TheAniMaL• Show poetry

wooot!!! description tiime!! heh heh all right!
weeellll uuummmmmm geeez i dunno......( ok im really NOT this peppy- this is all saturated with sarcasm)

music is my LIFE.. seriously if i was to try and list all of my favorite bands/musicians i would be in this chair at school for years, but AP would probably cut me off before i got that far...

awe what the heck lets give it a shot...

Him, NIRVANA!!!!!My Chemical Romance (not yours!!!),Green day, Slipknot, Lacuna coil, Lullacry, Blink 182, Halo Down, the PINK FLOYD, Led Zepplin, CCR(NOT cross canadian ragweed! blech!) System of a Down, the old Metallica, Coheed and Cambria, Tool, a Perfect Circle, Marylin Manson, Maroon five(random guilty pleasure), the Killers, Knockout Kings (local texas band if you know them PLZZZ contact me) Sublime, Evanescence, Motion City Soundtrack, OZZY!!!, Black Sabbath, Avenged7fold, Panic! at the disco, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, From First to Last,Rise Against,Foo Fighters,Good Charlotte,OUR TRAGIC ECHOES!!!!!!!!!Queen, Van Halen, The Temptations, Hot Hot Heat, Matchbook Romance, Cold, Smile Empty Soul, Eric Clapton, Savage Garden,Pat Benetar,The Eagles,The Smashing Pumpkins, Incubus, Dashboard Confessional, Joni Mitchell, Jet, The Red Hot Chili Peppers, Finger Eleven, Juliana Theory, The Verve Pipe, The Verve, Aerosmith, Cranberries, Eve 6, Goo Goo Dolls, Lenny Kravitz, Alanis Morisette, Smash Mouth, Modest Mouse, Death Cab For Cutie, Pixies, Norah Jones, The Used, Taking Back Sunday, Story of The Year, Keane,The Vines, Senses Fail, Radial Angel,Kittie,Flyleaf,Kill Hannah, Micheal Buble, John Mayer, Saliva, Seether, Enjoy the Fall, Panacea, nickelback, Aretha Franklin, Diana Ross and the Supremes, the Temptations,

I'm  
going
  to
  draw
     you
         a
         picture,
      I'll
    draw
   it  
with    
a      
twist,        
I'll    
draw
it
 with
    a
       razor
           blade,
                I'll
            draw
         it
      on
    my
 wrists,
    and
      if
        I
         draw
           it
             perfectly,
            A
         red
        fountain
      will
  appear,
     to
       wash
           away
              my
                sorrow,
                 to
              wash
          away
          my
       fear"
-stolen from xfallenfromgracex

Name: Anna
Birthday: march 12
Birthplace: ft. worth, texas
Current Location: weatherford texas
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color: black at the moment....
Height: 5'6
Right Handed or Left Handed: leftie
Your Heritage: german, scottish, indian, irish, just bout everything....
The Shoes You Wore Today: pink floyd flip flops and converse
Your Weakness: the internet lol
Your Fears: dying alone
Your Perfect Pizza: pineapple, thin crust, or deep dish
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: graduation
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lata gata
Thoughts First Waking Up: g*dda*n it son of a bi*ch
Your Best Physical Feature: my butt
Your Bedtime: like midnightish
Your Most Missed Memory: my 16th b-day party with my friend who died a few weeks later
Pepsi or Coke: dr pepper
MacDonalds or Burger King: mc donalds- they have parfait!!!
Single or Group Dates: single, sometimes group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: luzianne
Chocolate or Vanilla: strawberry
Cappuccino or Coffee: white chocolate caramel mocha frappachino
Do you Smoke: yeah
Do you Swear: only when im trunk
Do you Sing: yuppers ima choir nerdola
Do you Shower Daily: yeah who doesnt?
Have you Been in Love: yea but i regret it
Do you want to go to College: im there
Do you want to get Married: eventually
Do you belive in yourself: hells yeah
Do you get Motion Sickness: dont think so....
Do you think you are Attractive: im dead shexay!
Are you a Health Freak: no, but im a vegitarian
Do you get along with your Parents: rarely
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah
Do you play an Instrument: drums, clarinet, working on guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Nope
In the past month have you Smoked: yup
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nuh uh
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: ummmmm no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: never have never will
In the past month have you been on Stage: yea
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No its too cold
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yea
Ever been called a Tease: everyday
Ever been Beaten up: Nope
Ever Shoplifted: yup
How do you want to Die: In my sleep when im old
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: elementary school teacher
What country would you most like to Visit: canada
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesnt matter
Favourite Hair Color: dont care
Short or Long Hair: the longer the better, as long as its not longer than mine cuz thats just wierd
Height: over 5'8 preferribly
Weight: a lil meat
Best Clothing Style: anyone but preps
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1
Number of CDs I own: shiiiiit 500???
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of piercings: 5
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Plenty

