Hell

My Hell there will be no flames no scorching fire to be found.All there is in this hell is endless sheets of ice and snow.The endless blizzard goes on as I am alone by myself without a soul to talk to or to share my agony.With my skin frozen with ice.I will bleed in the snowy ground of this Hell for me.No-one will be able to offer a hand as I suffer my freezing Hell. I will only have the snow of this Hell to eat .With my icy cold fingers,I cram the snow in my mouth like a starving animal.If only there was food to eat.But there is none.There is,it always in my eyes the most delicious steaks,the most succulent fruit to see.But, only to see,always staying just out of my grasp.Never able to reach my lips.I am visited my one demon a month where he takes me an tortures my body in every way with his devilish nails,while he laughs at my pain.

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fffffffff

By ILuvToSing on July 9^th 2009, evening time.
on topic Your Personal Hell

Life w/ my sister living here, in this house still.

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By CourtJester on July 15^th 2009, the wee hours.
on topic Your Personal Hell

My personal hell is a world where I meet the woman of my dreams but I can never touch or hold her. I am here, in hell

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my own hell

By MelloYello1725 on July 30^th 2009, early afternoon.
on topic Your Personal Hell

My own personal hell

a grocery line comes to mind
with 300 lb lesbian alien National Enquirers
screaming sticky faced children tugging
on my shirt
The old lady with an affinity to coupons
and long cigarettes
sqeeky wheels constantly going by.
no air conditioning and the cashier is a dumbass
something in everyone's pile won't ring up.
"Price Check, need a manager"
Here comes Manager Randy hes a cool rad 38
never tied down living the life as a rinky dink Manager and a grocery store chain.
Him and his nasty mustache.
He grabs the poor stupid cashiers butt and fingers his too short tie.
Finally it is my turn, the conveyer belt is wet and has melted chocolate ice cream on it, ensuring that everything I buy and own will be sticky.
My things finally make it into those cheap plastic bags that split open.
"Im sorry mam your card has been declined. I am going to have to ask you to get to the back of the line...


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My Living Hell..

By Marie-xo on August 5^th 2009, evening time.
on topic Your Personal Hell

Wat Exactly Is Hell..?
Is It A Big Fire.. Where The All The Bad People Burn..
Is There Some Stages..
Like Levels..
Is There A Way To Get Out..
Do You Really Suffer..?
Or Is It Just Where Hurt People Can Feel Home..?
Does It Only Happen When You Die..?
Or Is Life Hell.. Where The Demons Are The Ones That Bring You Down..?
You Live Hell EveryDay..
Trust Once You Get There Youll Be Happy..
It Cant Be Worse Than This World.. Think Bout It.. It Just Cant Be..
If It Would Id Be Alone..
That Would Make Me Suffer..
Loneliness..
Thats Why I Suffer In Life..
My Living Hell..


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Hell

By CareBearKilla on October 24^th 2009, evening time.
on topic Your Personal Hell

Trapped in a Fun house.
Clowns left and right, locked in a go cart with Miley Cyrus and the Jonas Brothers and the only songs on the radio are songs from the High School Musical soundtrack, and Barbara Streisand.
The only thing we can eat are green and black olives and baked potatoes without sour cream and butter. Watching Ashton Kutcher making out with various sexy celebrity females.
Day after day.
Being submitted in bible camp, were God is our only friend. Then Knowing right behind a door, they play all my favorite bands, have countless amounts of interesting books, puppies that never go to the bathroom, drink, eat or die (just sleep and frolic), Cheesecake and celebrity males who all want me desperately.

That is my idea of Hell

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By poet-life on October 30^th 2009, late at night.
on topic Your Personal Hell

being isolated with clowns and spiders and bees and dolls and then suffocating and drowning and seeing people dying and calling for me, pleading me to help them but i can't even touch them

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my hell

By fear this smile on November 8^th 2009, early evening.
on topic Your Personal Hell

id be in chair that you keep slipping out of, and in front of me would be an old fifties television that makes the bad memories, thoughts, and scenarios go across your mind over and over again in a never ending cycle.youd see past ex's leave you and get with your best friend

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