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Just stopping by to say hello
Hope all is well
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Hey sweety.
I finally got my college stuff sorted *yay*!
When can you get online?
I miss youuuu. ): xx
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Another gold darling
just for you.
♥
alwaysalways.♥
like glitter&&glue
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i know he is.
but he was in my life for so long.
and now he's just gone.
but i guess things will get better eventually.
i cant wait for summer.
i love you.
like glitter&&glue
♥
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i love you.
and i miss you.
and im so sorry i havent been around at all lately.
just way to much stuff and chad is giving me troubles and the more i ignore him the more he comes into my life.
fuck.
idk what to do anymore. why must he go and do this and actually believe that i'll come back.
it hurts so god damn much.
like glitter&&glue
♥
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I want an oatmeal cookie =[
grrrrrrs!
lol. Oh my! I need to get some money so I can mail out your letter =]
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awwwwwws yay!! I'm happy you have someone!! Now we both have someone!!
lets go dance on rainbows!!! =D
lol! yesh! I can kill the asshole now! woot!
-gets out sword-
>=]
So tell me all about this new guy =]
-bats eyelashes and puts head on propped up elbows-
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Loni is a pretty bear!! loni is a pretty bear!! <3
hahha--I've got sunshinnnneee on a cloudy day!!!!!!!!!
LOl. Love you Loni ^_^
BFF! ♥
Mel ♥
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ughs! That asshole!!!! Can I kill him? >=[
you DONT deserve him LONI, you're better than that and deserve someone who will treat you better then that sack of shit.
Love you sweetie and I'm happy you're okay =[
you had me worried.
Mel ♥
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oh loni NO! ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!?THIS ASSHOLE JUST WALKED AWAY FROM YOU WHEN YOU PASSED OUT?!
OMG! I'm shaking with anger right now.
You're so lucky I'm not there cause I wouldve found him and kicked him the fucking face until I broke his nose.
>=[
I LOVE YOU! I'm so sorry he did that. Love are you okay? I'm scared for you now. You're like my best friend and you're so sweet and I don't want anything to happen to you.
Please tell me everything that happened?!!!!
Mel--x
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THANK YOU FOR THE SILVER SWEETIE!!!!
and of course dont tell him yet. just let him tell you first baby.
iloveyou.
like glitter&&glue
♥
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Oh and I will read and comment all of your poems later today.
I have beensoooo busy as of late. But I love you!!!!!!
I miss you =[
rawr! lemme know how things have been, I'm eager to know=]
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Loni Bear!!! I'm sorry, I've been awful with writing lately so I havent been on. ILY! ♥
I am soon to have a girlfriend and I am sooo happy.
Darling I have a new myspace--add me love!!
www.myspace.com/somewhere_out_of_orbit
I must add your picture with my name to my folder.
I love you andI promiseI'll write another letter this week and look to send it to you!!
Let me know how things have been my faerie wifey!! =]
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hey baby.
i added your picture proclaiming your love under my friends album on myspace if you wants to look at it.
what time is it in england now anyway?
i miss you.
and things are funny here.
idk how you picked a college and are getting through it. it's driving me crazy and nick isn't helping. he's being difficult
and chad's being chad as usual.
i still wonder when he's coming back to save me from myself.
i love you.
lik glitter&&glue
[Forever...♥]]
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You're beautiful and to let you know, I read your column or story rather. I loved it darling, it made me almost cry, I've written something like that in which you lose the love of your life.
hehe. I should change my screen name to
LonisRainbowPenguin
or TheRainbowPenguin
hahahahhah... lol.
thanks baby, im not too good for anyone, at times I feel im not enough but im learning to get out of that set way of thinking. ive missed you since you've been gone on here.
yeah I missed you alot. Thank you and of course, you know I am always here for you too darling. Always and forever.
*Rainbow kissies *
--Memory
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Hey sweetie bear, I'm here online, in my university library. Love you and I've missed you half to death. Wow, I'm typing so fast, I think some people are looking at me. Oh well xD
tehe, I got your letter and am working on the response now. Love you and miss you to death.
Your letter made me smile because I was having quite a shitty day, seeing as I lost a friend yesterday, we got in a huge fight over something stupid and now she's gone and out of my life for good.
It was Ashphixiated and I was quite broken over the whole thing
-sigh-
It made me feel worthless, like I wasn't good enough and that made me sad. =[
fuck... ah well. I love you, your letter was gorgeous. Thank you for making me smile beautiful =]
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Loni Bear? Wheres my Loni Bear?