please read this..............

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

*Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.*


AP Family!!!!
cursiveeyes- my lllllova
angelic scars- new sis!!!! wooooot!
BxRxOxKxExN- step-sis  yaaaay!
Eqlipsed Moon- step-sis twinkie!!!!
Greson-brotha from anotha motha

if you are in my family and not here... sorry, i will fix it but i cant fix it if i dont know who you are!!!

KURT COBAIN'S SUICIDE NOTE  


To Boddah

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complaind. This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the punk rock 101 Courses over the years, it's my first introduction to the, shall we say ethics involvewith independence and the embracement of your communtity has been proven to be very true.

I haven't felt excitement of listening to, as well as creating music, along with really writing something for too many years now. I feel guilt beyond words about these things, for example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins. It doesn't affect me in the way which it did for Freddy Mercury, Whoseemed to love and relish the love and admiration from the crowd, which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I cant fool you, any of you. It simply isn't fair to you, or to me. The worst crime can think of would be to pull people off by faking it, pretending as if I'm having one 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as though I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on-stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, and I do, God believe me, I do, but it's not enough. I appreciate the fact that I, and we have affected, and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of the narcisists who only appreciate things when they're alone. I'm too sensitive, I need to be slightly numb in order to regain enthusiasm. But, what's sad is our child. On our last three tours, I've had a much betterappreciation of all the prople I've known personally, and as fans of our music. But I still can't get out the frustration, the guilt, and the sympathy I have for everybody. There is good in all of us, and I simply love people too much. So much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little sensitive unappreiative pisces Jesus man! why dont you just enjoy it? I dont know! I have a wide who sweats ambition and empathy, and a daughter who reminds me to much of what I used to be. full of love and joy, every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point where I can barely function. I cant stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self destructive, deathrockre she become. I have it good, ver good, and I'm grateful, since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along and have empathy. Empathy only because I love and feel for people too much I guess. Thank you from the pit of my burning nauseas stomach for your letters and concern during the last years. I'm too much of a neurotic moody person and I don't have the passion anymore, so remember, it's better to burn out, than fade away. Peace, love, empathy, Kurt Cobain.

(in a different hard writing COURTNEY'S!!!!!!!!)Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your altar. Please keep going Courtney for Frances for her life which will be so much happier without me. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU!



QUOTES!!!!!
'"The most unfake people you meet in your life are the most likely to fuck you over in the end." - no polaroid

"just a glimpse of hope,
and i find it in your eyes.
just want you to know,
we're both done when it dies"- SPOT

"**Sticks and stones may break my bones**
**when there's anger to inpart.**
**Spiteful words can hurt my feelings**
**but silence breaks my heart.**"-stolen from pLaSStic SuiiCide

"you could slit my throat And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt" Taking Back Sunday- you're so last summer

"and the poets are just kids who didnt make it
and never had it at all" Falout Boy- sophmore slump or comeback of the the year

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/_|_\          domination!  MUAHHHHHH





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