Guestbook entries for Cacophony of Chaos

• Miss Miranda : Miss You on December 26, 2008

  It's been so long, and I cant believe that time has flown by so fast. I miss you each and every day still. I thought that it would be easier but the pain is still the same. You get used to it though, it slowly burrows inside until it becomes a part of you, it laces each and every breath, and breathes behind each and every thought. But it's not unbearable. I would rather remember you forever with pain, then forget you without it. I drive by your tombstone, and make sure everythings okay, and everything's as it should be. Even though everything isnt as it should be because you arent there.
  I wonder all the time what you would think now, of the choices I make in my life. Of the things I have done, and the things I will do. I hope that you are proud of me. I try my best for the most part. I just wanted you to know that I miss you so much. I am so afraid of forgetting, but everytime I come to this page, or your myspace it reminds me in a way. I just hope by the time I see you again you havent forgotten me.
  I love you woman,
  Miranda.
• Twilight Assassin : ... It's Been Too Long... on December 24, 2008

  Almost two years now... God how time flies by huh? Well... Things aren't working out so good for me anymore Alie... I feel like everything is closing in around me. I have nothing but false happyness to show everyone nowadays...
  
  I joined the Army... I remember how much you were against me joining the Service. Well you were right, and I should have listened to you. I thought it was a good idea, job security in the future and such, but it's my worst mistake ever... I should come see you while I'm in Quincy for Christmas.
  
  That reminds me! Merry Christmas! I really wish you were here with me now. We could celebrate the new year like we did for '07. Nothing but me and you, playing scary games and drinking Sparkling Grapejuice. Honestly, being with you was the best time in my life. Nothing that has happened since you passed away has even compared to the love and feelings I had for you and still have for you...
  
  I may act like I've moved on from your death, but it's not true... I miss you terribly Alie. I really do. If I could go back to the night before the 5th and just hold you in my arms, and kiss you before you and your mother drove off to go home, maybe things would be different... Maybe if I would have said "I love you" instead of a stupid "I'll see you tomorrow" would have been enough to change the events of the morning after...
  
  Two painful years of having to stare at a cold headstone and stand over your grave... Remembering all our good times... Yes... And the fighting aswell. But we always came back to eachother, because I know we were truely in love with one another.
  
  ... Well... I'm going to go. I'll visit your page more often from now on, and I'll leave you some updates of how things are going with me I guess... I just hope you can still read this from where you are Alie...
  
  I love you my sweet Queen. Rest in Peace.
  The Queen's Assassin,
  David McGraw
• Savior : This Devil Cries for you on January 28, 2008

  Hey...long time no talk! guess what! they came out with the Demo for Devil May Cry 4! it's totally kick ass. it's a little on the short side but...still...it's DMC cuatro! i've must have played through the demo 25 times (no joke). i cant get sick of it! i want it to be Febuary 5th already so i can buy it and then play the real deal! it's so nice that capcom decided to make it multi platform so us 360 owners can also enjoy some kick ass stylish action.
  
  i wish i could have seen your reaction to when they announced that...or your experiance with the demo...
  
  it's been over a year already...and i still havent forgotten you! ok! i never will! deal with it!
  
  i made you a promise and im going to keep it. after i master the game completely, i'll let you have it ^.^
  
  ill make sure that one day, i'll visit you.
  
  i promise...and lone wolves always keep their promises...
• Miss Miranda on October 9, 2007

  Hello dear,
  I sit here at school reading the comments others have left on your page and I try hard not to tear up. I still miss you so incredibly much. I dont think I've really found time to deal with your sudden loss and your sudden departure but I try to live day by day and focus on little. It seems that my life is just getting more and more complicated. God, I think of all the oppertunities we are missing and it tears me up. I want so badly to walk with you at graduation, and to plan prom with you, and to dress up with you for our favorite holiday. Halloween is mere weeks away and it hurts to know that you and I wont spend it together. That we wont spend any more days together. I still find it hard to accept, hard to realize, that you're really gone, and you're not going to come bursting into the door and hug me, and I wont be able to respond with "what took you so long?" I know I always come across as strong with our friends, and I know I always try to guide everyone, I know you would be proud of me but...it still hurts. It doesnt go away and I dont know if it ever will. I miss you Alie. I want so badly for things to be the way they used to. I want so badly to take pictures with you, to laugh with you, to share all my troubles with you, and just to see you smile. I just thought I'd drop by and send you my love dear. Know that I havent forgotten about you and I think of you daily.
  ♥
  Miranda.
  
