Confusion in mind

By cantcontainit on May 26^th 2009, evening time.
on topic Just Thinking

fogive nd forget is wat evry1 feel like doing now a days... nuttin good ever really happens right for me rite now .. i meen cunfusion strikes us all but will we ever get the answers we look for later on in life... suddenly this whole enjoy ur life doesnt seem dso much fun wen ur alone .. nd nobody like dat..

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BLAH

By Latronia Twilight on May 26^th 2009, late evening.
on topic Just Thinking

i do not know what to say or what to think
i am in love and that is the only thing that is comeing to my mind i love him i love him i love him so much i coudl cry i love him to the point of disobeying the one's i care about so dearly. my father hates him i do not understan why he has not even met him and what the heck am i watching what is emenum doing here shesh did i spell that wrong NYUUU NYUUU I DONT' KNOW WHAT TO WRONG wahhhhh my pet is evil how dair he say he wants loves adn shall charish me and THEN come out o0f no where with a pet of his own or a lover whatever she is i'm fairly annoyed shoudl i be aonneied no not really because i have a love of my life. i'm so odd so very very odd my eyes are burning why do i wish to cry i'm hungry but i hate the food here i want sushie but i can't eat fish why can't i eat fride fish i can eat raw fish but when it comes to thigns liek baked or broioled it ain't happening what shall i do i want my baby i have been away from him for far to long i hate it here i hate being here with my father all together he does not understand me why why WHY why can't he see that i am actually in love why can't he juse let me be. why am i the example the oen taht no matter what i do it's bad it's evil i am not an evil person why does it seem like nothing i do is righ ti really dont' care i still love my father i just dont' want to be here with him. i got a B- wth i have never gotten soemthgin so low goddness i need to stop coplainign my eys still burn i want ot go somewhere and just i dont' know cry i suppose but i dont' know how to cry so it's very werid ya know.

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Thoughts For The Day

By eastwind32 on May 27^th 2009, early evening.
on topic Just Thinking

mournful lips
hollow eyes
blood red tears
repressing sighs
pity me
know not why
gloomy soul
a martyr, I
bleak as night
desperation
vicious pain
violation
cold fear
twisted thoughts
sharp edge
so distraught

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my life.

By lostgirltd on May 27^th 2009, late evening.
on topic Just Thinking

my life this year has been a blur and many things have occurred some have been good some have been bad but mostly i think i am sad for i have love someone for so long an thought that it was gone but then it had rekindled and i fell in love even more then i did with the same person from before and now we have again split up now i am sad and dont know what to do because i love him true ive done almost everything in my power to show my affection yet i feel i might be missing something to make him realize our connection i dont want to be a pain but this is driving me insane i feel that if i tried to talk to him all i would be doing is sending him feather away im not sure if he really cares but i think he is the one who is confused i wish i had an answer to this situation maybe if i tried to use some communication he would be mine again, i just dont get it we where happy sometimes things in life dont make any sense to me i believe things happen for a reason but i wish i knew a reason that we shouldnt be together because i cant see why we cant oh well i guess this is hopeless.

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stupid poem number one

By metanoia on May 28^th 2009, the wee hours.
on topic Just Thinking

I must have been insane
to think that your breath
would not fog the glass
within my small coupe
on that cold night

you were like fire
licking my skin

making me
sweat

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getting rid of trash

By Armenia on May 28^th 2009, early morning.
on topic Just Thinking

i keep thinking about my dream last night and i want to tell someone who cares, but thats kind of hard to find these days. i have a boyfriend but he will soon become my X because, well because he's just dumb, really really dumb, he's immature and i probably spelled that wrong, but in any case, he is just child like and he has no sense of responsibility. him and i are TOTAL opposites, he's country i'm city, and that should be enough to describe the both of us. He really does disgust me and i also think he has made himself WAY TO comfortable in my place of residence. i took my key back from him and made sure that everything that belongs to him has been returned. NOW all i gotta do is just break up with him. I'm wondering if i can call him on the phone and do it over the phone or do i actually have to face him and do it. It's not that i'm scared it's more like, i just want to get it over with already and actually meeting up with him to do so is A REAL WASTE of time for me. UGH!!!! Anyway, that's all i gott say about that. I'm out!

