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I have come up with two solutions to getting out of my pain: Running away or suicide...


Abandoned Angel

Left alone in the dark,
Abandoned by all.
Left alone in the cold,
See her as she falls.

An angel abandoned
By warmth and by love,
As she lies there, see her reach
To the heavens above.

See her weep as she begs.
See her cry as she pleads.
See her body scratched up.
See her wings as they bleed.

She calls out for comfort,
But no one is there.
No one can hear her,
Or perhaps just don't care.

An angel abandoned
By beauty and grace.
You can see it in her eyes,
And her poor somber face.

She cries out for warmth,
Compassion and love,
But no one can hear,
Save the heavens above.

She sits in the dark.
She sits in the cold.
She wonders now how long
Until her every dream is sold.

An angel abandoned
By comfort and love,
Accompanied now only
By the soft singing of a dove.

The sound of a raven.
The caw of crow.
All feeling the loneliness
Of the angel in the snow.

In mourning and loss,
In sorrow they sing.
The can bear it no more,
And off they take wing.

An angel abandoned
By even the birds.
All she really wants
Is a few soft loving words.

Dwelling in darkness.
Dwelling in tears.
Praying the sun
Will come up as dawn nears.

Praying for hope,
For a new day to come,
For one day at last
Have this sorrow undone!


Hey, people! I'm alone in the dark and I feel like I'm dying. My mother hates me! I have three dads and the one I live with (Rocky) hates me even more than my mother. They're thinking of sending me to a physco ward. *cries alil bit*
I have a problem with cutting. I just cant stop!

I LUV music! I can't live without it! ...well I cant live easily either lol.

Do you know what it feels like to want to die? Have you ever held a knife to your chest to kill yourself, but couldn't because you are scared of death? I have. Yes I know. I have problems. Even my own boyfriend says that I do. -glares at him-

Things I'm addicted to:
-Knives
-Fire
-Sharpies
-Snakes
-Wolves
-Popcorn
-Blood

My mottos: 1. Raindrops taste like tears without the pain.
2. I'm positive that being negative can never hurt.
3. Overly cheerful people arn't actually cheerful, they just pretend to be. (p.s. what's the point of being cheerful if your life sux?!)
4. Hopes are shattered and dreams are crushed, so what's the point?
5. Smiles wouldn't be very attractive if there weren't frowns too.
6. If "beauty is in the eye of the beholder" than how come I see nothing when I look in the mirror?
7. Let no one in, let nothing out.
8. Dying is painless... It's living that hurts...
9. It's pain that reminds us that we're alive

I don't have a religion. I can't bring myself to believe in God. If there was a God, then why do horrible things happen to people every freakin day! So don't try to convince me that he is real, because I will never believe you!

I hate racist people! It shouldn't matter if I'm black, or hispanic, or asian, or japanese, or gay, or a woman! It just shouldn't matter

I LOVE to read! My favorite book is Looking for Alaska! It's pretty perverted and stuff but other than that it is really good!

Wolf form: blood-colored, auburn, and black paws.

I have strawberry blonde hair (more red than anything else.) I have grey eyes and pale skin.

I cry alot, because my life sucks!
I have a bf and he's nice, but he's happy while I'm sad. I guess that's a good idea, since I'm dark. But...ugh, I don't know anymore

I love wolves!

This is a really good poem that I found online:

You're a dark angel
Malicious and mean
The injuries you give me
Cannot be seen

You're hurtful and spiteful
Cruel and cold
You belittle me every chance you get
My soul you have sold

I'm always wrong
You're always right
You control every
Decision in sight

You are perfect and wonderful
I just can't compete
As you continue to control my life
I admit defeat

But dark angel is a part of me
It's that negative voice inside my head
But as i gain more confidence
That voice will soon be dead.


