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"Dear Toki, i'm sorry for what i'm doing to you, you didn't do anything, i did. My mistake was making friends. I knew I would hurt someone i loved so much, but it's to late, i hurt you, and i love you."
Your Suic
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Slowly each day as the lines fade away
Nothing I can do and nothing I can say
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I stand on the threshold, the yawning precipice,
wondering what I did to deserve all of this.
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Always falling.
Never stopping.
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These torture rods God gave
Used to be so fun to play
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Tuesdays and Thursdays, I see her
running blank-faced and lock-jawed,
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Now I'm going to smile more
because I finally found my smile.
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Below the surface, just under control,
unreasoning, feral, righteous anger.
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I'm beaten, driven, made to do bad things,
need it, want it, consequences be damned.
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Dear my one true love Marijuana:
We met so young. We had a false since of love. You made me believe that no one but you and your friends would love me. I got so caught up in you
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Yes I'm a quitter and proud of it,
putting away the Alcohol, to God I submit.
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Take our hand, the one held out to set you free,
Heaven wont forsake you, neither will we.
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I sit alone in my room,
dark eyes shunning the light.
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Life is tough, life's a bitch,
sometimes I wish I had the master switch.
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So, they promise me flowers at the end of time
Say keep holding on and follow this line
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Blank page waiting to be painted with words
No longer do I feel that rage that once would have slain this page
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you feel your mind slipping...
wiltering
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Like a beast in a cage
Pace the floor in a rage
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he brought you home from somewhere
he never should have been
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When I see you smile
and know that it is not for me,
that is when I will miss you most.
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An Alcoholic/Addict I had no clue,
where my life was going, what to do.
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People Pull You Down
People Fall Apart
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An army joins your side
Drawing their weapons
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ED is a tosser
no doubt about that
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If you are lost and alone
If you can smell the devil's breath
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Rock bottom is like the bottom of a swimming pool. The pool may be 10 feet deep, or 50. If it's 10 feet deep, you can probably make it to t
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the magic number i am told
one he has not yet surpassed
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Client File 0209356, just another NY methadone clinic / Patient reports sanity intact, reports drop in dosage low impact / Seems to handle
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I have a revenge that's overdue. / Everything because of you. / Every insult you threw. / Every hate that grew. / Every foul thing / You ma
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With my other lover, it was easy, tolerable / psychological abuse, dirty deals, emotional violence, sick fantasies / infidelity, unfinished business, broken promises, paranoia / With my other lover, it bordered on
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Walking my dog Boo / I see used syringe in dirt / I turn away, sick
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There's a lucky penny on his breakfast tray
and Joshua laughs.
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The soreness of this confession, / has me tainted with obession. / Escape lies from my depression, / through repression, through repression. / Releasing fond winking smiles, / The connection stretches miles.
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what is it that you think of / as you inject poison into your vein? / do you hope for everlasting happiness? / or do you wish to stop the pain? / do you ever stop to think / of all that you have l
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Rise above these feelings. / Try not to fall. / There is hope. / Although you think theres none at all. / Believe I've been there. / Trust me when I say this. / Self injury isn't the way to rid these ur
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Addiction is an awful thing. It destroys families.
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