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Loveless

By softspokeheartbreak on May 28^th 2009, mid-morning.
on topic Just Thinking

how do you truly fix a broken heart?
can you ever truly fix a heart?
how do you get over the one you thought was your one true love?
what is true love? what is love when lies are involved?
how can someone lose such a strong feeling so easily and toss you asside?
is anyone ever true?
how many people are actually in love when they say they are?
do guys get joy out of hurting girls?
what is love but an illussion
love is lies and lies is love
play or get played
i have scratchmarks down my wall for every feeling not shown
i have lines down my face for every tear cried
i cant hide it
cant hide my feelings
dont know how never did

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free write

By Mistake 1-100 cuts on May 28^th 2009, mid-morning.
on topic Just Thinking

bored confused thinking tired sad in love loved dead life sucks school sucks teachers suck noone cares i dont even care so why do these things happen to me?i love jimmy jimmys my life but life can be bad at times
i hate people
people hate me
black
dark colors
lifeless
dark
outside
dieing to die
killing
suicide
death
burned
sad
burried


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I Would,

By FailedLove on May 28^th 2009, late morning.
on topic Just Thinking

Girl: Do I cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: What would you choose...me or your life?
Boy: My life

The girl starts to run away, but the boy grabs her arm and says 'you dont cross my mind because your always on my mind, I dont like you because I love you, I dont want you because i need you, I wouldnt cry if you left because i would die if you left, I wouldnt do anything for you because i would do everything for you, I chose my life because your always in it.

(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the boy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page.

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my day today

By JoslynHaze on May 28^th 2009, early evening.
on topic Just Thinking

im bored
thats something i say everyday
nothing new goes on in my life
so im bored all the time

today i finished my wok for high school
then i had to write a speech
being valedictorian is hard work
it alot to take in for one day

And you'll never guess what else happened today
My two friends got engaged
everything in their life is about to change

It's about time tho
how long has it been? three years?
no scratch that. six?
took him a long time
just to pop a stupid question

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Idea

By HayleyMai on May 28^th 2009, evening time.
on topic Just Thinking

soo
i don't feel like writing a poem right now
wow i'm suprised i even typed that
i was just completly inthe mood to write
about 30 seconds ago
aka when i cliked this
well
i feel really sad
i had this idea of a photo shoot thing
and i want to do it
but i don't want to be the model for it
it's more artistic
and i need several models
i want to take pictures of people, all with the same writing
on their skin
but different apperance like emo, scene, girly, prep, sporty, skinny, heavier ect
but i'd chose 3
words like
failure, where are your hip bones, got to get abbs,don't ask me about my secret...ect
insecurities and such
and then have them all be in nothing but their underwear
because it's the raw ness of it
you feel uncomfortable in your underwear, because you're not quite free and naked
but your not covered up
and they feel so thin and you feel so exposed
and have them show this by your body language
and then take pictures of the writings on the skin
and make a collage out of this
and write something like this
words and phrases like
cover, diguises,masks, vague, afraid, lonely, evil, perfection, unattainable, frail, weak, misunderstood
and have the words floating around the pictures
and then have one of someone in a fedora with a loose plain gray shirt
and write on the shirt
under it
under it all
in our weakest form
we are the same
no mask or clothes or shield
can deny that
maybe temperarily confuse
ourselves and trick others
but this doubt
unites us all
or something saying it's all one person
trying on different personallities
and figuring out
that no matter who she is
what she looks like
she can't hide this demon of doubt in her herself
she can't run and hide from it
and i guess that makes me sad
because that me ina way

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The weed among the roses

By TatteredNOTbroken on May 28^th 2009, late at night.
on topic Just Thinking

The weed among the roses-

She feels worthless because of her antisocialness. lonely because of her non- ability to put her past behind her and depressed because of her choices. Worthlessness seems to overtake her mind and her body, one day at a time. Loneliness means no laughter, no fun, no time to smile for even just a moment. Depression seems to harsh of a word to describe her thoughts, feelings, or actions, but yet that seems as if that's the only way to describe me, a woman lost, in pain, and suffering from an unknown cause. Should I change my appearance to suit the world?, a world that I once felt safe and secure in.
Happiness seems so far away right now, too far away to even begin to bring back into (my world).