I miss my Loni Bear =/
hows school and your day going princess?
I miss you. =[
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Things sweme to be getting worse and worse babe, my dad just called me downstairs a few mins ago to find directions to an emergency care hospital, my mom is in severe pain and well she called the doctor and he's going to prescribe something to alleviate the pain.
she may have a stomach virus, she wants us to stay away from her but i don't care, its my mother and yeah, i start school next week, I hope I don't get school
shes supposed to go with me to get my schedule for college but if she's still sick, ill go by myself.
god, im worried. :/
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My mommy was sick when I woke up this afternoon and I was worried. :/
We think she has the flu--
Shes a nurse and so today, I've been like the nurse instead xD
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You're right, I'm right here. I've been quite lost myself and having lots of fights with my love but I'm trying to find me again--somehow I lost me along the way and the only one who can save me is myself so I'm trying my best to make it out okay again because I have to, I need to.
You && I, we'll be okay, you're right, I am always here, you'll always have me and sometimes its so easy to escape the pain with alcohol, drugs or anything else but if it isn't healthy for you, don't do it babe. I don't want to see you hurt or destroyed, I understand how you can hurt and how this guy has destroyed you, how he's your best friend but sweetie, forgive, and never FORGET, never. Forgive him, for yourself and for him but never forget how he treated you--don't ever let him off the hook that easy because then he will think he can disrespect you again and that's not acceptable.
I love you, I don't want to see you hurt and yes princess, I've some wonderful news, I got accepted to my university so I start next week and go in on Monday to get the schedule with my mother!! Yay! :]
Of course we can ride unicorns and dance with rainbow colored fuzzy penguins. Because it's classic and beautiful.Lol.
I love you gorgeous. Stay safe--x
You're amazing, I'll be your vodka :]
Melicious--x
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Aww babe, you know I'm always here, whenever you wanna talk, whenever you feel like its starting to consume you and hurt to the point where you can't breathe right, for anything at all, I'm right here okay baby? I love you and you're an awesome person, a very special girl and often the shittiest of things happen to the best of people, its just life and its not fair, its so messed up, but thats why we have one another to lean on for support, for aid, and I'll always be right here making sure you can breathe again.
--I'm not going anywhere princess.
Whenever you wish to discuss anything, memories, thoughts, anything at all with me, just message me on here or myspace and I promise I'll answer everytime. I love you baby, I do and I understand sweetie, heartache is essential to make better people, it shows you what you're made of ;]
Love you ♥
♥ Rain
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Thank you sweetie. I'm sorry to hear that you couldn't sleep, trust me, I know what thats like, especially when there is much on your mind. I cannot say how to rid yourself of the clutter in your head, it will find a way to rid itself when it is ready. But I do know you will be okay.
As for me? I went out today, walked and met up with a friend, then we walked to my cemetery, I love that place, it is my sanctuary, in a way it is my home and we ended up taking lots of pictures of me which I will probably put on myspace later and we leaned against a tree. I sat there staring at a fiery sky, wondering upon many of lifes questions and I wrote two poems which I will post on here when I am less in pain and tired :/
oh well. Lol. I needed to walk, the weather was so lovely today, I could not be contained within my household so I enjoyed the day, tired my body and here I am. I love you, whenever you need me, I am always right here. Take care, sweet dreams and sleep well my faerie princess
x--Yours Truly--x
Rain--x
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Atrophya : I wuv u! <3 on January 5, 2008
I love my faerie princess,
my muffin bear :]
tehe, youre amazing darling
&& I have never been more proud
to be your wifey.
I shall write you a poem
as marvelous as you are one day
but I must wait for the strength,
the magic in my hands, to write it =]
I love you!!!!!!
More than all the prettiest of flowers
in this world and faerie land && I even love
you more than penguins!! =O
=P
wuvvvvvv u!
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I'm done.
I finally got the message.
Thanks for watching as I fell.
I hope it was everything you wanted.
♥
I'm done.
My heart[♥] is pinned to my sleeve
but you've ripped it off
one too many times.
♥
&& now I'm done.
done with you.
done with feeling.
done with the uncertainty that surrounds you.
i loved this ^_^
&& i love you bby. and i miss you so much.
i hope everything will is good for you and or turning around.
things are going good here in Minnesota...but Chad switched to active for the army so he'll be leaving soon...i dont think he'll be back anytime soon.
i still love him. but i know it's over.
always ♥
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yay!!!!!!!!