• Savior : Missing you on September 19, 2007

  Hey Alie, i stumbled on our old chat logs...man i had so much fun talking to you...I really miss those times. I may live all the way down in Texas but i promise that some day, i will visit you and leave my copy of Devil May Cry 4. I know how much you've been wanting that game.
  
  Dont think for a second that i have forgotten you.
  
  I will always see you as a friend.
  
  *hugs*
• Your Messiah on September 16, 2007

  I didn't know you, but reading your page--... I don't normally do this, with the deceased. I had a friend who drowned and everyone left comments on his myspace saying goodbye. It gave them a nice feeling, like he was still reading them, even though he'd never log in again. I guess it's because... You're my age. Or you were, when you passed away. Less than I year ago. I wonder what I was doing that day... I wonder if I felt odd at any point... I can't imagine how your family must feel. My heart goes out to them, it really does. After reading your page... I feel as though we would have been very good friends. We have... pretty much all the same interests. I'm a gamer, too. I love the games you listened. I'm entering a DOA4 competition this October and I'm very excited. I'm even going to dress up as a character from Soul CaliburII, hehe. Now I'm thinking of all the games that have come out that I bet you would have loved. What if we knew each other and gamed together? Destroying those gaming stereotypes about girls. What fun that would have been. You have a very beautiful name. Yakhana. Gorgeous. My name's Cathryn, but everyone around here calls me Cory. I almost added you to MSN, not even really considering, thinking of having a chat with you. How silly of me. You wrote some very beautiful prose-like poetry. I hope that you're... comfortable. And happy. Wherever it is you are. I hope it's all you dreamed it to be while you were still here. I wish that we could have gotten to know each other.
  
  Sincerely Yours,
  Cory
• forbidden-colour on September 4, 2007

  You'll be very missed..
  I'll never forget you.
  
  
  Rest In Peace sweety.
  
  <3
• Miss Miranda on September 4, 2007

  You are 18 now. Isnt it sad how your age will never change on here....forever 17, forever young...I'm going to Homecoming this year. As I looked at the dressess in Debs I remembered last year, us buying them together, us dancing together, your first dance with David, and how 'Lips of an angel' by Hinder was playing. Those were such amazing times. Everything was so heartbreakingly simple then. This year I go without Jordan, I go with friends, and a heavy heart. I miss you. I looked at dressess, and I saw the dress you'd worn but in a different color..Ill have a good time for you, I promise.
  I love you forever, I'm going to see your mom soon.
  <3
• Dr xAbyss on August 5, 2007

  Hey Allison,
  I visited you yesterday for your birthday.
  I'm sorry I had nothing to give to you.
  I'm always broke, but one of these days,
  you'll get plenty of things from me.
  Although I know that it isn't gifts that count.
  
  My friend Kaylie and I (you may know her)
  are stopping by again tomorrow.
  I'll hopefully be there for a little bit longer.
  I promise you that I will be.
  
  But can you believe that summer is almost already over.
  It's the fifth of August!
  I'll be heading back to school soon.
  I'm going to be a SOPHMORE!
  I remember when you were one.
  That was when we were still a couple.
  God, how I miss those times.
  I miss them, Allison, I miss them.
  
  But be sure to see me tomorrow, okay?
  Talk to you later.
  
