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i am truly sorry i have an athritic hip - must have been Gods plan - surely wans't mine
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love you u old moose xxxxxxx
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alan : Think Or Die - your synopsis on March 18
I find it somewhat confusing - that you - A Bukowski fan - (and a Kerouac fan) didnt rate this as a poem (only as a "RANT") - "So you want to be a writer" for example is a total rant..yet a briliant poem..The Kerouac you quote is superb..but a lot of his narrative and plot structure was completely mundane - He had moments like sparkled like diamonds (and the zeitgeist of capturing a particular feel aka The Doors in music) a decade later - and has been panned for "The Emperors New Clothes" eve since. Do I think Bukowski was a genius? - Undoubtably- and I would never claim to be anywhere near his level as a writer. His work will go down the generations for centuries. I don't think Kerouacs will tho. He was in the right place at the right time, one of the first EVER "celebrities" - he had the looks and, for the first time ever- the liberal press could print "Rebellion" in any way shape or form. The reason "On The Road" became so popular was that it was there at the right time.(Along with James Dean, Brando etc in film) .as the contraceptive pill was on its way (figuratively speaking)..as television became more affordable..as protest in America became rife..as the memories of WW2 started to fade..
Anyway I digress.
I'm standing up for my own piece of work here. - Only In the context that I think - the definition "RANT" has assumed a negative quality and I find that extremely dangerous. Without "rant" there would have been no (in no particular order) French Revolution - no Jesus kicking the moneylenders out the temple - No Copernicus - No Thomas Jefferson - No Che Guevara - No Ghandi - No Darwin - No Galileo - No Nelson Madela - No Bob Dylan (name a million you know what I mean)
The rant is for "Evolution" of the human psyche...The right to DEMAND better things..Many would happily rant and die than live and sew their lips together - I consider myself one of the former.
So - it may not be my best work - I admit. But it is honest and it is very difficult to write about a theme one has written about for decades.
However..
If one person ever says "It made me think about things" then it was worth the writing in itself.
Theirin lies the true integrity of writing.
"Real writers don't write for themselves - They write for everyone else BUT themselves" JAG
The poem in question i will tidy up. But the message I will preach through my work till I die. Plant a seed and a tree may grow. Plant complacency, lack of questioning and ignorance and only disaster will be the disciples.
Alan x
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alan : Baybee xxxxxxxxxxx on March 16
Thank you so much for your comment on my "rant"
I havent had a rant for ages and found it spiritually and mentally purifying xxx
Couple of great lines in there - need to tighten it up and it could be an Alan classic.inspired muchly too by your recent research and things you have told me (vocally and in your book writings) that really is starting to make it clearer (not just to us but the current young generation) that THEY ARE BENG LIED TO - DAY IN - DAY OUT..
"It is the duty of those who have taken years to recognize the clear sight of "Integrity" to offer an alternative to those most subject to the continued haze of "Gullability" JAG
and you can quote me on that  lol (gonna add that to me quotes - i like that one)
we need to teach em xxxxxxxxx
so they have a future
Per Aspira Ad Astra Angeleyes xxxxxx
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alan : My love For You on December 31, 2008
I love you
And I'm not the best writer in the world
I love you
And I'm not the best guitarist in the world
I love you
And I'm not the best lyricist in the world
I love you
And I'm not the best poet in the world
I love you
And I'm not the most stable guy in the world
I love you
And I'm not the most fucked up guy in the world
I love you
But I'm possibly a contender for having the most HUMILITY any human being can have..
"Humility is the finest spice..young people sense its value but cant buy it or even fathom a price....middle aged people would trade it in but never quite earned enough of it..the elderly have it in leaps and bound and would never sell it to anyone"
JAG
Because I do x
And for all you are
And
For what its worth..
This guy dotes on you xxx
(help bring out the genius..dont leave another one to die in the yard)
Profound or what? Mindwrecked Missus
stand by your man x
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I miss you. Guess we both tend toward busy, that is a good thing, providing we touch base every so often.  I hope life is treating you well? Me? Life is good. Apart from Washington Mutual going under and being purchased by JP Morgan Chase...as we wait to find out whether we are keeping our jobs. lol Well my dear Stay in touch would you please!!! xoxoxoxo Sarah  )
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alan : i love you angeleyes on September 3, 2008
Time has told me
You're a rare rare find
A troubled cure
For a troubled mind.
And time has told me
Not to ask for more
Someday our ocean
Will find its shore.
So I`ll leave the ways that are making me be
What I really don't want to be
Leave the ways that are making me love
What I really don't want to love.
Time has told me
You came with the dawn
A soul with no footprint
A rose with no thorn.
Your tears they tell me
There's really no way
Of ending your troubles
With things you can say.
And time will tell you
To stay by my side
To keep on trying
'til there's no more to hide.
So leave the ways that are making you be
What you really don't want to be
Leave the ways that are making you love
What you really don't want to love.
Time has told me
You're a rare rare find
A troubled cure
For a troubled mind.
And time has told me
Not to ask for more
For some day our ocean
Will find its shore.
(ND rip)
I love you and I know how hard you work for me to be able to get back from my illness..
