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Thank you 
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I don't understand what reconstituted means?
I like reeses pieces? Do you?
I'll catch up with you later.
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I like you in pieces. Actually, things in pieces are prettier than things all whole and boring. I like pieces. I like crumbs. I like puzzle pieces. I don't like reconstituted puzzles though. And I like you.  Things in pieces are sadder. But things in pieces are worth more than things that are entire and plain.
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spare me one of your trophy
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Thank you for your comment on my poem 'Will you take me there'.
xx
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Dear Olivia, thanks for commenting on my poem. The 17-year old is my child within this 70-year old body. Confusing, eh? I think so, too. Growing old gracefully is a bit more difficult with that mischievious girl inside of me, but can't seem to shake her.
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hi Lea,
thank you for the kind note. I will have to download yahoo on my computer and i would love to talk to you sometime. May you be healed from your physical pain.
Olivia
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I wouldn't be so pissed if someone out there would extend a hand
god i know how you feel there. we should talk on yahoo or something. i'm sorry you feel this way too.

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Lea Williams---We may never be the best of friends or whatever but i'm comfortable in knowing that shes a good hearted person.
just wanted to say I'm sorry if I've seemed absent. I never meant to. I also wanted to say thanks for saying something kind about me. any kindness I can get these days is much needed and appreciated.
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yes Tim of course,
YOU know that counts for something... 
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OK...I'm trying to live. That counts for something, right?
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oh ok i gotch now wiht the quote. So you mean when people shit on you it means you die if you let them....you don't die, you become stronger....but its still fun sometimes to bitch at those shitheads.......

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ok what quote do you mean?
Tim i promise you, just have faith in me, that I'm still being positive yet im also realistic. When im in discomfort which i am 99 percent of the day from this fucking breathing problem i still find time to love, with the torture i still find time to love. Sometimes i feel like the fucking messiah on a cross.(obviously i don't think i am but anyway) and i have NEVER been using drugs as long as I've known you just so you know. I wasn't using unless you mean those fucking psychiatric drugs. I wouldn't be so pissed if someone out there would extend a hand not discounting you but no doctors take the time to help and im just a fucking goddamn burden on my parents who thought it would be cute to have a doctor prescribe me zoloft in the parking lot...that sealed my fate for the next ten year from when i turned 16 or the past ten years(for a more realistic look)anyway its easier to be positive when a person is around positive influences, i don't know where the love is except possibly a chabad synagogue but im not really into jewish stuff my fiance just kinda sprung it on me. I tell people they hurt my feelings and they still keep doing it. God sees that. Yet when i defend myself i get shit. People suck tim, that's the bottom line, except maybe for you and two girls named heather that i know. The way i see it, if i found a few in this whole fucked up experience that didn't shit on me, then thats better then none. I'm just being realistic, to every season turn turn turn.
Much love thru friendship,
Olivia
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I am struggling with this quote...The Big Book says we cease fighting EVERYBODY and EVERYTHING. My gut says I will fight if attacked, but my heart says I just want to love even if it means death. My heart is winning. But I still look for the negative. I gotta change this or eventually it's gonna kill me.
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It is just as easy to focus your thoughts on something positive in
your life as it is to focus on something negative. It is just as easy
to be sincerely thankful for your blessings as it is to be bitter and
angry about your problems.
Maintaining a positive outlook on life requires no more effort than it
takes to go around with a negative attitude. And that positive
approach will bring much more value, meaning and fulfillment to your
life.
Staying positively focused requires no special skills or resources or
position. All it takes is a choice.
All it takes is the conscious choice to break away from the burdensome
habit of negativity. It is a choice you can make right now, and in
every moment that follows.
Make that choice, and your limiting fears will be overwhelmed by
purposeful determination. Make that choice, and your most difficult
challenges will become your greatest opportunities.
Living with a positive focus is just as easy as spending your precious
time immersed in negativity. And it's a whole lot more enjoyable, too.
-- Ralph Marston
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zayra yves,
why not just keep the original comments up. I'm sure it would give all of your groupies a reason to enlist on my page, and then perhaps you all could break open a bottle of wine about how insecure, and fucked up I am...I never resorted to calling you names and telling you to fuck off. Your precious daughters feelings got hurt and you had to jump in...
regards,
Olivia
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X Edited on Jan 30 because ''.
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thank you....
i like tom petty and was listening to that song earlier tonight, but i didn't get my name frm there....
Olivia... 
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Hey I don't see Kirregard (can't spell  ) on your wall ... sounds like you're a lady who knows her own mind though ... and has good taste in music. Did you get your name from Tom Petty? 
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yes the new name is the best one i've had so far and the only one until it gets changed to iprovedthemwrongandlookwhatgoodi'vebecome....
stay kind.
Olivia 
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you changed your name!! wha happen?!? ah well, come on eileen is still a great song. i guess not everyone would make the connection tho. o well...the new name shall fill the shoes!
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Live life like nothing ever happened.
Live life like you have never been hurt.
And live life like you are never going to die.
Dance like no one is watching.
Dance full out like you have never before.
Dance like you are the only one.
Sing like a bird.
Sing like no one is listening.
And sing gracefully like you have no care.
Thank you for the author comment. it meant a lot.
Virginia
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Woahhhhh, righto
first off
thankyou! ♥
second off I didn't really understand what you meant.
But even if people like to be treated mean, it doesnt nessicarily mean that they wanted to be treated like they are meaningless
capiche? or am I talking a load of bollocks?
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come on eileen as in the dexy's midnight runners song perhaps??
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Guessing by your name you are sometype of christian freak  thats a question by the way
Me ~"
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well im trying
cant beat down for trying
i have an interview tomorrow for a job
i don't know how well it will go but hopefully i won't say anything to idiotic.
hope the holidays treated you well
take care always
Olivia
god bless to u 2...
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i added you on yahoo.. i see you're doing better than before..  God Bless
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Thanks!! and happy holidays to u too!!!

