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VampireKitty- on November 24

I Love you background it's darkly beatiful
Confused17 on November 16

i love the page
Leo7-27 on November 13

heres a song u might like me & my band made this
were calling ourselves the (Cubicles) but youll see how its spel
http://allpoetry.com/poem/5879417
Mistress Kathriana on November 11

absolutely BEAUTIFUL page!
ms.emo on November 10

(o_0) i love theme
Shadow Anonymised on November 3

saw your name in the online list. it kinda freaked me out...
my fiancee's "other name" is shade, and his current name [hence mine] is death fox.

so yea... hi. i hope i dont sound like much of a stalker...
sidewinder on October 25

crawls all over your page
Reanna Eryn on October 22

-hugs- I've never talked to you, I believe, but I wish to start...You seem amazing.
XxLilxDemonxX on October 19

hey seabear, your page looks a lil dull so ima lighten it up with my comment -s on seabear's page-

-Jayme
XxXEmoxXxAngelXxX on October 17

I am here for you.
Emoforever on October 12

wow i love your profile lol
Love Writer on October 12

Cool Profile i love the sword thingy!!!
the gentleman : to XFallen AngelofloveX on October 10

i love your page it is great keep up the good works. bye
J Rohm : Well... on September 22

you told me not to let you look at my pic ever again...so
songstress80 on September 22

I love your background! very cool!!!
Metalchica on September 21

i love your profile
Vampiregoddess1 : nothing on September 20

hey was up i love your page
twiztidXxXbeauty on September 16

Hey!nice to meet you too and good luck to you with your youngin as well
bloodletting on September 12

Sweet new life
how could you be born
into such a cruel world?

oh baby seed
not yet released
your future still up in the air

From the roots of abuse
you came...
but will dysfunction be your definition?

and will your loving mother
take up the mantle of support?
to give you all that is required

to survive in this world

Oh I pray that the burdens
that where known before you came along
will be long past gone...

When the fire of awareness
brings to your mind reality
Oh may it be not tainted with

suffering

Well your mother, she will be there
with just an inkling of a clue
but nevertheless she will protect you
from all weight she's overcome

just for you

May you know a world
unlike our own
where life brings fullfillment
and love is shown

without reservation

just for you
Vampire Daffy Duck on September 12

Glitter Graphics - 2.0 Layouts
for you Quacker!!!!
xXxFallingTearsxXx on September 11

yeah, avenged sevenfoldis amazing. i love them. i like you page alot.
The Hardest Goodbye on September 11

Nice page. =)
You should listen to some Avenged Seven Fold, they are Effing Amazing ! <33
Vampire Daffy Duck on September 11

Quacker!!!!
Twilit Wolf Era on September 10

I love you baby...
NyteShade on September 5

Hello
Don't mind me I'm just bored
Just though't I'd leave you another Guest Book Entry...Whoah this bloodletting dude (is he a dude?) leaves you a lot of long comments lol
bloodletting : Sailing on Black Concrete on September 3

Sailing on Black Concrete
Oh wandering mind
where have you gone?
you were once so fixed
I took on more then I could handle
when my love went sailing, you were vexed

well she didn't go sailing
by way of boat on sea
no she went sailing on
black concrete

down from the city limits
of our old haunt,
where all the tragedys
made us who we are
to a place where
I knew nothing of

I've tried on so many different faces
yet with her I never had to fake

So my mind will wander
with the likes of lost ghosts
chasing circles of thought and will
down black rows of concrete highways
back to the lives we live separately

Where minds and hearts are together forever

Though far apart in the real world
We have are dreams to treasure
Ryan : heyyyyyy on August 31

I never got to say I saw you in the chat thingy. lol
bloodletting on August 30

Hey hon.. you better get better soon.

What's all this broken heartedness about? you sound like your giving up... i haven't given you any reasons to give up, so buck up little soldier... be the warrior that I know you are.

You have that in you... I think you're just trying to feel normal about what your going through.. it's complicated I know.

I remember when I dropped out of school to start working and supporting me and my mom...Well not actually supporting but contributing.

I felt as if I deserved prefriential treatment, when the truth was, I was just giving back what my mom had givin me all my life... commitment.

