not sure if its intentional or not, or maybe ur sure.......its still hurts like hell......
By Angel-of-Chaos on June 25th 2009, mid-afternoon.
on topic The Pain of Being Ignored
on topic The Pain of Being Ignored
All of my life I have been ignored,
when I wasn't ignored I prayed to be.
The empty feeling that eats away at your heart and soul, is so intense that you end up changing in one way or another. After awhile I no longer cried about being ignored because I thought I was just meant to be alone. Atleast that is what I thought, but I know now it was just my way of trying to understand and deal with it. When it finally hit me, the pain and the anger was so strong inside of me that I lashed out at anyone that tried to be there. I truly believed that if they were there it was because they were going to hurt me, and make me feel like less of a human, which I already did. Never was a word I said heard, yet someone else could say the same thing and it was great. I was ignored and I am slowly taking back the life that should have been mine in the first place. Everyone deserves to be seen, heard, and understood, and if the people around them can't do that, then they don't deserve the beauty that person would bring to their lives anyway.
when I wasn't ignored I prayed to be.
The empty feeling that eats away at your heart and soul, is so intense that you end up changing in one way or another. After awhile I no longer cried about being ignored because I thought I was just meant to be alone. Atleast that is what I thought, but I know now it was just my way of trying to understand and deal with it. When it finally hit me, the pain and the anger was so strong inside of me that I lashed out at anyone that tried to be there. I truly believed that if they were there it was because they were going to hurt me, and make me feel like less of a human, which I already did. Never was a word I said heard, yet someone else could say the same thing and it was great. I was ignored and I am slowly taking back the life that should have been mine in the first place. Everyone deserves to be seen, heard, and understood, and if the people around them can't do that, then they don't deserve the beauty that person would bring to their lives anyway.
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By doodlebug1234 on June 28th 2009, early afternoon.
on topic The Pain of Being Ignored
on topic The Pain of Being Ignored
this landscape is merciless
as i attempt so desperately
to entice the wind
to answer my cries,
I scream
and shout
and spit
yet nothing
makes you ease the pain
and allow the flowers to blossom
and the trees to stretch their stiff roots
All i see are muddy splotches
and a mountain
and a moon
remaining ever still
and ever merciless.
as i attempt so desperately
to entice the wind
to answer my cries,
I scream
and shout
and spit
yet nothing
makes you ease the pain
and allow the flowers to blossom
and the trees to stretch their stiff roots
All i see are muddy splotches
and a mountain
and a moon
remaining ever still
and ever merciless.
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silence seems like forever
By unknown traveler on June 30th 2009, early afternoon.on topic The Pain of Being Ignored
Ominous occasion lasts forever
voiceless whispers scream,
vibrating down endless halls
of desolation.
Hope shattered.
Ashes of past regrets
scatter across turbulent skies.
Storm's arising.
Agitation ignites
forgotten moments.
Intense emotions
explode lava through gilded veins
Arsenic coated lies spew
from blistered lips
holding back nothing.
Regrets, remorse
all blocked when
love's bitter tasting kiss
slammed the damn door
Life's mistakes fly
on wingless birds
of isolation, hope
slowly fades away.
voiceless whispers scream,
vibrating down endless halls
of desolation.
Hope shattered.
Ashes of past regrets
scatter across turbulent skies.
Storm's arising.
Agitation ignites
forgotten moments.
Intense emotions
explode lava through gilded veins
Arsenic coated lies spew
from blistered lips
holding back nothing.
Regrets, remorse
all blocked when
love's bitter tasting kiss
slammed the damn door
Life's mistakes fly
on wingless birds
of isolation, hope
slowly fades away.
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letting go.
By dreamersalwayslive on July 1st 2009, mid-afternoon.on topic The Pain of Being Ignored
You are strong, they tell me.
No I'm not I convey through my eyes.
They don't stick around long enough
to see the hidden messages hidden
so carefully through my lies.
Whatever is making them think this,
I'm really not at all sure.
I wish that they would just step back
and realize that I am not a cure.
They need us more than you,
so we're leaving-
we know that you've capable hands.
Now, don't let anything distract you,
no, just don't lay around all day holding hands.
I look at their backs like they're crazy,
who do I have to hold?
I look at their faces with a smile,
someday soon they will grow old!
And maybe it's just for revenge,
I don't really know,
but maybe sometimes we just need
to let it all out and sigh without
letting go.
No I'm not I convey through my eyes.
They don't stick around long enough
to see the hidden messages hidden
so carefully through my lies.
Whatever is making them think this,
I'm really not at all sure.
I wish that they would just step back
and realize that I am not a cure.
They need us more than you,
so we're leaving-
we know that you've capable hands.
Now, don't let anything distract you,
no, just don't lay around all day holding hands.
I look at their backs like they're crazy,
who do I have to hold?
I look at their faces with a smile,
someday soon they will grow old!
And maybe it's just for revenge,
I don't really know,
but maybe sometimes we just need
to let it all out and sigh without
letting go.