I love this poem too:

I have a dark angel who visits me sometimes,
She has left her mark by ugly swollen line,
She comes in the darkness when things are so bad,
She stares into my eyes and makes me mad
She takes my soul and she gives it away,
She sends me out by myself to play,
She sends me out, out in the drak rain,
It is this darkness that sends me blindly insane,
She takes my hand and she holds it tight,
She knows not any form of light,
She has a favorite color that she loves to see,
But in the form of a liquid her color must be,
She watches me hurt, she watches me cry,
She sits in silence whle my pain i defy,
She says nothing, for she can not speak,
She is in control of me, for I am too weak,
Her clothes are dark, but her wings are dyed,
With the color that my lines have cried,
The color of evil, the color of death,
The color my lines have always wept,
You will find my life on the tips of her wings,
When deep in the darkness my pain she brings.

(and this one)
Angel of darkness

You rip through the daylight with your black wings

You sit apon your thrown of shadows

And look down on this world of light

You wish to make it your own

Dark angel

You won't rest till it's yours

You make plans to tack it by force

You don't care who it'll hurt

You spred your darkness across this brite plant

Dark king

It's finaly yours

You took it by force

It is no longer a world of light

But...

A world of darkness

A kingdome of shadows

It will stay dark forever

And day will never come

You take your rightful place as king

Gardien

Ruler of this new world


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I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a *bunny*
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up *bunny*.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a *bunny*
I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a *bunny*.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking *bunny*.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible *bunny*.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be *bunny* them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a *bunny*.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.
I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL ao I MUST be gay.
I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian.
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie.

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I am a free person! Free to do as I will and I will not take orders from anyone, unless that is what I please!

Don't judge me, cuz I'm dark!

Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others

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That One Person

There is always gonna be
That one person that no matter
What they do or what they say
or how many times they may hurt you
You just can't let them go because
They just mean so much to you

If you have ever loved someone so
much, then put this on you page in
memory of them

Fill this *cough*stuipd*Cough* thing out if u want to.
( ) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
( ) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke badly
( ) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating
( ) started a mosh pit
(x) own a knife
( ) ran away for more then a day
( ) get in a fight and lost
(x) get in a fight a won
(x) get a new girlfriend/boyfriend
( ) get dumped
( ) get smaked then dumped
( ) smack some one then dump em
(x) go to court
( ) go to jail
( ) get picked up by the cops
( ) tell a cop to :go to hell, go *bunny* him /her self ect...
(x) own a gun
(x) love some one
(x) hate some one
(x) love and hate some one ..what?
(x) think some one loves you
(x) think some ones hates you
( ) is gay
( ) is lez
( ) is bi
( ) is gay but no ones knows
( ) is lez but know one knows
( ) is bi but know one knows
( ) isint any of them
( ) has a fagot parent
( ) is beat by mom or dad
( ) works out
( ) has a tattoo
(x) is goth
(x) is emo
(x) is something
( ) is an alien
(x) is "idk"
( ) has ever been in boot camp
( ) ever been to juvy
( ) loves life
(x) hates life
(x) whants to die
(x) whants to live
(x) whants to die but not kill them self
(x) whants to kill them self
(x) has ever cut
( ) likes to cut
( ) loves to cut
( ) *bunny*in loves to cut
( ) thinks cutting is wrong
( ) thinks cutting helps
( ) is a drama king/queen
(x) dosnt care what pepol think
(x) cares what pepol think
(x) has more then 1 friend
(x) has a best friend
( ) is a goody goody
( ) is a bad *bunny*
(x) has gone out with a girl/boy for over a month
( ) beleves in one gf one bf relation ships
( ) has some one to talk to

(x) think your smart

(x) think your dumb

( ) liked this thingy?
( ) disliked this thingy
( ) had someone try to kill you
(x) been whipped with a belt
( ) had a cop throw you at his/her car
( )been to a mental hospital
(X)can be evil
( ) is an angel
(X) is a devil
( ) loves to draw
( ) loves to sing
( ) has your tongue peirced
( ) has your lip peirced
( ) is beatin all the time



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My brother: Deathwolf Tasagka
and my bf: ToxicWaffles