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Always missing you, love...every day. You'll always be a part of my heart--a big part of why I'm still here.
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I miss you so much...and I know that you're no longer in pain, but I can't help but be a little selfish...
Sometimes I feel lost without you, knowing I'll never hear your voice again or read another comment of email you send me.
It's so hard to let go...and I'm sorry that I'm not ready yet. I know that isn't what you wanted. I know you don't want me to cry, but I can't help it.
Despite the fact that we didn't speak for about a year, I still need you somewhere in my heart...and it's hard to know that you're not here anymore...
I want to believe you watching me, protecting me, and keeping me warm...I want to believe that you're proud and that you never stopped loving me for a second, even when I failed to check in on you.
Tory, you were everything to me when I had no one else...you were everything I needed and I wish you never doubted that for a second. You never failed me, not once. You believed in me when my own mother turned her back and didn't even try to understand. You gave me what no one else could; unconditional love despite everything. You saw inside my heart and you knew who I was...and you encouraged everything I did and helped me in ways no one else could have. It's a small comfort that you gave me that...and told me that Rob was right for me. But I still miss you more than anything.
I love you...and there's no forgetting that, not ever. You took a piece of my heart the day I found out you were gone. 
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Sometimes I like to come here and sit on your page. It's peaceful. I talk to you and I wonder if you can hear me. I lost antoher friend over Mothers day weekend, she thought her cancer for a year and a half. There is a dedication/memorial page on my blog for both of you. I like to think both of you are up there watching over me. But its hard. Sometimes. Not to want to join you. I know there are some things I could say but I know you know because I have to believe you are wtaching over me. You were right about things. Still you would be pround of me, my blog is doing very well. There are about 25,000 people out there who didn't know who I was two months ago. And anyway....
As I remember my first kiss -
I remember my second and all the kisses I never had.
If I never said the words – I meant to.
If I did - I never said them enough, forgive me.
It was all the time I had to say
- “I love you.”
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Paying respects
Dream sweet victoria... where ever you are.
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I put on your bracelet today;
I was charmed
I felt love stronger than I have ever felt it;
I knew I was blessed
I feel her soul whispering secrets;
I know she is smiling
She knew who I was from within;
I feel her pride
I feel the warmth in your words when you speak to me;
Your soul is touched by hers
I see your words and the compassion glowing;
I know you are truly her daughter
The love and care I feel when you are near;
It's as if she never left at all
The days I miss her and the tears wet my face;
I smile when I think of you
There is passion in life and you achieve it;
I feel the light glowing within
When the world darkens and we feel alone;
I remember she exists in you
I live throughout my days, whispering;
You touched my heart today
The days I listen loud enough to hear the call;
She whispers through your heart
I finally wear your blue roses and feel light weight;
Your beautiful heart touches my lips
I am charmed by your sweet soul;
I know you'll live up to her
I thank you for bringing her back to life in your actions;
She lives on in the compassion we share
Sweet 'Chelle, remember you are never alone;
Her love surrounds and brings us together
For as long as it takes to smile without tears;
We can cry and remember together
She lives on inside of our hearts and strengthens our will to carry on
I feel lighter with the thought of her love inspiring us to be kind to others
As she loved you, I love you;
You are a blessing within my own heart
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I miss you more than words can express.
I hope your family is doing well.
I love you.
♥
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I'm stunned. I stopped by to wish you well and.......I had no idea. *heavy sigh* Goodnight princess, I'll miss you. Steve
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I'm glad that i got to know you in the last four years of your life and i'm soo sorry that i let my personal ambitions and crusade get in the way of connecting to our friendship that we started in 2004 and just the other day i surfed the site before i was let back on i came across your page and saw the memoir didnt wanna believe it cried harder went through six-ten smokes after so many tears blamed myself blamed Tina for you passing wishing it was me instead of you but as life would have it it's irreversible the last time we talked and i remember it so clearly heh you said that you had a little stoop that you sat on and thought of me everytime you sat on it so if you can read this wherever you are fully healed of all pain and suffering i'd appreciate it if you'd join me on my stoop it's still open...
love ya Tory
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Shotzie : Missing You on June 16, 2008
I keep coming back...hoping I guess...to see you here...writing again. I miss you so much! I miss your humor, your wit, your love. I know that I will never get over this..not completely. I miss you Tory! Chuck, we miss her so much! I can only imagine how difficult it is for you! God Bless you Chuck. I hope to find more here soon about the publication of works.
