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This is a poem about Mary-Lynn Trader.
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It's about anxiety for a test or an exam.
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Telephone rings
In the hall below.
In my room
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Sitting up beside the bedroom table / Staring out the window to the sky / Longing for you to come on home / Your military service, to pass
by Star-of-David
79 lines, 7 comments,
on Jul 16 4:02 AM 2007. In Contest, Hope, Faith, Life, Contemporary, War, Pain, Anxiety, Sad, Thoughts, Love
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these days, hate doesn't just come in one word / i never feel it, i've only seen it / something so nautious, / something so worthless / a f
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My Hand burning threw my writing / My school work piled / A pencil that broke during a test / The mean looks I get / My life as a whole / L
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when i grow up / I want to be / a / a what / who / when / someone maybe noone / if any one / if you can do more than / those / before / do more / maybe / a third generation carpenter / what
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Terrible Feelings / Filled with shame or guilt / Never sure how decisions were spilt. / Turn back time / For just a moment. / Look deeply inside / To where reasoning may hide. / Bite back over-ana
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Plunged down deep / Down deep within / Right through the heart / Im stabbed / Now I’m spinning / In the endless dark / Down through the tunnel / Down into the abyss / Shards of glass / Cut me from within
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Close your eyes, / shut down your mind, / tense your muscles, / feet on the floor, / feel it beneath you, / people talking, / muffled to humming, / quiet to the ringing, / the ringing in your ears, / hands g
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This reality of mine is not so kind, / I play the musice loud to blot out my mind. / / When the anxiety first arouses I want to run in fea
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I'm being sucked into death. / I'm being shifted to fear. / I'm lost without your breath, / and you're no longer near. / / My life's erased before my eyes. / My heart trembles at the near
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I feel a wave rush over me, i know the time is soon to come.
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I come home waiting… expecting a voice… Even if it be artificial…it is welcome…but all is silent
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Dear Anxiety, Without you...there would be no gravity,
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perhaps i'll forget to forget these songs and words. each refrain makes me want to fall faster. i told myself not to, but every
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"I'll love you forever and ever, "we'd say But we never knew how quick it would come to be
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I smile. And my mind is wound around every thought that passes through.
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-Release the hounds from the skull- -Drill a hole and drain the well-
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The silence threatens to swallow me whole
But I'm already gone
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I know who I am... Who are you? Do you have some strange side effects too?
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An attempt to write a descriptive poem about a nightmare blending into reality.
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My Mask The mirror is my enemy
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About keeping my emotions hidden from myself because the pain is so unbearable. I lock away the pain and hide behind my mask.
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addiction, want, drinking
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A night sky barged in, Causing placid daylight to scamper away in doleful shame
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You dried the floods And saved my last breath
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I suffer chronic depression and severe anxiety attacks. This poem is an attempt to capture the moment of intense emotion.
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