  Love,
  Cory.
• LadysDragon on July 17, 2007

  sorry i dont know you,but im so sorry,i know how it feels to lose someone
• Miss Miranda : <3 on July 6, 2007

  Hey babe. It's been a while. My moved me all the way to bumfuck egypt so I cant visit your grave half as often as I'd like. I miss seeing, you and hearing you laugh. I wish you'd just sign onto MSN so I could tell you I love you one last time. Even though once wouldn't be enough. I miss you and I wonder what you are doing. David has someone else now...but I know that he still cares for you. All of us do. We all miss you. Your birthday is coming up, and mine is in a couple of weeks. I know you would've been beyond pissed that my mom moved us. And I know you would've had a lot of fun with me this summer. I miss you doll...
  <3
• ioniQue : missing you on June 7, 2007

  Hey Allie... Today is the first time I've seen your page in months... I'm still so broken about your death... Hope you're having a good life after death now...
  I'll never forget when you helped me out with my problems before going to school.. and the time we talked about your homework about this author... She wrote about a series of murders...
  We used to talk alot.. Now we wont be able to... maybe through your page... i hope
  Missing you so much dearie... XOXOXO
• Lets Get Tragic on May 23, 2007

  And so the world has lost another great poet... I never knew you, nor read any of your poetry before... but I know what its like to lose someone, and to know that this community and its people have lost one of its dear members and a great poet and friend, I bid thee farewell. May you find peace wherever you go, and maybe, just maybe, you'll hear this message from a stranger. Many things will happen around the world, but you'll always stay the same...
  
  ~Jessica
• Miss Miranda : :) on April 21, 2007

  I miss you baby. I went and saw your grave today. I left you black roses, and before that other colored flowers. I told you I loved you, and I'm telling you now again. You have no idea how much I miss you. No clue how much I want to hug you, or invite you to hang out with me. How much I will notice your presence missing at our Graduation. I hope you are taking care of yourself doll.
  I love you,
  <3miranda.
• Uhs Feth Malorn on March 12, 2007

  I still can't believe this, I'm still finding this really disturbing. Perhaps I'm making too big a deal out of this, but Alie, I'm just so desperate to know that we were okay, that you weren't angry...I don't know why it bothers me so.
• hopelessly-broken on March 7, 2007

  RIP!!!
• Uhs Feth Malorn : Oi. on February 19, 2007

  Hey, I hadn't finished with you, miss!
  I came back from school to argue with you some more, and boom, gone. Now, don't think I'll let up on you, sweetheart, just because you've gone! I'll miss the bickering fests, Alie. You know, I always read your poetry. Made me squirm uncomfortably, all that torturing stuff. Well, I shall miss our petty squabbles. I hope they were as affectionate and silly to you as they always were to me. Gosh, this is odd. Really odd.
  
  Enjoy the time between us, Alie, because you won't be resting in peace when I get there. I look forward to some more bickering.
  
  Well, I'm just passing through. Don't mind me.
  
  <3
  
  
• Sinned Alchemist on February 4, 2007

  we'll miss you alyson
• trynfinity : Your legacy on January 31, 2007

  You have touched countless people with the amazing words that you used like magic in the night, You will live on in anyone who reads the mesmorizing and captivating words that you manipulated like they were from the very part of you and of life like they were conected to everything and nothing . Your legacy will live forever past all of us and that is an awesome thing to leave behind to those will forever miss your daily touch,. You will be missed by many I hope you can look down and know how many lives you have touched and will go on to touch goodbye and thank you
• Girl Mad As Birds : You'll Be Missed on January 14, 2007

  I hope you've found piece wherever you are my dear.
  You were an amazing person and an incredible poet. You will never be forgotten and will live eternally in the words of your poetry.
  Although I never had the pleasure of meeting you in person I am honoured to have known you.
  
  RIP
  
  Love you Alie
  
  ~Skye
  
• Apsinthion : r.i.p alie .. on January 13, 2007

  
  
  ~rana~
  
  
  
  
• parasol : RIP Alie on January 12, 2007

  I was very lucky to have talked to you and read your poetry here. Your passing is a shock to all. Although, I did not know you too well, I’m still in denial and hurt of your departure from this earth.
  