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I cried today. Am still trying to hold back tears...I just miss her so much...and feel I need her more now than ever.
Tonight I found out from my fiance that she was going to send me something...a long time ago...and we've no idea what.
I wish I had that one thing...that one, tangible thing...to hold onto...and feel her essence...to know she's near and to feel her love.
She was and still is the mother I never had...
She was/is beautiful. So beautiful. She shone so brightly and loved with everything she had...She was a hero in my eyes.
I love her unconditionally.
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I keep coming here... seeing the page and that she's gone and not coming back and every time it hurts, my heart aches and it never feels any better.
I don't know how you do it, Chuck. I know how much you loved her, still do I'm sure.
Tory and I spoke often and I miss her and our talks.. and her support.
I miss the sunshine nad the smiles.
I hope that YOU are ok. You were always nice to me, in the few times we spoke.
With much love
Fluttaby 
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Shotzie : My Heart Aches on January 23, 2008
My heart truly aches and my soul cries to the fates, screaming in anguish at the implications of what I have read. A part of me has died this day.
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And do you know
you were and still are
like a mother to me?
You gave me hope
when I had none left
The strength that
carried me on
through my blood's
house hold
That strength was
born from your hope
It's been so long
since I've been able
to even speak with you
Now I'll never have
that chance again
I almost wish
I could blame myself
Maybe I can
I didn't contact you
But I still remember
your voice on the phone
the first time I ever
spoke to you in person
And I was free;
you were happy for me
Maybe even proud
And you were the mother
I didn't have at home
You were everything
that I could ever want
I wanted to meet you
and hug you at least once
But, again, I will never
have that chance
I'm sorry; I should have
thought of you more
I should have taken your number
and called you now and then
But when your health
collided with your body
and left you fighting
I was caught up in myself
I've seen those pages here
of those who died;
those who are remembered
through poetry and messages
I never thought that
you would become one of them
And I wish I could have spoken to you
one last time before you left
I wish I could have heard your voice,
and known how your life was going
one last time before this day
I wish I could tell you
that I still love you like a mother,
and you will always remain in my heart
I wish I could remind you
that you haven't failed me as a friend;
you were so worried you weren't enough
But you were everything I needed
You were everything I never got to have
And I hope, in these last months of life,
you still thought of me as a daughter
Because no one could replace you now
May your spirit roam free
...and finally know peace.
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ms-cuddles : Missed You My Friend on November 17, 2007
I had you on my mind and decided to drop by and let you know. I know we fell out of touch while you were sick, but you stayed on my mind. I guess I should have kept checking on you more but I take responsability for that. Just know that you have touched my heart and are on my mind from time to time. Love~ Nyckkii
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dont go stay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i dont know if you remember me i am supposed to be your ap daughter i was gone for a while and forgot my password so can no longer log in on that page i missed talking to you, hope to hear from you soon
chrissy
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Tori.......... its Brittany.......... I finally got a job and I graduated high school back in June, I got a boyfriend.......... And my graduation present was my very own computer, so now that I got it, I hope to be on AllPoetry more.......... And here is a little something to hopefully make you feel better..........
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I hope all turns out well my dear
I miss you more than you know
We really need to start talking some more
Don't worry...
The sun will shine down upon you again
Because you deserve it more than anyone
I love you Tori
You have been one of the biggest inspirations in my life
And I will never be able to thank you enough
I hope all goes well, and you return to us soon!!!!!!!!!!
 &  , Brittany.
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Sun is shining in the sky there aint a cloud in sight...
Just thinking about you and hoping all is well...
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Tory
Hello my sweets I have thought about you so much the last few months and wondered how you were. I am glad you are sort of back you sure were mmissed. I hope all is well. Just dropping by to wish you well and send some lovin
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The song 2Am really packs a punch doesn't it?
I wonder if people realize or if others feel the same way about it? I have missed you Princess so much and it was so good to come online today and see your beautiful name.
 Happy 4th Doll,
Cat
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Thanks a lot for your comment on
"When I close my eyes, I see crosses."
I seldom write religious poetry either.
Actually I think this is my first.
I witnessed some things I believe to be miracles
and they were inspiring. =D
Thanks! 
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Just thought you may need alittle & I miss you
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Hey, you've ben around! Hope that means you're feeling better. I never know if it's ok to call or not. Is your number the same? When is a good time to call? You can PM me if you need to, anytime, I should be online more often now.
