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Years has passed since I have felt like this, Since I have felt an emptiness within.
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I've been down this road before, Unsure where to find the words.
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So many feelings are rushing through, I'm mad, Sad and hopeless.
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For this poem, I will occasionally add "thought segments", thus it will be an ongoing poem... Many revision/additions will take place.
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It's every step I take And all the moves I make
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Your like a stranger to me I feel it's something that will come in due time
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my heart beats out of control and my lungs refuse to breathe
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u say u love me and i try to believe
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could we combine our two worlds?
i pray so.
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Slowely dying Holding back tears
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You know that place
where all you want to do
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Where are my missing pieces? I look everywhere,
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Curled tightly into
scenes of long lost night.
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Sitting in the dark No where to hide
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Death be taught Death be true
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What is wrong with me Why am I this way
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It's been so long, since i've felt this way.
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I tried to make myself believe That I didn't like you
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Paranoia's all I got left I don't know what to do
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You can look up, or you can look down
You can soar in the sky, or you can drown
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Thinking of the party
And hanging with you
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I look at you
With those extreamly confussed eyes
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I want more than anything
Just to know me
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I'm lost in the dark Without a light
Shattered and broken Some where in the night
by DarkLotus4Life.
35 lines, 4 comments,
on Jan 2 9:01 AM 2008. In Personal, Life, Sad, Dark, Pain, Depressed, Emo, Confussion, Lost, Lyrics
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Whispers in the wind sound like yelling in my ear, when crickets play there sweet luliby explotions are what i hear, the crackling of the fire sounds like blood thirsty screams, the sounds of the ocean sound more like the cra
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What is this i hear
Of me and you so perfect
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You don't even know what love is.
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Is it any wonder
that I've been suicidal
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There's an enormous puddle at my feet
Each drop that created this puddle has
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How do I learn to resist your bliss? / You were the only there all that time. / Those night when I was being raped and beaten, / You were by my side, allowing me to live. / You allowed me to feel when I was numb,
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I can't replay / Replay / Replay / Are you hitting replay? / Replay? / Replay? / Or are you merely messing with me? / Still standing here / On the sidewalk / Half way to work, /
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thought you love me,but i don't know
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Daddy your my hero, Daddy your my friend. Daddy what are you doing. WHat is that in your hand? / / What is that huge puff of smoke. eww why does it smell so bad!? Daddy i dont understand whats that green stuff in that b
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I could tell you that I love you but that would be a lie
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Decaying flesh burns under a bleeding sun Tormented souls scream for beating hearts
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Swimming through a razorblade river, Letting the edges slice the flesh.
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Asume again just like you did back then, Maybe then I'll be better.
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Sometimes living is a lot like dying, If you do it everyday,
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There have been times, many times, Times of death, and of life,
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Take the bade to my skin, Smile as I drown in the sin,
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Twist me to fit your mold, br
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My friend Ana
She is strong
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