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Name: Ralph
Age: 18
Sex: M
Birthdate: November 12
Location: Philipines

About me: uhmm about me there nothins speacial just an ordinary teenager

Who i want to met: with the same attitude like mine

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How should I say?
That I never want anything to change
If I rearrange the pieces of broken down flame
Do you believe in me?
Because I'm not sure
I believe in anything, anymore

We cut the pieces in
Make me understand
Why can't we move any faster?
Losing all the demands
I broken all my plans
This year was a disaster

What should I do?
When I never thought anything would come true
The solution for the broken down abuse
I'm waiting for, fading for
To let me fall on through
I'm getting closer
To letting go, letting go of you

We cut the pieces in
Make me understand
Why can't we move any faster?
Losing all the demand
I broken all my plans
This year was a disaster

What you don't know
Will only make things worse

We cut the pieces in
Make me understand
Why can't we move any faster?
Losing all the demands
I broken all my plans
This year was a disaster

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accept me for who i am
love for what i am
coz i dont have any guarantee

black is what you see in me
empty inside and out
black and empty, cursed

dont come any closer
i just dont want you to be here
you can leave me now
i need some space
for my own world to know

im still confused for what you have done in me

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"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing.
I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.

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FRIENDS: FAKE OR REAL????

FAKE FRIENDS: try to make you do something you don't want to
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you don't have regrets
FAKE FRIENDS: call your parents Mr./Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
REAL FRIENDS: would sit next to you saying "Dang.... we screwed up... but that crap was fun!"
FAKE FRIENDS: never ask for food
REAL FRIENDS: are the reasons you never have food
FAKE FRIENDS: borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: keep you stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
FAKE FRIENDS: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: will kick the whole crowds but that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: walk right in and scream " Hey!! I'M HOME!!"
FAKE FRIENDS: are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: will take your drink away when they think you've had enough
REAL FRIENDS:will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Drink the rest of that you know we don't waste nothin!
FAKE FRIENDS: will talk crap to the person who talks crap about you
REAL FRIENDS: will knock them out
FAKE FRIENDS: would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it back

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What A Kiss Means

Kiss on the stomach-----"I love you"
Kiss on the Forehead ----"I hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm corny"
Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"

What the gesture means...

Holding Hands ---"We definitely love each other"
Holding on tight ---"I don't want to let go"
Looking into each other's Eyes ---"I just plain love you"
Playing with Hair ---"Tell me you love me"
Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you

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To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that took time to do what she wanted to do.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours
just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful
no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared
through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything
so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her
when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy
even if you are not with her.

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Place an X by all the things you've done, or remove the X from the ones you have not, and send it to all of your friends. This is for your entire life!
(x) Smoked a cigarette
(x) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() Been arrested
() Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
() Been to Canada
() Been to Florida
() Been to Mexico
() Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
() Been on the opposite side of the country
() Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
() Played cops and robbers
() Recently colored with crayons
() Sang karaoke badly
() paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
() Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
() Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
() Written a letter to Santa Claus
() Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire on the beach
(x) Crashed a party
() Gone roller-skating
() Ice-skating
() started a mosh pit
(x) own a knife
(x) ran away for more then a day
() get in a fight and lost
() get in a fight a won
() get a new girlfriend
() get dumped
() get smaked then dumped
() smack some one then dump em
() go to court
() go to jail
() get picked up by the cops
() tell a cop to :go to hell, go fuck him /her self ect...
() own a gun
(x) love some one
(x) hate some one
(x) love and hate some one ..what?
(x) think some one loves you
(x) think some ones hates you
() is gay
() is lez
() is bi
() is gay but no ones knows
() is lez but know one knows
() is bi but know one knows
() isnt any of them
() is beat by mom or dad
() works out
() has a tattue
(x) is goth
(x) is emo
(x) is something
() is an alien
(x) is "idk"
() has ever been in boot camp
() ever been to juvy
() loves life
(x) hates life(well parts of it anyway)
(x) wants to die
() wants to live
(x) wants to die but not kill them self
() wants to kill them self
(x) has ever cut
() likes to cut
() loves to cut
() fuckin loves to cut
() thinks cutting is wrong
(x) thinks cutting helps
() is a drama king/queen
(x) dosnt care what people think
() cares what people think
(x) has more then 1 friend
(x) has a best friend
() is a goody goody
() is a bad ass
() has gone out with a girl for over a month
(x) beleves in one gf one bf relation ships
() has some one to talk to

() think your smart

(x) think your dumb

() think ur cool

() think your lame

() liked this thingy?
() disliked this thingy

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Girl: Do I cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: What would you choose...me or your life?
Boy: My life

The girl starts to run away, but the boy grabs her arm and says 'you dont cross my mind because your always on my mind, I dont like you because I love you, I dont want you because i need you, I wouldnt cry if you left because i would die if you left, I wouldnt do anything for you because i would do everything for you, I chose my life because your always in it.

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