Without your help I'd be dead..with your love i'll probably be strangled for snoring..some guys were born to lose..some people pluck the phoenix from the fire to be given a second chance...
In this world that no-one understands
In this vastness of intellect v time on the planet
in this equation of "why bother"
In this "stiff upper lip" fight against "bogeymen"
why do i bother?
because deep down there, there is a genius trying to heal
A little boy lost who was adopted - who do'esnt have a clue what to do but play guitar and sing and do quizzes..
But I have your love
And that is worth
A million torrents
In my brain
Alan
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I miss you, you skanky cow xx
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alan : Hey Ho...Lets go!!!!!!!!!!! on March 29, 2008
Paris?
You'd love it.....
40th x
(just give me 2 days to get there..)
Adore you my "Mindwrecked" co-habitee
Fuck Jess x
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You and I, friends forever and we haven't spoken for ages....how ya doin, Sweets?
xx Sarah
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alan : Moose requests the pleasure of Henrietti Moocow on January 16, 2008
I love you
I was made to love magic..you were made to take great photographs
you are cordially invited to several weekends in February to do fuck all but have some time with me, take pics, write,
etc
Never say goo to a boose  Henrietta Moukou
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Talia on December 31, 2007
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Talia on December 14, 2007
Just the two? YOu really should get the rest of the set too. Its not fitting just having 2
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Talia on December 2, 2007
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Talia on November 30, 2007
Oh I understand that, and the reason. She was pissed off cos I wouldn't give her her way. Never gave her any cause though for what she said and things.
If I reported it at work my life would be made hell anyways. So really, what is the point? Might just throw a sicky in so I don't have to work with her. Cos a 12hr shift is a long time, not sure if I can put up with her for another shift having her digs and calling me fat and that again.
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Talia on November 29, 2007
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Talia on November 28, 2007
Sorry had alot of shit going on. Work, getting bullied, you know same old shit lol
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Talia on November 27, 2007
You're right bossy bitch. You know, the scots are rubbing off on you. Not good mate!
I can't write nuffink. Just readin instead. Jut finished a book and half way through my next. If I keep going at the rate I a going to run out and will have to buy me more!!!
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Talia on November 25, 2007
Blow me the scotish manc is still alive 
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alan : I love you on October 21, 2007
why is this author great??????????
(excuse me Sonia me darlin but just logged on to leave yo a comment cos aint been on for ages and its "Testimonial subject" .."Why is this author great?"
what the fuck happened to allpoetry?
this used to be an amazing site where you could leave any message in a guestbook....now I have to say why "the author is GREAT??????"
Political correctness and a dumbfuck American generation fattened on pseudo-intellectual political bulshit lies,MacDonalds, big corporations, systematic fascism, bad spelling and right wing Neo-con Christian fundamentalism has made this site crap.
Why is George Bush great?????
cos you morons fell for his ignoble lies......go read your Plato
anyway that was a rant at AP not at you missus..
oops...I just read above you have to approve my comment before its shown...
1984? Winston Smith would be loving this..The bastion of free speech that was Allpoetry became room 101
Anyway...
love ya Mindwrecked collaborator extraordinaire xx
and for all you american idiots..
http://www.911revisited.com
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Talia on October 11, 2007
Hope you had a good birthday yesterday x
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infamous... now i'm intrigued as i know most of the infamous names... hehehhe
eh lass it'll be reet ... 
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Aye lass.. an Ashton girl thru and thru... wears fingerless gloves and no coat.... no tights and corned beef legs... lmao
ooh golly girl... what are we to do with our history... lololol
smiles
nowt like Ashton market though.. nope nopey nope..

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nope....
You do, you DO, YOU DO
( naa - na - naa - na - naaa )

the mouse
xx
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Talia on September 24, 2007
You upsetting these poor AP peeps mate? Fancy that!!!
I had a fantastic birthday... I couldn't have gotten any better. Well apart from telling someone I would smash their fucking face in if they didn't stop telling me to fuck off. They all got me well pished thought i was bad on sat, even worse on Sunday. I still felt half wrecked today lol
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I didn't mention blocking you, I havn't even responded to your ridiculous IM'S. I simply said I didn't like the poem you submitted, and you are mortally wounded. My 13 year old deals with her emotions better than that.
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Talia on September 24, 2007
You know Sonia, I been reading those poems we wrote together... We were canny good back in the day eh? LOL
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Talia on September 23, 2007
OMW
Remind me not to come by this page again when I am pissed ok? LOL
I couldn't even understand that rubbish lol
As for the McCanns... Thats one thing I can't understand, how they still have the twins??
No one in their right mind would go out in a strange country and leave 3 kids in an apartment drugged and by themselves. I couldn't care less if they were only just across the street... Especailly when in resorts like that they usually have baby sitting facilities.
Like I said before too, why not answer all the questions they were asked? I mean yea they could have been some rather unwarrented ones in there, but still if it was your baby who'd gone missing you'd answer anything thrown at you... Or give up anything they asked you for as evidence.
Plus sme of the things that was said at the beginning didn't tie in with what they are saying now.
