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Night fall.
Tumbling wall.
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Everyday passes by.
But still the same thing happens.
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You are the girl, the one for me.
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Everything's covered up in lies
When underneath are hidden cries
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Cry, cry, cry.....Cry
That's all there is to do
by DarkLotus4Life.
80 lines,
on Jan 28 9:37 PM 2008. In Emo, Personal, Thoughts, Life, Death, Suicidal, Pain, Anger, Depressed, Lyrics
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With every breath I take I can feel the pain,
Living it over again & again...
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I'm sick of this lyfe,
I'm tired of the pain...
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Gazing into the rift of space , I see stars ,
I see planets ,
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she catches her breath, and trys not to scream.
the scabbs fade away, alongside her dreams.
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She cries in her room,
being called a mistake,
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For two years
She was there.
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As I'm sitting in this pitch black room.
I'm wondering why the lights aren't on.
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I still remember feeling
But it's not so clear
by DarkLotus4Life.
31 lines, 8 comments,
on Jan 3 11:57 AM 2008. In Personal, Love, Life, Sad, Dark, Pain, Death, Emo, Suicidal, Depression, Lyrics
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The scabbs fade away, along side her dreams.....
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I hate living in this hell.
I can’t escape from myself or the world around me.
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I carved a cross into my chest,
I used a razor blade.
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If I feel in a river right before your eyes
Would you try to save my life
by DarkLotus4Life.
18 lines, 1 comment,
on Dec 30 5:19 AM 2007. In Personal, Love, Thoughts, Life, Sad, Dark, Pain, Emo, Suicidal, Depression, Sadness
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It's my own way to deal with depression
Your 'trying to help me' causes frustration
by DarkLotus4Life.
21 lines, 3 comments,
on Dec 29 8:54 AM 2007. In Personal, Thoughts, Life, Sad, Dark, Emo, Message, Depression, Anger, Suicidal, Pain
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Help me now!
I can't live one more day.
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I'm lost in this life
Angry at this world
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I'm lying here oblivious
but somehow I still here
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I am tired and sick and sick and tired of everything, especially me;
To smart for my own good, I talk without being heard, and hear without listening;
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I want it so badly and yet
I can't bring myself to do it.
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As i hang here being forgotten,
I look around at those who were once just like me,
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The night so dark
The water so still
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She's all alone tonight
Tears fall from her eyes
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I feel so alone, nothing seems to matter.
I feel like my soul is slowly slipping away, never to return.
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so i bleed all my
worry...fear..insucrites away
in the crimson flow
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As i dig the razor deep inside my skin,
I watch the blood seep from the wounds i've engraved,
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Crash and burn
That's what we'll do
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a black rose for you
and a bullet for me
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My shameless stupidy,
It is showing everywhere,
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Coming to a fork in the road / Needing to choose which route to take / One leads to death / The other to life / Will life get better than it is? / Is there really a point to carrying on? / Do I really deserve to d
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Depression haunts me everywhere I go. / Leaving me hopeless. / Leaving me cold. / My body is torn, bloody, and battered. / My soul is lost and forever shattered. /
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I feel hate rising higher / But then it's sinking lower / The pain I feel is dark / I wish that it was over / It seems like something happened / Like a knife has just been stabbed / Pushing farther int
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I KNEW I COULDN'T STOP IT FROM HAPPENING / EVEN I TRIED FOR JUST ANOTHER DAY / THE DISAPPOINTMENT IN YOUR EYES / THE PAINFUL SIGHS YOU THINK I DIDN'T HEAR / I KNOW IM NOT WHAT YOU DREAMED OF / IM NOWHERE NEAR AS GOO
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you look at me, / I wonder why. / there's nothing special, / thats no lie. / all this time i've, / been standing here. / i cant move due to, / overwhelming fear. / I'm not real bad, / I'm just a fake.
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All the time, I look at you, / I think about, what you put me through. / My hatred burns, so much inside, / Why do I, pretend to hide? / My hands are cold, my breath is fire, / you stop me, from my desire. / The r
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SHE SAiD HELL0. / HE SAiD G00DBYE. / SHE SAiD i L0VE Y0U. / HE SAiD A LiE. / SHE WANTS T00 BE HAPPY. / HE WANTS HER T00 DiE. / i GUESS iN THE END... / HE G0T HiS HAPPY ENDiNG
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SHE'S DYiNG. / Y0U CAN'T SEE. / Y0U LAUGHED. / WHiLE SHE CRiED. / Y0U THiNK iT'S FUNNY. / SHE THiNKS iT'S W0RTH DYiNG 0VER. / S00 YEAH. / THiNK AB0UT iT. / WATCH THE NEWS. / WHEN Y0U HEAR iT. / WHEN Y0U HE
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i SAiD i DiDN'T CARE. i LiED. / i SAiD i W0ULD BE FiNE. i LiED AGAiN. / i SAiD iT W0ULDN'T MATTER. W00PS i LiED. [[ AGAiN ]] / SEE THE TRUTH W0N'T EVEN MATTER N0W. / Y0U'RE G0NE. / WE'RE THRU. / THE TRUTH iS
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Tonight is the night / The night where all pain ends / The never ending darkness surrounding me / I will end it now / I will pick up my knife / And start to cut / I will cut long and hard / Making my crimso
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I wish i had an angel / For one moment of love / I wish i had your angel / Your Virgin Mary undone / I'm in love with my lust / Burning ang
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To much pain to overcome- / I remain here-alone and numb. / Sometimes I no longer care if I live- / Or die… / I simply have nothing left to give. / I don't
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We have divided our hands / To derive God from lines left to write. / I am the unbelievable truth of trusting myself. / Amongst the ropes we hang the world / And I no longer need the feet to stand. / Weaker kne
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Clouds are brooding, / dark and black, / raging through these burning veins. / Eye's of death bleed down my face, / scars upon my pale, whi
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