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Thinking of you
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Heya babydoll, um, for me to be able to send you your letter, I'll need your new address  So if you could IM it to me,that would help. I can't come on anymore, because I'm no longer at school, I've finished forever lol. You're not the only one with a relapse, I'm going through one too, and I hate myself for it, it's also causing problems between me and Andrew, he says hi by the way. We're always arguing because he can't see me as the way I see myself. It's getting me really down,and I've contemplated suicide, but I don't know if I can. I really need to see you soon, I love you x
~*~Stephi~*~
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 ... oi, I came here to leave you a comment and see people from my contest are telling you what poem they commented on  , Oh boy!
ANYWAYS!
Hunny, I'm sorry for what's going on these days. I honestly wished this year would be something amazing for you. I wished that you'd see the beauty you hold both inside as well as show outside. You're amazing, and I love you bunches! I'm not here too much, but, you have my e-mail and if you ever need me, I'll be here...
I love you tons!
Frances Lynn
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I entered your "Emotions" contest and commented on "You're the One". Great poem! You have a lovely authors page as well! God bless!-HumbledOne
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I commented on your poem "Dying to be perfect" nd I really liked it
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I hope my poem gives you some small comfort. There is true evil in the land and it has stolen your friend from you. A sheep drawn off and eaten by wolves. Please, please stay close to the people that love you, so that you are not drawn off, too. These young suicides can become plagues. You are on a mission! You have dreams and purpose and beautiful buildings are built with hard work! Never fear the hard work it takes to build a good life.
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You're my Dream come True i commented on it.
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Poke poke poke poke

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i stopped by because your francis friend. and i see you know shari also. small world. they should invite you into our group. i think you'd prob feel at home.

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I cannot imagine......someone beautiful seeing a reflection of an outter shell..as unfitting...when I read the beauty spread upon the page here......the love and the beauty seemingly talks to me telling me.......look upon the stars.....let them shine upon your face....bring to you a glowing light....and dream your life away.......the essence of life is truly in the smile.....reflecting from the inner sanctions of ones soul....your beauty lie within.....wear it with poise.....your world will be a happier place.
Huggs
Malabu
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Sis,
Read my author page
I'm still here...
Love you
Your Sara Dawn
FACE IT... YOU'RE STUCK WITH ME 
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I know it's late and I'm sorry, but Merry Christmas  And a happy new year. I was wondering, as I can't get on here anymore...if you would like to write to me, if you do then I'll send you my address via IM. I love you sweetie, don't you forget it.
~*~Stephi~*~
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I noticed that you said that your deepest fear is to sleep alone. Girl, the more I learn about you the more I'm convinced you're my twin!  I am the exact same way. lol. Another thing is, I cannot sleep with my closet door open! It's weird. ...Anywho... your fear of the dark reminded me of a poem of mine that I think you will like. I wrote it for Brent and it's one of my favorites of mine. Well here's the link, I think you like it:
allpoetry.com/Poem/1666211
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I am so sorry for your losses. I, too, have lost people... not to suicide, but in other situations. People so young. I went to your friend, On the Egde's page and I looked at some of the comments friends had put and it made me think of my sister. I'm so terrebly sorry for your loss... I know saying that can't bring her back, but she is in Heaven. Looking down on you and her friends and family. It sounded as if she was a wondeful friend, and I would hate to lose my friend do to suicide. Keep up the strength and I'll go take a look at some of your poems.
~Lullaby/Ashleigh
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'Lo. My name is Amanda. I was checkin' out your profile. You seem like someone I could really get along with and relate to. Well.. just thought I'd check in. Well.. goin' to check your poems!
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Hi hunny
I wish you a very happy new year
I'm in fact very glad those holidays are over  but there's still a though month coming with the sales
love you hunny  I love you the most in fact 
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 I love you girl,  . I hope "06 brings you much happiness and blessings. Keep your chin up no matter what happens, and remember I'm always here waiting to send hugs and love your way  . 
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Hey LaLa... I'm glad to see you around again. i hope you had a wonderful Christmas, and I hope that 06 brings much happiness to you, you truly do deserve it. I love and miss you, take care hun.
