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anyonita jenea on October 23, 2005lol i absolutely love your front page...some good shit you have up here! esp that first quote by woody allen...lol awesome
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Araina on October 16, 2005Just wanted to say thanks for the trophy and the points
So... Thanks! You really went in depth on your page. I like! -
Unholy Water on September 19, 2005Sorry if I go on the defensive, for some reason that's how I tend to operate. First off, I know that blood runs through my entire body, but just seeing it makes me pass out, I don't know why, it always has, and probably always will. And life isn't really depressing toward me, A lot of the stuff I wrote on this page was meant to be sadistic/pessimistic/cynical. I'm not really depressed by life in general, if I was I would probably be dead. There are small aspects of it yes. Like, the girl that I loved died in a car accident because of a stupid mistake that I made, maybe because I have scars on my back from a "loving parent" or maybe its because I've had two trips to rehab for being stupid. I'm not depressed by life to be honest, I love my friends, I love to work my several jobs, all with the exception of the lifeguard at the YMCA, I'm not depressed. At least I don't think I am, maybe it's the fact that I'm a seventeen year old guy that I don't think I'm depressed, I'm not sure, maybe I am and it just hasn't occured to me. A lot of stuff I have written on this page was before my friends really started helping me, or when I just felt like bullshitting some information. I don't live in darkness either, I actually have my mind set on a certain goal in life, and with the exception of once maybe twice in the past two years, I haven't taken my eyes off that goal. Being punk, is not about being depressed, never has been, never will be. I'm not depressed, I have my days when I'm sad, when I grieve over some past mistakes, but overall, I'm generally a decently happy person. On a scale of 1-10, one being the lowest mood ever, I'm usually at a 6, 7, or 8. And, I know I don't live. I'm too busy trying to support myself, my education, my sister's life, her education, and my friends when they really need me to live all the time. I have my days when Im just walking around, but I also have my days when no one could tell me I was dead, since its pretty clear that I'm not. On the smoking aspect. For right now, I'd rather take the cigarettes to calm me down, over the booze and drugs. I'm cutting down, since I can't really afford cigarettes any more, but they're what is stopping me from having a third tour of rehab. A cop would shoot me is kinda an inside joke I have with my friends where I live, since we use to steal food from the safeway, the police in my hick town, didn't really like that. I'm not demeaning or destroying myself, I'm trying to get by with what I've been handed. Trust me, I did not want this lifestyle, but it's not my fault that I'm seventeen and have to support three people, maybe we could extend it to four, single handedly. I'm not throwing your words away, I'm just trying to tell you that right now, all I'm trying to do is take the cards I've been dealt, and make the best possible hand out of them.
~Zave -
Scared of blood? It runs through your entire body. What really scares you? The fact that it is easy to bleed or the fact that it is easy for others to make you bleed?
And why does life have to be so depressing to you? I thought you wanted to live forever. I thought you wanted to enjoy life. Living life in darkness is not living, just existing. Like being a vegetable. You can be as punk as you want without having to make yourself depressed. If that's what life is, I never got the memo. Sure the world is going to Hell, is in Hell, is Hell, for all we know, but, we can atleast enjoy life while its there, without destroying yourself, too.
I'm going to go read some of your work, Zave. Though I don't know you, I find you terribly amusing. I see a lot of my own cynical views in your page, but I'm not so deep in darkness that I don't live. I hope you live, too. (And stop smoking. It's disgusting. If you get old, you'll hack and couch up gross tar like spit and die. You're smoking rat poison, basically. ANd if you don't live to that ripe old age and you die because a cop shot you, that is really dumb. I hope you are not insulted. I just find your lifestyle interesting. Why demean and destroy yourself? It just doesn't make sense to me.) I really hope that you take these words to heart. think on them. maybe they mean something or maybe they mean nothing, but don't just throw my words away. Atleast read them and think on them. You don't need to talk to me again, and trust me, I won't give you any personal information about myself. Goodbye and good luck in judging your contest. -
Suicide Girl 169 on September 18, 2005"See the problem with love is not the mere fact that it actually exsists, nor that it hurts, but the idea that once you are fully in love with someone, then they leave you and your surroundings, love seems fake, as if it never was. Then you only believe in hate, pain, anguish, and that passes onto others, until you have hurt so many people, that you have hurt yourself, and take the final step...death." DAMN FUCKIN' SRAIGHT! that's how i am. you just described what happened to me after jordan and i broke up. i haven't tried to kill myself again,but hey,there's still time,ha ha. btw, WHY AREN'T YOU ONLINE DAMMIT?!!?!? GET ON NOW!!
