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Blood rushes to my head, all thoughts are wild,
an elemental craving takes control.
by Griswold
26 lines, 14 comments,
on Aug 28 11:22 PM. In Contest, Personal, Abuse, Recovery, Drugs, Crack, Thoughts, Hope, Message
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my love for you has disapated from the lies you have created
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I found a broken angel
it fell because of me
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My life was: Isolated desolation
surrounded by many people, so called friends.
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Two roads slowly converged
Upon one another
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she gave him money
he bought drugs
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Wicked hangovers every morning
Head in hands, I pray for relief
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For many years I lived my life all wrong,
drinking, drugs, staying up for days on end.
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im sitting here once again
trying to fight the urge.
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Cultivate compassion
Find serenity, strength
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"Dear Toki, i'm sorry for what i'm doing to you, you didn't do anything, i did. My mistake was making friends. I knew I would hurt someone i loved so much, but it's to late, i hurt you, and i love you."
Your Suic
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Slowly each day as the lines fade away
Nothing I can do and nothing I can say
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I stand on the threshold, the yawning precipice,
wondering what I did to deserve all of this.
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Always falling.
Never stopping.
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These torture rods God gave
Used to be so fun to play
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Tuesdays and Thursdays, I see her
running blank-faced and lock-jawed,
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Now I'm going to smile more
because I finally found my smile.
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Below the surface, just under control,
unreasoning, feral, righteous anger.
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I'm beaten, driven, made to do bad things,
need it, want it, consequences be damned.
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Dear my one true love Marijuana:
We met so young. We had a false since of love. You made me believe that no one but you and your friends would love me. I got so caught up in you
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Yes I'm a quitter and proud of it,
putting away the Alcohol, to God I submit.
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Take our hand, the one held out to set you free,
Heaven wont forsake you, neither will we.
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I sit alone in my room,
dark eyes shunning the light.
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Life is tough, life's a bitch,
sometimes I wish I had the master switch.
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