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hurt
By BrokenAtBest on July 3rd 2009, late morning.on topic The Pain of Being Ignored
Okay this totally sucks . i hate being ignored. it hurts. i dont know if its on purpose or not but it still sucks. wounds me everytime i think about it. good or bad memories. being close to someone is stupid and useless. they can just turn around and leave you. it happens a lot. and even when they don't they don't understand you. and when they do understand its not like they can help you. sometimes all you need is someone to understand....but not always. sometimes it hurts knowing that they know hwo you feel and dont care. being ignored left alone in solitude hurts. cry about it every night. depressing as heck. when you want to really smile it comes out fake. you never knew you were so invisible and easy to forget. not even worth it were you? mayday parade when i get home youre so dead......hmmmm sad well there ya go
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Converted
By pulpyblood-dripping on July 7th 2009, lunch time.on topic The Pain of Being Ignored
Never a day goes by
When one friend or another
Forgets about me and my words.
It seems that on any given day,
The terrifying and horrid feelings emerge-
Uselessness, having been used, hopelessness.
Never a day goes by
When my 'friends' call me,
But only when there's a problem.
It seems there's never a "hi, how are you"
Thrown into the mix-
Completely passed by.
Never a day goes by
When I don't forgive
Especially those who have used and abused.
It seems that I finally discovered
My own way to pass by that feeling-
Converting that negativity into good.
When one friend or another
Forgets about me and my words.
It seems that on any given day,
The terrifying and horrid feelings emerge-
Uselessness, having been used, hopelessness.
Never a day goes by
When my 'friends' call me,
But only when there's a problem.
It seems there's never a "hi, how are you"
Thrown into the mix-
Completely passed by.
Never a day goes by
When I don't forgive
Especially those who have used and abused.
It seems that I finally discovered
My own way to pass by that feeling-
Converting that negativity into good.
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Dragging me down
By Ami on July 19th 2009, the wee hours.on topic The Pain of Being Ignored
I hate when you ignore me
Talk to your friends act like I'm not even around
I talk you don't pay attention I glare and you don't see
I know you get distracted but it just brings me down
You make me feel so left out
Alone in the crowd
It's like you forget that I'm around
And it's just dragging me down
dragging me down
Maybe I should just keep to myself don't say a word
What's the point of speaking if I'm not being heard
Just like a ghost I'm invisible, that's how you make me feel
So low like this love isn't even real
You make me feel so left out
Alone in the crowd
It's like you forget that I'm around
And it's just dragging me down
dragging me down
And it pisses me off to the extreme
You make me want to scream
You lower my self esteem
I'm telling you the honest truth as crazy as it may seem
Talk to your friends act like I'm not even around
I talk you don't pay attention I glare and you don't see
I know you get distracted but it just brings me down
You make me feel so left out
Alone in the crowd
It's like you forget that I'm around
And it's just dragging me down
dragging me down
Maybe I should just keep to myself don't say a word
What's the point of speaking if I'm not being heard
Just like a ghost I'm invisible, that's how you make me feel
So low like this love isn't even real
You make me feel so left out
Alone in the crowd
It's like you forget that I'm around
And it's just dragging me down
dragging me down
And it pisses me off to the extreme
You make me want to scream
You lower my self esteem
I'm telling you the honest truth as crazy as it may seem
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Ignorance
By Crystal Tears on July 24th 2009, mid-afternoon.on topic The Pain of Being Ignored
Ignorance
Is a simple Word
With soo much meaning behind it
It means that no one loves you
Or adores you
Or even bothers to get to know you
Ignorance is never bliss
Ignorance is PAIN
Pain and nothing more
Is it intentional?
Usually, not.
But none the less, it still hurts
Oh, so much.
And then,
If it IS intentional
That makes it hurt so much more
What's the dang point in ignorance
If you only knew the pain it causes
You would stop
Think of how you would feel
If in this position
Ignorance
Is
Pain
Just because you are never ignored
Because you are society's image of "perfect"
Doesn't mean you are perfect
No one is
And FYI, it doesn't make you better than anyone
So don't ignore anyone
At all
Whatsoever
Is a simple Word
With soo much meaning behind it
It means that no one loves you
Or adores you
Or even bothers to get to know you
Ignorance is never bliss
Ignorance is PAIN
Pain and nothing more
Is it intentional?
Usually, not.
But none the less, it still hurts
Oh, so much.
And then,
If it IS intentional
That makes it hurt so much more
What's the dang point in ignorance
If you only knew the pain it causes
You would stop
Think of how you would feel
If in this position
Ignorance
Is
Pain
Just because you are never ignored
Because you are society's image of "perfect"
Doesn't mean you are perfect
No one is
And FYI, it doesn't make you better than anyone
So don't ignore anyone
At all
Whatsoever
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By Angel-of-Chaos on July 31st 2009, the wee hours.
on topic The Pain of Being Ignored
on topic The Pain of Being Ignored
The pain of being ignored by anyone is terrible. When it is a loved one who will not speak to you, it makes you feel as if you are garbage and never meant a thing to them. What can you do though? People never really care.
Do they?
Do they?
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