~Alex -
Confusicus on September 15, 2005You're like the male version of me, only I'm not as hardcore as you.
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SaralaAnne on September 4, 2005
...I loveyou... ...~~Sarah -
DamnUnique on August 9, 2005whoa! your author page rocks,dude!
grrrrrrrrrrreat quotes out there 
but the best was the convo thingie...
gonna check out your poetry soon -
Beatrice on June 24, 2005Hey, im a tad worried about you. i mean. . .its been ages since you've been on msn or posted here, and i threat. . .besides, who else am i supposed to talk to about my irrational hatred of the french?
Apart from everyone i know? but its not the same, its nothing new to them, or surprising. . .heh
but serriously, im worried. Come home Xavier, COME HOME!!!
Elliexxxx -
love me always on May 27, 2005omg i love u r anarchy flag i copied it an printed it out to hang in my room hope u dont mind!! blessed be..sha
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Crash Mayhem on May 6, 2005dude.... how ya doin... lol long time not read or talk... lol!
-Kai -
Kurai Namida on April 29, 2005dude! you (by my definition) are FUCKIN AWESOME! lol sorry! just a bit hyper and tired(dont' ask
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NotMyShadeOfGray on April 20, 2005don't worry about the late reply, i actually forgot about it...jesus no sleep sucks lol. i had the webbing between my thumb and forefinger pierced before and that hurt...it felt cool though because my hand sort of felt like it had gone to sleep afterward. unfortunately it got infected but i still have a pretty wicked scar from it lol. but yeah, i can't get enough of SLC Punk. i'm rambling though so uhh...see ya.
~Arachne -
Unholy Water on April 19, 2005Wow, I just noticed that you commented on my author page, haha. Yeah, I do have my bridge pierced, hurt like fuck, but yeah, lol. Yeah, I love SLC Punk too, it's one of the few movies that I watch constantly. Okay, well, sorry for the late reply, I'm gunna go to work now! lol
~Zave -
Crash Mayhem on April 16, 2005o I friggin hate Ashley Simpson! guh! she is so not rock/punk music! she's like her friggin sister spet she has a "guitar" in her music... lol! I dont like simple plan, sorry... and I dont like good charlotte but I do have a couple songs by them I like alot... "I Just Wanna Live" and that one about the anthem I luff that song! lol! and Benji looks kool... lol
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Crash Mayhem on April 16, 2005hey i'm gunna add you to my favorite list k? I like your writing so far and your auor page is kick ass! But stop me if you dont want to be on my fave list...
-Kai -
Crash Mayhem on April 16, 2005lol hell yeah! All these gurls are like, "Oh! I dont masturbate!" I was like yeah bitch stop lieing! lol! You sound like a really kick ass person! I have safty pins in my arms too! I have 3 straight down in a row on my left arm... and like you... people attend to stare and mothers pull their children away from me before I give them "kooties"... pul-leeze... get over yourselves... damn! I ain't no fukin psyco killer! Well, maybe a little psycotic... but I'm not a killer... I dont hurt someone unless I have a reason to... but then still, I do take in alot of shit that I shouldn't... and I feel bad fer the next person I snap on... bu anyways... lol u r so lucky u got fuckin tattoos! My ma says if I'm gunna mark my body perminently... I'm going to sign the papers myself... so now I have to wait 2 1/2 more god damn years! Ugh! she sux monkey ballz... but I still luff her... I got pericings tho... she says that pericings you can take out and it'll be like they were never there... I can't wait to get my braces off so i can get my center lip done... and fer my 16th bday I'm going to get my eyebrow periced... yay! Okay, well... wnough of my blabbering... I'm gunna read some of your shit...
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NotMyShadeOfGray on April 16, 2005ahahaha i love the SLC Punk monolouge. i love that movie! you've got some kick ass quote there too!! actually, your whole page kicks ass but-yeah you get the idea.
you've got the bridge of your nose pierced?! OH you lucky mofo! lol sorry, i'm a little hyped up right now, i've been drinking coffee since 8:30 this morning...heh..yeah anyway...rockin page.