I chose you!!!!!!
I'm sorry you need cheering up
things will be okies soon
♥ly
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-yummy-
lol, I just had a glass of applejuice and it was yummy.
oh my back hurts.. :[
>.<
oh well, I'll lay down in a bit. I want to print out our poem but I'll wait until tomorrow to do it and then I'll put it in my binder :]
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yes we can and then we can
eat cookies and have pixie sticks
and drink fruit punch while
faeries dance with leprechauns
and elves hide behind trees while pixies
search for them
haha, lets go to faeryland :]
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Hells yes and I shall have to come
in and sweep you up on my rainbow
colored unicorn and glitter shall
rain from the rainbow skies
and then we can swim with mermaids
in sparkly oceans full of fireflies that
light up the water like fallen stars :]
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I'll always catch you princess :]
haha, my mom just came into my room and offered me some wine and I swallowed some and it was bitter!! >.<
Yucky!! --
meh. I like fruity wine, not bitter :/
oh well, I only took a sip and now I feel all warm inside. Hehe. Thats what I love about wine, the warm feeling it gives you :]
I wish we had some fruity wine, then I'd be getting ridiculously drunk right now ^_^
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hehe, yes, I'm a marvelously fluffy penguin but don't worry, together we'll fly away over rainbows and find unicorn paradises in crimson smiles!! :]
i love you so much! ♥
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yay!! that makes me happy :]
you get a hug from the big fluffy magical rainbow colored penguin now :]
mwahaha!!
im evil!! ;]
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Atrophya : marry me gorgeous :] on January 2, 2008
darling, you just have to marry me :]
hehe, It would be utterly wrong of me not to ask you.
marry me gorgeous? :]
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haha, yay I added you! :]
tehe! well um, my christmas was great, I got everything I wanted and more and now I'm trying to come up with a dirty pretty name and I'm having a hard time.
Lol, let me know if you get any good ones for me. :]
kk, Love you and take care, I'll be sure to leave your page oodles and oodles of love! :]
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Hello love, how are you? Lol, long time no talk sweetie!! ^_^
Missed you, yes my changing name doesn't help and i do believe I had you on my myspace, I guess I'll add you again since you miraculously disappeared from it, my myspace got deleted before so I lost you =[
its okay, I'll add you now :]
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There's no way
I'll ever ever ever
stop searching for you over the rainbow.
&& I hope you smile everyday.
miss you babydollie.
x
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why are you under a table honey?
dont drink under tables, you might hit your head.
hey wait...
you should share some of that with me.
honey, drinking isnt the answer.
i want you to fill me in on whats going on now with your heart, aaron and tommy.
baby, i love you.
and i miss you.
i'll be in england soon to fix all of this for you.
♥promise me you'll be careful until i can get there.
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I love you sweetie
&& I thought I should remind you
I hope everything is okies
oh and
I chose you, yay! lol
x♥x
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i love you baby.
and i miss you.
i want to hold you as you cry.
you're my favorite sister.
♥forever and ever.
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Well good for you, you dont deserve to be sad for so long its not worth it. hehe..... I am the same way i am almost always the happy person, thats were the fun is hehe. just keep ur chin up, and everything will work out for ya... i garentee it hehe 
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Alergies, and weather changing, i am ok, i just need more meds. hehe. So hows ur guy situating going?? any better now??
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Awwwww thanks how sweet of u ahah...I am hoping the same also hehe. I am doing good, been a bit sick but good.. SO how u doing??
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i love you so so much.
dont ever forever that.
ever.
understand.
♥
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Never.
Ever.
Ever.
Forget how precious.
You really are.
♥
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hey honey
would you like to be part of my cherished allpoetry family?
Id love it if you do,
♥♥♥
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i said id always support yu and here i am. yu didnt believe me did yu lol. its aaron btw babe. i love you so much and i miss yu i cant wait till i get home and see my special one. and btw DO YU NO HOW FUCKING HARD IT IS TO FIND YOU ON THIS SITE lol i had to find stephs then get yours though here bloody mission. lol neway i love you forever and always xxxxx Aero
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im.missing.you.too.
love you dearly darling.
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i love you babby so so much!
thought i'd stop in to tell you that.
♥
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i dont know what i'd do without you baby.
i love you soso much♥
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