Put it this way, if one of my sisters kids ever went missing, you'd have to just totally knock her out she'd be hysterical... I think they have just gotten way too much publicity out of all this for one. Everyone wants the bairn to be ok... We would all love her to be found safe and sound. They shouldn't have left them in the first place.
Which would lead to a shit load of guilt... You know i could go on and on and on. From what I have read, and seen about them. They just don't look like 2 people who have just lost a kid. To me anyways, but thats my personal opinion.
Like you said, if it had been anyone else they'd be up shit creek without a paddle. I just really can't get my head around it... its just madness
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Talia on September 22, 2007
welllllllllllll it was my birthday on the 22nd and you always promise to ringme sobs I had a fab birthday and everyone made me feel so specail. I am telling ya it was great I been off for the week too and I am off nxtt weektii
and i am trying really hard to type properly here cos I am utterly pished as a newt
Love ya
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Talia on September 19, 2007
I have always said that there was something not right with those from the begining. In one sense I hope they never had anything to do with it, because i think this will take a toll on humanity, after everything people have done for them... In another sense, why aren't they co-operating with the cops? If it was my kid and I had nothing to do with her dissapearance then I would do anything they asked...
Just strikes me strange how they can keep so calm, and fly around the world leavng their other 2 children with someone else. Who would let them out of their sight after what happened to them????
Still say there is something dodgey
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aye read my new one, wench bag lol no but seriously, could you? lol it needs editing but just need to see if its ok before I waste anymore time on it.
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awwwwwwwwwwwwww yesh, me mishes ya heapsh. lol
I am off in september too, what do you mean I get too much feckin time off? This is my first week this year, wench bag!!! Wish I could afford to go on holiday
But oh, well!!!
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Acccccccccccccccccccccccctually, I will be 28 next month LOL
See so I am getting closer, but you'll be getting further away soon. Cos its your birthday in 2 month aswell lmao
I'm all right, went to bingo last night, and we shouted 3 times.
I am off on Holiday this week too. First time I never woke up at an ungodly hour, and I get woken up by Linzi, wanting me to look after the kids. Ugh! I swear!!!
How are you??
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Madispiacha : Open Mic and Photography! on June 5, 2007
Hey Sonia, How's good old life treating you?
I'm grand, we've got the open mic tonite as you well know! Come along if you wish or if you are waiting on Alan to nail his stuff fair enough! Can you ask him to bring me a copy of the album tonite if he can? I'm desperate to hear it and i've told a good few friends about it who want to hear it also!
Did Alan mention to you about the photography? My dad is a semi-proffesional photographer and he takes pictures of Wedding's, Communion's, Birthday's etc and in the near future he would be looking for someone who could fill in for him at an event if for some reason he was unable to make it! He currently charges around about £600 for a wedding which is about half of what the majority of other photographers out there charge and obviously if you were to cover a wedding for example the £600 would be yours!
Let me know what you think about that and we'll take it from there! My dad is a very nice man not a businessman so he won't be looking to take any fees or anything stupid like that from you for providing the business! You do it you get paid simple as!
Cheers honey!
Mark
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Do you Ever check your bloody e-mails woman!!!! YOu ask if I am alive, but have sent you a few e-mails and have I got any in return??????????? Noooooooooooooooooo
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Hey Sonia,
The open mic went great last night! I really think that we are starting to get somewhere now! It's such a relief! It's not a problem telling people from your work tell everyone and anyone the only rule i have is simple: NO ARSEHOLES!
If you say the people are sound then I'm very happy to invite them along and hope they enjoy it!
See you again soon,
Take Care
Mark
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Madispiacha : Oneills Open mic nite again! on May 15, 2007
Hey Sonia,
Can you tell Alan that I have another Open mic tonite in O'neills and i'd appreciate it greatly if you and him and any friends could come along and play a little! Your support would be very welcome!
Also ask Alan to bring his CD even if it is a rough copy!
Hope Alls well!
Mark
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It has been a while - I do hope you are well
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Hey Sonia,
Wasn't sure if you'd check this before your email so i got you on both! I'm back in Glasgow for a month or two and i'm goin to O'neill Open mic tonite if you and alan fancy it?
If not let's get a nite arranged, i sent ma mobile to yer email!
ps get alan to send me some of his music and i'll look into gigs!
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Oh rub it in ya wench ya!!! Hope ya get sun burn on ya arse lol
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Finally! Someone relating properly to Mayakovsky: I should have known it would be you...
Howdy.
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Yo, sister, bri-ong on the love revolution!.
Love is the only thing that is real, anyway, so we might as well (better than going to hell).
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Talia : tis I here! on November 21, 2006
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Talia on October 29, 2006
whats that? the eifel tower? are we feeling french like? altho saying that living in scotland do you know what the fuck you are???
And yes i is here and proud
you ok?
anyways off to check e-mail and if there isn't one from the witch then you gonna get a mail full of abuse 
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pounces thru your authorpage with skull mask on ...
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Heminway... Shemingway
just what have they got,
well granted a lot,
and I be in remiss,
no reminder, had I not
noted to mind it,
still what have they
mind you. On our very
own --- Emily Cat
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