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I Was Born Away

By Legion.As.One on May 29^th 2009, early morning.
on topic Just Thinking

I was born away,
And it is there I stay,
I feel the call, the compelling song,
My feet on the earth feel wrong,
I’ll slash it right through,
I shall seek the whole and True,
Skin as snow in a blessed land,
Untouched by His impure hand,
Followed to death and groveled at,
While motionless and useless, there he sat,
The darkness, hungry, devours light,
He will fall True, without a fight,
A net solely designed to free,
I’ll lay it there, where none can see,
Beneath the thin, burning soil,
Lurks a gift for which many toil,
Clear and murky with hidden chaos,
Such a wondered thing, orderly chaos,
One is many, many is all,
This is the Truth that shall not fall,
The universe awaits, bringing us,
And follow its call, that I must,


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just thinking?

By phoennix on May 29^th 2009, early evening.
on topic Just Thinking

I was just thinking of how i miss my babies;
why do I like bubbles but detest maybes?
what is on her mind right now? i doubt she misses me but i know she feels me
why is spring the time of new beginninings but fall is my favorite season? does that make autumn the time of dying and me macabre?
Where is he now? does he ever worry how his denial may grind away the psyche as much as my pretense that it doesn't bother me?
i hate that i generally think in questions...if i hoped, i'd hope to one day think in answers.
there really is no just to just thinking, as though there were more imporant things to which to aspire. But think--doesn't everything begin with first a thought?


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Inspiration and Freewrites

By X.Xx.X.xX.X on May 29^th 2009, late evening.
on topic Just Thinking

Inspiration is an ass
It comes at the worst moments
And it comes at the weirdest.
Why the hell does it do that?

Why is inspiration the cars on the freeway?
Why is inspiration the obese person eating a bucket of grease?
Why is inspiration the trash next to the trash can?
Why is inspiration love?
Why is inspiration so cliche?

Inspiration, wh'sup with you?
Coming and going
Leaving me in a writer's block.
Leaving me thinking about...
"Well, what the crap do I do now?"

Oh, inspiration.
You've messed up my freewrite.

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By Woodsmen on May 30^th 2009, lunch time.
on topic Just Thinking

This is probably ture,
I am probably a good man,
I am proabably stupid and...
Let's get some coffee,
Lets top it with some cream.
It good to take it black,
it's probably better whiten it too.
That's it.
Stuck.
Go home.
Oh.. get some sleep.
This is good good good for nothing.
This is probably ture.

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thinking

By candace-2007 on May 30^th 2009, evening time.
on topic Just Thinking

ugh. god i can't believe that i can put myself out like i did for her and get nothing back. and i can't believe that i got nothing more than maybe really. except that she wanted to kiss me.

god i want to talk to him. the stupid boy hasn't come on in a friggin week and it feels like three times as long..or longer anyway. and yea.

i just hope that we're not going to fall apart and not talk like we used to. that would just ..not feel right. after everything that we've gone through.. idunno.

wish i could just sit down and cry sometimes. i don't know why but.. i just do.it would help so much.

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thursday

By grassisgreener on May 31^st 2009, early evening.
on topic Just Thinking


some days i just don't feel much
like it.

like what, he said.

like answering calls
because then there will be voices
to wait for;
to expect
of others,
exactly the feeling i'm
trying to avoid.

you mean the possibility of
disappointment,
not the expectation.

no, i am always too thirsty
to leave the glass
half full, and trust me
on this one.

on what? when he leaned on the counter his shoulder
was raised.
because you tell me not to trust you
why now?

i'm giving you reasons
to go.
i'm giving you a way to not be
what i am.
we are ugly
together and both far better
apart.

is it my hair?

and i knew that was what he was thinking.
and i knew that he hated only things he could see
not the days between laughs
a lifetime, like i do.

no, its the knowledge of you
that came so uneventfully
that changed me so little.
that's what keeps me up
when you're asleep
forgetting the things you hate
i refuse to allow myself that luxury.

fuck you,
was all he said.

so i did.












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love

By jordanicole on May 31^st 2009, early evening.
on topic Just Thinking

love is like a rose its alive for a while then it dies
this is how i feel about our love treat me right
i wanna be with you forever and never lose you i told you that you was my everything how much pain can my heart take well i wish you were closer so i could love you over but its hard to belive that you would of used me but its true i heard and been though it all

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fdgsdf

By metanoia on June 5^th 2009, the wee hours.
on topic Just Thinking

I was
sorting colors
in my business atire

I noticed the glimmer
of a womans purse

my eye caught fire
and for a split second;

I was free.

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