Even though her brand of commitment may have been damaging at times it was commitment when it counted most.

Those things that I wnet through that where beyond help of any kind, they really wasn't anything anyone could have done... and what my parents did do was the best they had to offfer. I shouldn't have been bold enough to expect more... but I did none the less... because it's in human nature to expect things from others.

Part of coming to your own in this world, includes excepting the things you can't change... I can come to terms with yesterday, but that's all i can do... So there's no use fretting about it.

All we can do really is focus on today and making sure the version of ourselves that we show to world is the best it can be, and even better.

Tough task, but the rewards in the long run are all the more better then what we know now.

Love you sweetheart.. and even though you don't have to call me I wish you would.. I wish you wouldn't act as if you are giving up on us... I'm not giving up on you Heather.
NyteShade on August 30

Take all the time you need Piccola . Just know that there are ppl out there who luv and care a lot about you. Even though not many will understand it, If you need time to yourself then you need time to yourself. I'm sure they all know that's this is something you have to do.

Will always be around when you need me hun
Karra-Mayy : heyy on August 29

heyy i really like your page

Stay Strong
bloodletting on August 11

seriously.... still here... offering support and love...
usually when someone offers these things to someone that "loves them" they take advantage of it...

but in order for you to take advantage of my support and love, you would have to like actually *gasp* talk to me.

it's not like you haven't been on or anything... so, next time you are around ap please drop by...

and show the boy that you care for some attention...

cause I love you...
bloodletting on August 9

sigh... i know you are busy hon.. you still have my email right/ I'm here for you when you need someone to talk to.... and not only here... send me a emial or call me... still love and care for you madly... I know you can't afford much time now, with the crazyness you are going through... just give me a call when you can...

you are still in my prayers...

miss you and love you... huggers for your family and i'm rooting for your cause sweetheart... you need a freaking break... more then anyone else i know...
bloodletting : don't keep ignoring me on August 3

don't understand honey... you are leaving totally in the dark here and I'm the one that's broken hearted... I don't know what youa re broken hearted about but it's nothing that you can't talk to about. This is horrible for me right now... I'm going through a period where i haven't heard from you in like a month. I'm missing you like crazy here, you know how much I care about you... how much I want to be there with you.
Knowing that I care about you, and you aren't talking to me and leaving completly out of touch hurts even more... I know there has to be a good reason cause you wouldn't go and turn your back on someone like the times the people you've loved have turned thier back on you... you wouldn't want me to feel the same way that you did when you found out about John right? do you wish this same pain on me? I hope you don't.

I hope that you still care... and that you wouldn act on this supposed caring by telling me what the hell is going on...

Your phone is shut off... your not answering me messages... tell me leave you alone or something if you hate me... just don't ignore me... I can't handle it. This is like the last card for me, I won't be able to survive through this without being broken.

If you really cared you would tell me what's going on... or put me on your ignore list here or whatever... this shut down is heartbreaking....
bloodletting on July 28

Okay, so you made it to texas...safely.. that's great! I'm happy with that. SO relieved that you are alright also.
But, um.... there's this thing with your phone.. it's relaying the same message that one's cell phone would relay when that person is blocking another person's calls.

So, is your phone turned off?

Things have been chaotic with me just as I'm sure they have been with you sweetheart. It would be so wonderful if I could here your voice for awhile.. if not for you to just talk about what's going on with you, and how you are getting along with your new stepdad and mom.
I know I somehow pushed you away and I'm beating myself up for it cause I miss you like crazy so from now on you can count on me to keep my lip's sealed.... no more questions or opinions, just support and love, cause I love you completly, and wouldn't give up talking to you for anything in the world...

so recognize a great this is special and stay with me here babe.... I'm your shoulder and your ear....

I can't express with words how much I care and love you.
vampireintherain on July 27

Nice background
bloodletting on July 23

Heather... hon, I've been trying to get ahold of you but your phone is either off or disconnected...
I would appreciate it if you would give me an update babe.... I'm worried... I wouldn't leave you hanging like this for this long so please spend some time to let me know wether you are alright or not.

or at least try to talk to me... I know that's such an effort...