  I will always admire your poetry and your dark style. Your morbid talent leaked through every poem. The darkness in your writing flowed so naturally. However, it pains me to know that you will never post another poem again. You were taken from this world too soon.
  
  My deepest condolences go out to Alie’s family and friends as well as her Allpoetry family and fans.
  
  RIP. You will be missed.
  - Andi
• blueyez on January 12, 2007

  Although I never knew you I hope you rest in peace,
  As long as you're in heaven the stars will never cease.
  Your face was full of beauty, your heart so full of pain.
  I only hope inside of death true peace shall be your gain.
  RIP always
  
  blueyez
• XOne Winged AngelX on January 12, 2007

  It pains me to think that i could have gotten along so well with you, we're interested in so many of the same things and yet i'll never have the chance to talk to you, learn from you or understand your mind.
  Rest well forever
  
  creaper
• BloodyCrystalEmbers on January 11, 2007

  Alie"Rayne",you touched my life more than you will ever know,and I will miss you so so much,I keep expecting you to message me on MSN just to see how I am doing...you always cared,and I'll never forget the last year of online friendship you gave me...it's so tragic and unbelievable that you're gone...But I sincerely hope you are in a better place...I'll miss you dearie!!! Your poetry will live on darlin',and through it so will you,it gives me comfort to know you left such a gift,and when I'm feeling bad I'll read your work and feel better because you will be there...I love you so much Alie,you've impacted my life in such a way and it has made me a better person to have known you...I love you dearie xxoo
  
  your AP sister,
  BloodyCrystalEmbers(Terri Anna)
• InfiniteCaitlin on January 10, 2007

  I knew you not closely, But you were an absolutly amazing poet.. You touched me, and IM sure countless others with your poems, and thoughts. You were and are a terriffic person, who did not deserve such a tragic fate.... you were great, and you still are, and I believe your poetry, shall live past its time. past all our lives, and touch millions more, who dont even know how to write, you shall inspire many poets to write, and many more to become great as you are... You live on in many hearts, and through amazing poetry...
  
  sincerely a huge fan
  
  ~Caitlin S~
• Dr xAbyss on January 10, 2007

  Alison Scott, You were an amazing person. It was around May 2006 when we stopped talking, but I didn't forget that we were still friends. We occasionally talked after we broke up, but we still had our fine conversations. We went out from March 3rd, to sometime late April or early May. I feel terrible about not being able to remember the exact date. There were plenty of good times that we shared. I remember telling my mother that I'm going to Max's house and instead, going to her Grandma's house and sharing a nice meal with Alie and her Grandma. Occasionally, her Mother would be there as well and it would be so great having all of us together. Bar non, Her grandomther and her mom shared the best recipe for homade chicken wings. They were the best that I have ever had to this day. I didn't know her Father so well, but we hung out there plenty of times. We would sit by her computer at her Mom's house and wait for 10+ minutes for a page of "Ctrl+Alt+Del" to load. We'd wait and eventually give up on it. I remember the first time that I have ever worn a pair of Tripp pants. It was one of her pairs and I accompanied it with her Slipknot 'Vermilion' shirt, to which she also applied eyeliner to me. Quite frankly, I looked pretty awesome after the transformation. There were plenty of good memories that occured durring our relationship and we relished ever single second of every time we had to spend together.
  
  Alison Scott, I miss you.
  
  Your friend,
  Cory A.
• slipknot babe : RIP Alie Scott on January 10, 2007

  alie I miss you and I promise I will never forget you. You are the best thing thats ever happened to me. You are like the younger sister that I have never had. you will be missed. I love you lots. just when I get there to where you are at, will you wait for me? Love you lots. You will be forever in my thoughts. I hope you find the peace that you longed for. RIP my friend.
• Sokarjo on January 9, 2007

  I never talked with you, but I've read a couple poems and I noticed it is said you are gone. I instantly felt pain and loss, though I do not know why; I hope you are happy where you are now. Peace be with you.
• BarbedWireButterfly on January 7, 2007