♥ Frances Lynn
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good evening hunny
I'm going to be soooo glad this period will be over... pfff.... and my muse is still somewhat missing... I've written something though, but not sure yet if it's good enough...
miss you darling

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WISHING YOU A BLESSED NEW YEAR! HAVE MISSED YOU! BEEN BUSY WITH MY DAUGHTERS LATELY. I'M SO GLAD YOU ESCAPED YOUR HELL HOLE AND MOVED BACK TO WHERE YOU CAN BE HAPPY AND YOURSELF.
I'VE MISSED YOU!{DID I MENTION THAT ALREADY?} LUV'S YAH GIRL MISS YOU AND THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS. MY A.P. DAUGHTER AND FRIEND WITHIN MY HEART.
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Hey Sis,
Merry Christmas! You will never fade away from me, nor will I from you... never worry about that. Enjoy the holidays. I know its hard, I lost a childhood friend this year, my mom left and yesterday was 2yrs since my one and only grandma died... but I am hanging on, for you, Chris, and everyone that I know that loves and lives for me as well. Hang on Sis, Even if Dustin and I are all you have, you still have two people, that will never leave you  ... Remember that  ... Your Sara Dawn 
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Sis! I got your voicemail but I lost your number... what is your cell number again? Promise to call you as soon as I have you number... or you can call me before 6pm... thats 7pm your time? Anyways, I love and miss you!!!!!!!!
I'm so sorry things are rough for you right now. Remember to hang on and that you're never alone
Love you
Your Sara Dawn Forever 
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Hey LaLa, I was just thinking about you and thought I'd stop by and leave my love. I hope everything is okay, I haven't seen you around in awhile. I guess you could say that I'm a little bit worried  .
♥ All my love

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I'm okay sis, Sorry I've been away from ap... call me, my cell is back on! I love you sis, whats up? I hope you're okay
Your Sara Dawn 
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Lala,I know shitty Aunt,didn't even acknowledge your 18th birthday so Happy Belated 18th Birthday!!! Glad you have escaped the wrath of your former home life....but you need to get back in school! I know nag,nag,nag.... I can't help it
If it makes you feel any better I did send Catressa (my real-life niece) her birthday card either....old age ya know!
I love you honey and I pray you are safe.
's & 's
Deena
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HAPPY THANKSGIVING MY BABY SISTER!!!!!
 SMILE --- Because I said so
Really sis, I want you to feel happiness, remember what I told you about Jessie in your poem, and know that you are not alone. My mother left me and my family just a week before Thanksgiving, Simba and I have broken up yet are still somewhat together, today is another reminder that my dad and angels are gone... its a hard day, but I'm smiling despite it, because babygirl, we're alive, and we have to keep living, no matter how unfair it is.
I love you
Your Big Sis,
Sara Dawn
Laugh... Thats an order DAMN IT  ... 
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Your a noob... go die. 
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Hey hunny....blah yeah, glad to be there for you.....nothing much is up, yesterday was five years to the day my great-grandma died.....thats why I hate the holidays, because we used to spend thanksgiving and christmas at her house....blah idk....i cried on the bathroom floor for a good while, then my mom gave me vicadin, because I had bad craps.....idk.....oh well.....yeah drunk is fun...I love you.......love always,
~Chris~ 
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Hey gurl, ive been reading your stuff, and instead of replying to ever single one, i figured id leave a note here. You are an amazing writer, and i feel incredibly privlaged to read your works. I can relate to alot of your experiences becasue Ive ben there myself.
Keep the ink flowing
Meri x
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Hey Gorgeous!
I tried to IM you about what happened to my mom and I yesterday but its (the IM message thing) is not working, neither is Mark's and fluttaby's picture on my author page. I dunno if its my uncle's pc or allpoetry, but it is absolutely driving me crazy!
Anywho, I have like 5 uncles so I know this may sound a little confusing but you know I am living with one of my uncles and I am cool with him, but do you remember me telling you about one of my uncles, Tommy, who throw me across the living room floor like the day after my graduation and what all for and everything?