I love you but i'm not sure wether you love me any more... it would seem that if you did you would show that you care a little more then you are right now..

Phil
bloodletting : Hey babe.. I wish you would call on July 15

the black lights
lighting profiles
with 3-D glasses
some can see
with x-ray vision
others pretend
that they know
who needs saving

she has assumed
the position of savior
her heart
occupies the right place
yet her mind is chaotic
there's no way to stop
the racing and fast pacing
back and forth

the pendulum pivots
the soul is on edge
wanting something
finding ellusive pets
her life reflects
this hillbilly mess
and she knows
that she is apart
from all the rest
Xxpoison.kissesxX on July 10

OH MY OH MY!!! i LOVE YOUR BACKGROUND!
bloodletting : My Whirlwind on July 8

she's the contrast
of the darkness and the light
a firey whirlwind, hard to stand still

she spins right by me as time styands still
in my world, yet in hers it's all a race

I don't know why she feels this way
it's all the greatest mystery to me
it's so tortorous when I see her crashing

down

down

down

and these are the moments
I get to hold her close
and even these times
she feels so fragile
I whisper to her words of faith
and as these whispers escape

she's off again

The ache inside is killing me
my pride is gone
my ego bleeds
as every promise falls on the stone cold floor
of a heart so strong
nothing can break down this door

Baby, I'm doing everything I can

is there anything more?
RomanticWolfIchigo : Hey remember me? on July 7

Hey Searra remember me? I used to be: "Deathwolf Ichigo" aka: Daniel
Kwalk on July 2

hey, i love your page and your poetry. it's pretty kick ass. lol.
xXbleedingscarsXx on June 30

i read your mood...you have my comforts...i hope it gets better for you...i does all the time for me...cuz i feel like that all the time with everyone... x-shadow-x
bloodletting : Heather on June 25

Hello my dear, my loveliest whisp
Of innocent submission and self neglect

Oh currious one
Wafting in meloncolic wonder
On a breeze fly's your burning whisper

Encaptured in the noon sky
A charm you are love, to my eye

When you burn,
Your fire regenerates life
Never leaving soul, memory, mind

Calluna, honey, you taste so fine
Heather, thine piller, sweetly divine
bloodletting on June 22

hey.. I was just on google maps.. i looked up my families old house on schoen drive in lawerence. It was freaky to see it again. I lost my soul in that house. lol

so... I said I would be back on around 1:00... now where are you? grr... you are supposed to be online. What the heck?

Geesh. How are we supposed to spend anytime togethor?
You need to post more or something. I don't know wether it's a matter of you talking more to you friends and not having enough time for me or whatever, I don't know. I think that might be it but I'm not sure. I just wish you would elborate more to me. I know for sure there's no way that you talk to me as much as you talk to your "friends". That hurts.

I feel like a scolding parent or something.. not like your boyfriend or anything endeering like that. Are you trying tell me something by not telling me anything? Is this your way of saying " i just don't feel like giving you any of my time any more and the time I do give to you feels like a chore."

I hope talking to me isn't just a chore to you. Talking to you on the rare occasion that I do get to talk to you is like a breath of fresh air. Lol. It's like " omg she's alive and breathing and she feels like throwing me a bone and talking to me" I'm like a wittle puppy dog begging for some scraps of info or some signs of life.

It's hard when the only chance of any promise in my day is talking to you and your hardly available, and even when you are you never tell me anything. At least we got to talk about what happened last night, but you still haven't told me how you are with all this and what your thinking. These are the kinds of things I would tell you if I had anything insteresting going on in my life. I tell you everything that is interesting going on with me, and I even tell you things that are boring and what not... simply just to have something to talk to you about.

I'm showing the effort of caring. ANd I'm going above and beyond that effort... Because believe it or not that is what's required when you are in a relationship.

You've never been in a healthy relationship like the one that you are involved in with me. So I'm not expecting you to know anything about how a healthy relationship works. But I do expect for you to listen to me when I advise you on the inner workings of our involvement with eachother.
This is only to avoid any distance and to progress into a equal opportunity partnership in which we can both share witheachother beyond the need-to-know neglectful communication. We're way past that stage.