~Arachne -
BlooQKazoo on April 14, 2005ohmyfukingod your profile is so damn cool! i completely agree with the poser thing, its like, exactly how i feel! haha your profile is the best ive ever read, its so much like me though, which is the scary thing...and i like smash mouth too lol but hey, we NEED to talk! lol
love polly xxxx -
keithurbanchick on April 11, 2005"Stupid people are like slinkies; not really good for anything, but it’s always fun to watch them fall down the stairs"
"If homosexuality is a disease, let's all call in queer to work: 'Hello. Can't work today, still queer."-Steven Tyler
Holy crap, I am so laughing my ass off. Cool page. Thanks for commenting on my story. -
time ruined beauty on April 4, 2005"Sticks and stones may break my bones, but whips and chains excite me"
I love that quote too. Pervy-ness gets the best of us I guess. P.S. Great profile. -
Halocaust on April 2, 2005Awesomeness, you like some fucking good bands.
I think I'm unstable too
Fearies shall rule the world..
Toodles!!
~Nicki -
Beatrice on April 1, 2005Nah i didnt take it offensivly. I just feel sorry for you living in the U.S of A. . . Oh dear you shouldnt be stoned! THATS NAUGHTY (sarcasm)
I have a gods name. now Zave, thats a cool name, its like Dave(which sucks) but better! cus it has a Z!!!! -
Beatrice on March 18, 2005Hey! you posted on mah sotrie aaaages ago, but im lazy as fuck so i only jsut got round to replying.
1.THAT MONKEY ROCKS!
2.Wahts up with English kids ey?
3.How are you today?
p.s Dude your profiles Roxxxerrss mah sox! -
love me always on March 4, 2005omfg ur pro is ROCKEN! lol. ok im read ur stuff now
blessed be dude...shawna~ -
thewriterwithin on February 19, 2005Hey dude, you seem pretty damn cool. I still have to check out your work, but if I like it I'm adding you to my favorites. Well just wanted to say so. Oh and I like a lot of the bands you like, and way to go on all the piercings and tattoos. Rock On.
(I hate the Government to!)
C ya
~Jasmine~ -
Kef on February 8, 2005Hey, Zave, I like the little music rant you have up there, so true...
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serene darkness on February 8, 2005xavier is the most kick ass name!
shut up!!!
Jen -
g r e y i s m on February 6, 2005I was reading your author page and I must say I got quite a kick out of your honesty
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GhostPrincess on February 3, 2005Have your read my other story? It really gets you in the end too. Have fun. Thanx a whole bunch for those words of encouragement. I am new to this site, and really didn't thing people would like my writing, but as it turns out, they really do love it. Thanx again. By the way, why does everyone assume I'm a "Dude". I am a girl.. hahaha. Take care.
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ripbiggienpac on February 3, 2005Oops...There wasn't a name on there..Hehe..I don't know how it got on there...But I'll leave you alone now. Later!
Sausha -
ripbiggienpac on February 3, 2005Yea...I didn't write that...I dont know who did...I guess Crystal (the name on there) did something to my acount. Talk to ya later.
Sausha -
ripbiggienpac on February 2, 2005Hi. I was just wondering who you are. You left a comment on my author page and said something about Smash Mouth. I think you might have posted it to the wrong page. Talk to ya later!
Sausha -
Absence of Grace on February 1, 2005i like your name...it doesnt suck...its better than mine...but anyways...you sound really cool...i like your music choice...and you write some pretty good stuff...well, toodles.
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ripbiggienpac on January 31, 2005dude u r very cool....u sound like one of my friends....sorta...and like me...u take no shit and keep gettin up everyday for ur friends....plus u like good music...and arent afraid to cross genres...i mean u admited to liking smashmouth(i do 2)...that takes guts...plus u seem funny....wow im hi...so ill go now...nice story...the one bout zave and crystal...thats a good write...cant wait for more...
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Suicide Girl 169 on January 27, 2005hey! you sounds a bit like my boyfriend! and if i like him,i'm bound to like you,lol. IM me sometime on SuicideLetters2U on AIM and we can chat. i'm off to check your poetry!
~Alex -
C J Weatherholt on January 23, 2005PAPA ROACH KICKS ASS!!!! \m/ Thank you so much for reading my work it means a lot to me a sku is a set of numbers we scan that to show the price kind of like at wal-mart where the bar code is that is a sku Off to read your work. I'm Crys btw but most people just call me what they want. Much luvs~Crys
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faggityann on January 23, 2005you like nice music
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