ThinkExXist Tonight• Show poetry

I'm very mysterious. I'm a difficult person to understand, and I understand a lot of things that most people wouldn't. I'm different from most people in A LOT of ways, especially in my artistic vision of life. Art is what I live for; without it, I am soulless, & completely lost. My moods are ever changing, like the seasons, like the sunset, or the moon. No one ever seems to know what I am thinking. It's because I am too busy trying to lose myself in all the things that I have always been searching for deep within me, looking for an escape from life, yet embracing it in trying to find its true meaning.

3 Things I Live For:
Art, Spirituality, & Love
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When I sit down to write,
I become a different person.
Solely a spirit.
Speech fails me;
Thoughts do not.

Things I Love:
Sharpies , the monsters under my bed, & most of all, Philosophy. Otherworldliness. Inspiration. Insight. Music. Theology.
Yet I also love
Stupidity & randomness.

My Soul:
Walking alone beneath the twilit night.
Mountains.
Writing on myself & on the walls.
The feeling of being someone so far removed from society & mainstream ideology that I would not even consider myself a part of this world.
Eclectic, obsolete thoughts.
Whispers in the dark.
Danger, & the mind numbing after feelings & stories that come with it.
Photography.
Falling into the ocean.
Limousine lights.
Masks.
Face paint.
Body art.
Hair dye.
Nail polish.
Twisted, complex ideas.
Multi-colored rose petals.
Purity.
Frozenness in castles & sanctuaries.
Running through cemeteries.
Distant photographic angles.
The smell of antiques.
Metallic opera.
Statues.
Parkway paths.
Goddesses.
Veils.
Memories.
Dreams.
Nature.

"Deep within me,
Life's crawling,
& Creating my days.
Another night gone, & I know there will be another way."

Without God, I would be nothing.

"I've been waiting in the weeds
Waiting for the time to come around again and
Hope is floating on the breeze
Carrying my soul high up above the ground and
I've been keepin’ to myself
Knowing that the seasons are slowly changing"


**Thanks to LivinitUpCutie & YoureNoGoodForMe for the backgrounds, & Sugargrl14 & Littlemewhatever for the images