I actually think that it's so funny that I type on and on about what I feel and use all these discriptions and what not, when every time I ask you how you feel you give me these one sentence answers like " okay okay.. are you satisfied? now just leave me alone.. I feel like being eeyore today... oh bother!" It's a bit disheartening.

An example of something of interest you might say to me, in case you don't know how to go about elaborating about what you feel, or you need help in the areas of basic human to human communication, would be " Gee Phil, The way you go on and on about how I should communicate to you really gets on my freaking nerves, I wish you would tone it down a bit, you nag"

And then I would respond as so; " Heather, your just showing hardly any signs of life and I'm wondering wether I should recessitate you or put you on life support, because It seems as if you are in a self induced coma"

And then, maybe you might prove to me that you actually have something inside of you that constitutes as something that could be discussed beyond the mandatory "Two Sentenced Reply"

You know... all that stuff that normal human beings talk about, Like thier feelings, thier thoughts on life... the stress, what they feel about where they are in thier current situation... These are the basic signs of life here. Occasionally, like this morning, I see little sparks of stimulating and engaging banter... But I wouldn't call it ground breaking... I have yet to dig deep enough to strike a vein of oil with you communication wise. I can only pray that there is more to harvest... or else it'd be like chasing a butterfly.

lol... Come on honey, you have much more inside of you then what you've been showing here lately. Let some of that good stuff shine so the world can see.

Hugs and Love from your boy.

Phil
bloodletting on June 20

hey, if your online right now, why haven't you read my poem and messaged me back? i'm sorry about the dropped call a couple days ago, my phone was off the charger alll night that night cause i wanted to make sure that i caught you if you called.

so hows my angel doing? i can't tell you how happy i am to hear how hard you where working... i love that about you hon... you perservere through anything... you inspire me
bloodletting : Something for you, My Love. <3 on June 17

Angel

In the midst of strife

you are a direct channel

to the Father above

a daughter of the Lord

a dedicated soul, shining with love eternal

so why, when in doubt

run away?

when love is stairing at you through your reflection

to live up to the heart that glows inside of you

is the ultimate sacrifice, but I've believed since I've known you

that if there's anything that you where made for

it was to bridge the gap of the soul to the heart

don't let those fools speak thier blasphemy

they know not of what turns you

into the angel that I know

one of a warrior.

you most certainly are no fallen innocent

you are a fighter, a piller to be reckoned with

a dissendent of immaculence

you are more then ordinary

you leave your mark on every memory

you have captured my heart and gripped it's strings

you have become my everything

so play on little soldier of God

you have a calling, and it's gonna get tough

but tough it must get, so that you may win

the respect, love, and admiration from the discontent

you need not struggle with me my dear

I respect and adore you, and your intimate ways

but these words are shallow and are nothing

to what the message of my heart truely wants to display

you will find the true meening of our love

through the time that we spend away

just to come back with all the more passion

then before yesterday
LilyHolt on June 17

Hello, can you comment my poetry please?
bloodletting on June 15

your on right now but i'm kinda on my roommate pc so i can't stay on after i send you this message... just want to let you know i love you and i wish you would call and do the right thing with your uncle and aunt.. please consider how worried they are about you... it's not as horrible as you think...

babe... i wish i had a solution for your problems but the more i wish that the more i get in the way with my stupid advice and all that junk.. so for now on i'm just going to listen to you.. i think that you have heard enough of my advice for a lifetime... now i can only wish you'll do the right thing.

and please... don't disappear on me.. i love you and nothing is changing this love... we just need to keep in touch... and guess what... it's not that freaking hard to keep in touch with the ones you love... so buck up and do it... there's more to keeping int touch then you might think so think about it hard and call me tonight..

no excuses... cause i miss you like crazy *smoochers*
Beautiful-Mourning on June 13

Hey Sweetie, just thought I'd pop on by and see how you were doing. Hope your well. Luv choo
bloodletting on June 13

honey... it's been three days.... you have me severely worried.

as soon as I can get access to a long distance phone I'll call you.. but i would wish for you to call me before that and let me know what the hell is going on...this isn't right letting things go on for this long especially when you have everything that's going on right now up there.

just call me, I just want to hear your voice.

please!

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