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Great to see you back!
*hugs*
All my love,
Marcellus
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Thinking of you
As Always,
Deena
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God it's good to see you..  and I love that song Babe.. sigh.. life hurts but damn sometimes.. some make it worth it.. Like you 
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Hello Pretty lady! I hope all is going well with you
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♥ I LOVE YOU ♥
Renee
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 I love Anna Nalick!  Sorry, your lyrics just perked my attention! HEHE! Have a great day!
Jess
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"My, My, My"
The light from the window is fading
You turn on the night
The sound from the avenue's calling you
Open your eyes
And when you find
You're spending your time
Wanting for words
But never speak
You tell yourself
That the things you need come slow
But inside you just don't know
My, my, my
Let your bright light shine
Let your words live on
Far beyond this life
Beyond this life
Hold on to anything
Everything's over and done
Has the fear taken over you
Tell me
Is that what you want
To make up your life
Time after time
You're falling behind
Hold on to me
Never leave
Forever be what you mean to me right now
Don't you feel better now

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ROB THOMAS LYRICS
"All That I Am"
I am the one winged bird for flying
Sinking quickly to the ground
See your faith in me subsiding
See you prime for giving in
I give you all that I am
I am the sound of love's arriving
Echoed softly on the sand
Lay your head upon my shoulder
Lay your hand within my hand
I give you all that I am
And I breathe where you breathe
Let me stand where you stand
With all that I am
I am the white dove for a soldier
Ever marching as to war
I would give my life to save you
I stand guarding at your door
I give you all that I am
I am the one winged bird for flying
Sinking quickly to the ground
I am the blind man for a watchdog
I am prime for giving in
I'll show you all that I am
And I breathe so you breathe
Let me stand so you'll stand
With all that I am
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ROB THOMAS LYRICS
"Lonely No More"
Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby
[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore
Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend
Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me and it's harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything; just to get you back again
Why can't we just try
[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore
What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you
[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore
I don't wanna be lonely anymore [x3]
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There are days that take to long
It's those days I wish I had you right here in my arms
I'm getting lonely,
I'm sick of waiting here for you
I'm getting lonely,
Please come home 'cause I want to be with you
Oh maybe I'm a fool
Baby, you still drive me crazy
Nothing's going to change me
So you don't have to cry
Maybe I should take the blame
I guess the music man is no shelter from the rain
I'm getting lonely
I'm sick of waiting here for you
I'm getting lonely
Please come home 'cause I want to be with you
Oh maybe i'm a fool
Baby, you still drive me crazy
Nothing's going to change me
So you don't have to cry
Oh yeah I said Baby
You know that you save me
Your love's so amazing
You're never off my mind
Alright come on now yeah!
Nothing's going on
I've been gone for way to long
I'll be right back in your arms
Don't be afraid
I'm getting closer
I'm making my way back home to you
I'm getting closer
I can see your face and the light keeps shinning through
Hey baby what am i to do?
Baby, you still drive me crazy
Nothing's going to change me
So you don't have to cry
I said Baby
You know that you save me
Your love's so amazing
You're never off my mind
Nothing's going on
I've been gone for way to long
I'll be right back in your arms
Don't be afraid

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Missing and loving you, Tory. I hope you got my birthday wish. 
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I love you Victoria and I miss the hell out of you too my friend and I can't wait for you to return to ap also  s and  s and I'm sorry that I didn't tell you about my name change too dear  s MJJ
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Still missing you and thinking of you
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I miss you and think of you often... when are you coming home?
 's ~N~  's
 Deena
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Well, I have re-joined Storywrite, only to have my first author pic "CENSORED" by the "moderator" ha ha ha ... still the same old class monitor system, remember "Nurse Chilly"... how pathetic. ANy way, I am hopefully going to have a productive time here.
Hope you are fine, sure miss our communication. Consider taking up where we left off.
All the best,
From
Bennett
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I miss you so very much! I need to hear from you soon. Please let me know how you are. I am sorry that I haven't been around as I should but believe me, I am totally back now! I pray all is well with you!
All My Love,
Renee
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)sighs deeply( sure was nice to chat with you and exchange ideas and find someone who thinks and feels as you do )sighs deeply( am sending best wishes and love and hope all is well and that you are happy. Bennett I am going to re-join Storywrite again soon. With stories and pics !
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