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Oh you changed your name eh? I was wondering who Psalm27 was. Well just stopping by to say hi and happy holidays 
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oh by the way
Just in case you are looking for a new recipe!! TEQUILA COOKIES
1 cup of dark brown sugar
1 cup ( 2 sticks) butter
1 cup of granulated sugar
4 large eggs
2 cups of dried fruit, such as dried cranberries or raisins
1 tsp baking soda
1 tsp salt
1 tsp fresh lemon juice
1 cup coarsely chopped walnuts or pecans
2 cups all-purpose flour
1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila(silver or gold, as desired)
Sample the Cuervo to check quality.
Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the
highest quality, pour one level cup and drink.
Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy
bowl.
Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again.
At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try
another
cup ... just in case.
Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and
chuck
in the cup of dried fruit,
Pick the frigging fruit off floor... Mix on the turner. If the fried
druit gets stuck in the beater ers just pry it loose with a
drewscriver.
- Sample the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity.
Next, sift two cups of salt, or something.
Check the Jose Cuervo.
Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. Add one table. Add a
spoon of sugar, or somefink. Whatever you can find.
Greash the oven. Turn t he cake tin 360 degrees and try not to fall
over.
Don't forget to beat off the turner.
Finally, throw the bowl through the window,
FINISH the Cose Juervo and make sure to put the stove in the
dishwasher.
CHERRY MISTMAS
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I forgot to thank you for the lovely poem you wrote and left on my page.
I hope you can accept my apology.

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you implied it...and the rest of them started it...so whatever its done.....
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I have warm polygraph eyes of hate...

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No I did not know the whole story. I stated that i think you're wrong to say the names u did. I never called u a bitch.
regards
olivia 
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the only reason this EVER fucking started was because your nice little friend over there decided to tell me to slit my wrists on a group page because i listen to death metal...and i messaged him saying that not everyone who listens to death metal slits their wrists...he then decided to message me back calling me a bitch for sending him that message....so you think i'm the bitch??...i never start stupid shit like this...and i dont cut myself as your friend wants me to...don't message in reply to this because I know that you did not know the story, and now you got my side...adn i don't want anymore messages from their friends tellikng me off for something i didn't start in the first place...
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Ten, Nine, Eight, Seven, Six, Five, Four, Three, Two, One...........................................Ignition.............
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Hi Oilvia.  Please forgive me for taking so long to get back to you, and respond to your very kind note on my Author's page. (I'm not able to be on the site as much as I used to due to an 80 hr work week.) I can't tell you how much it meant to me that you'd stop by to say "Hi!" I hope to be able to read you again soon, as well. Thanks for coming by!
Paula
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You wrote:
What you see, is what you get
but don't forget, what you got
isn't what you thought it would be
at all...
This is fun,
mindful merry wishes are mustered up,
chin up, chin up,
and a hollow sun becomes filled with shine,
where laughter still resides.
I like this very much... okay, i'm hooked! lol! 
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My language barrier is talking to myself.
I'm not sure I understand your question. I rarely get angry these days and when I do, I let it go so it doesn't lead me down "Old Roads". I hurt a lot these days, but I'm not angry and I do not lash out at anything, even myself. I'm more of a slow cutter. I cut so slowly, it heals befroe you can see I cut myself, but the blade never leaves my skin. Maybe I'll write a poem about it. Thing is, I don't want to get sent to the Loony Bin. LOL! But it's just words.
I pray a lot, cry sometimes, write poetry and emails, smile and laugh when I can, work and try to remain alive long enough to understand the lesson.
I appreciate your friendship too. We're no strangers to pain. Our paths cross in many areas.
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Thanks for your comment on my guest book.Your motto is unique too.AH
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Thanks for commenting on my poem! 
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haha yu get the most random comment award, no im not a pervert just a 15 year old girl, but i do sincerely appreciate the comment, i think it's cool that it made you think of God
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Maybe thats what I'm looking for too, but I can just smile for you. its the best thing one can do.. im happy for u and i hope it all works out. im glad ur getting better. God bless you Livi
love,
tiff
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Hi Olivia...don't let the needle get stuck on -0-. Break out of the slump...reach in deep. That's who you are. Listen for one quiet word to surface from your heart and then write about that word. Peace Through Love. Timothy
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Honestly I don't see what is so special about "laughter still resides". Would you mind pointing out what you like about that poem to me to help me better understand. Thanks.
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like your new name 
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