WELL... My mom had been lying to me all this time saying that she didn't talk to him or even know his number because of that stunt that he pulled in throwing me around like a ragdoll... I believed her, I BELIEVED her, but she made me into the fool because I went to her house and there, was a moving truck parked right next to her place.
I asked her what was going on and she told me that she was moving in with Tommy... but She also said that she had a bank account over in North Carolina where my Uncle George lives... confusing I know. When she told me she was moving in with Tommy (bout a 2hr drive from where I live) I realized that obviously she had been talking to Tommy behind my back, and she was telling Tommy and George (my two uncles) that all I ever wanted to do was go out and eat and she had to spend all this money on me!
Totally untrue, ever since I got my new job, at least the last three times we went out I paid for our lunch or dinner (even both sometimes) and I was the one visiting her, she only came over once to see me.
I feel so betrayed, I finally decided to be the bitch and I told her that I didn't even want to look at her face.
What kind of parent lets someone come into their house and throw their child around and then talks to them behind their child's back and then goes and lives with them!!!!!
OMG! I am so incredibly hurt. I couldn't find my razor blade (which I guess is a blessing in disguise)
And its not just that, its everything. I'm taking everything so hard, like my mother (or who was "suppose" to be a parent figure in my life) Simba and I breaking up (though I know we had to cause of the Scotland thing...), Megan's Anniversary (3 years and I still grieve like its the first day, PLUS, I found out that Megan's parents got a divorce and they use to be so close  ) and I got a letter from Kate, a penpal of mine, and she's in a treatment facility after a failed suicide attempt.
 When it rains, it pours
P.S Sorry to leave such a ranting comment on here. My email isn't working either and as I mentioned neither is the IM thing on here... all a part of my bad day
HOW ARE YOU?
Love you!!!
Your Sara Dawn 
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LaLa!! I'm gonna miss you  . But I hope all goes well with the move and that you have an AMAZING 17th Birthday  . I hope to talk to you soon
♥ Fancy
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Sis! Where are you!!!!!!!
I miss you
Your Sara Dawn
P.S Let me know if you're okay... you and Chris both have me worried, I haven't heard from either one of you, cept Chris commented on my author page Friday, but nothing from you in the last 2 or 3 days 
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Sis, I promise to ctach up on your writes soon. I think I have commented on two, will read and comment on the rest tonight. I promise sis, sorry I'm so behind. g2g!
Your Sara Dawn 
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I will email you from my ap address to your ap address, k? 
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Expect an important email from me today in your inbox. I am emailing you and Chris only about this but this really sucks  ... I hope things are great or at least better for you
Your Sara Dawn 
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Sorry for lack of participation....I've been really depressed latley..and it kills my energy and such..
Please forgive me!
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your very pretty lov=kirby ramsey
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You aren't dying you will be okay! Hang in ther girl!
much love,
~Chris~ 
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Hey LaLa...
I hope all is well with you  . I haven't been on much the last couple days and that won't be changing much  . I hope things start to slow down for you soon  ... Take care, ♥ .
 Frances Lynn
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Oh my god!!! Thank you so much sweetie! I love you so much, and I'm so glad you're mine!!! It seems realy weird, my cousin has just like added you're authors page to his mind lol. Love you baby girl, I miss you more and more everyday.
~*~Steph~*~
~~Your angel forever.
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Sis!
What a pleasent suprise! I almost forgot that I had mailed you that picture! Thank you soooooooo much for downloading it, I now have it posted on my author page along with my new ap name... it suits me better  and I am far from fading away... I would never fade away from you... ALWAYS remember that  Sorry I have been so distant lately, work has been hell  But its getting better and tomorrow I am off as well as Thurs and Fri.... unless they call me to fill in a shift. I love my job but I miss being on here to chat with you and Chris. I love you Sweetie, I will definitely be around much more on ap, Thanks for your understanding and patience with me.
P.S I'm your big sister, I will always find time for you... you're worth it  ... and you are beautiful too
Sara Dawn 
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Hello La Amy'a YOu came by my page to say hello....no comment though?.....is there anything I can do for you sweetie?.....Hope you enjoyed my page......yours is simply marvelous.......
Huggs
Malabu
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hey imm kinda new to ap and was wandering if you wanted to be my friend or sumthin well let me know k? 
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