  I didn't know you very well but we talked a little and wow. Such a great poet just...gone. It really hits home. But at least you'll go to a happier place because reality isn't exactly a walk in the park. I didn't know you but we talked once or twice. R.I.P.
• Jasmine Minx : will miss u a great deal my friend on January 7, 2007

  im sorry that you had to be hit by a car u didnt deserve that and you will be greatly missed my friend hopeufully you are now happier than you were down here with us. I will miss you a great deal my friend you were special and an awesome poet.
  kat
• x Loveless x on December 31, 2006

  Welcome To The Group
• DeathDealerXIII : Leaving a message. on December 31, 2006

  *Just checking upon you. I hope your doing well.
• SorrowWithoutWords on December 24, 2006

  dang i came back to your page to read another vampire poem and i ended up reading your video games and band section...my b/f loves almost all of those games...i like DDR and we listen to like all of the same music. Atreyu is one of my fave bands.
  ~Sorrow~
• SorrowWithoutWords : Vampires on December 23, 2006

  I must admit I've grown quite attached to your vampire poems after reading only three...alas I feel I must save some for another day. I do have a request though i would LOVE to see what you can do with a standard rhyming poem with an AABB or ABAB scheme. I love you work!
  ~Sorrow~
• ioniQue : My dear wife:) on December 8, 2006

  hey dear... missed yah very very much...
  im sorry i havent posted anything new on your rp site... i havent been online a lot... been really busy living the life of a locked up maniac...haha
  anyway, see yah soon
• nocturalis on December 1, 2006

  Ha! Greyside code is very good. It fits well within the universe, I used to be obsessed with Star Wars. Seems we play alot of the same games, though you've listed many I don't know. Very cool page.
• Menecairiel : Hello! on November 27, 2006

  Hello! Just wanted to say hi, and that I am glad you're a Silent Hill fan...it testifies to higher intelligence
• InfiniteCaitlin : Hello on November 26, 2006

  With that music list, YOur a girl after me own heart, Wow.. and im strait, lol
• Wanted By You : Heyheyhey on November 26, 2006

  Well, i hope you don't mind if im a **** too. You can cuss at me, i'll cuss at you...we'll make a great team. anyways, i luv evanescence too. check out my website if you want. ttyl!
  btw, you have quite a big family..;P
  stephanie
• Violent Serenity : hey there drozya!! on November 21, 2006

  Hey there! love the new name! great choice. i have to run! laterz amo!!
  &heart;
  --me
• Deathly Poisoned on November 15, 2006

  I have poems posted for you. . . and the rest of my page too.
• BeyondDeath on November 14, 2006

  Ya know what? I think I love you... I really do thinks so...I love your page, the games/music everything! Your pic! Your poems!
  
  Anyways...how are you? lol
  
  BD
• on November 14, 2006

  hey yeah id like to be in the contest that whould be kwl i bet il loos tho my poem's suck but o well.. talk to yah soon bye.
  
  nick
• DarkJester on November 14, 2006

  I...have...a Mother...
  
  
  ...
• ioniQue on November 13, 2006

  Well my dear... I am not sure who I want to be in your family...
  I could be your wife...hahaha...
  I missed you gravely...
  I haven't read much of your poems because I have been a bit busy with projects in school(T_T hating school)..
  I will soon have a chance after all is done... I missed you dear...
  Have a great day and be careful... I will think of something I could be... You just gotta wait okies?
  Love yah!!!!!Kisses...
  *MEH*hihi
• on November 13, 2006

  Well i see that you love blood also , i also read some of you're poem's and they are truly deep but that's good alot of my friends also right poetry but some only right about good stuff so i don't really like them but til i saw you're poetry i din't know ther were any truly good poetry on this site lol but thx for adding a comment on my page.
  
  nick
• gene88 on November 13, 2006

  there was a message posted when i logged in mentioning choosing a new name - was it for the group? - i'm not sure where this was or what tod do.
• requiempoet on November 12, 2006

  Cacophony of chaos
  
  My favorite most definately
• requiempoet on November 12, 2006

  I've always thought that Satans Code would be a interesting Author name...what do you have in mind

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