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Your failing, you see
much bigger then the rest
failing is no option you mustn't give in.
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break my broken, broken into a million pieces,
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1.get up and instantly sad you already know this day will be bad
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i'm fat i shake the ground when i walk
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i'm a failure, ---- a gluttonous whale
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summer is fast approaching these chunks and bulks are still encroaching
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tomorrow Ana i'll start brand new
i'll be strong driven and more like you
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I felt pretty again
Now that i've stopped i dont cry in the mirror
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Hunger pains rip and tear at my stomach.
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Stop watching me. Stop scrutinizing every
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slipping the blade inbetween my skin.
touch my stick my finger down my throat.
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Don’t let me go,
You know that you need me…
by Want2BHappy
60 lines, 8 comments,
on Mar 26 6:43 AM. In Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts, Giving In, ED, Eating Disorder, Bulimia, Mia, Struggle
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Your full of vanity,
But you need to wake up to reality.
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I pray to her when I am weak in will
Take daily communion of water and diet pills
Pennence means exercising until I drop
by Raven Vladislav
35 lines, 8 comments,
on Mar 14 3:59 AM. In Anorexia, Bullemia, Eating Disorder, diet, ED, thinspiration, thinspo, Ana, Mia, Dark
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an eternal self pessimism,
with a thick, honey sweet, optimism for others
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A simple diet.
A quiet riot.
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The days go by, As I sit asking why
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she sits alone at night the war is still raging on
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my beautiful bones
proundly standing out
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To laugh and enjoy
Things that should mean a lot,
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she can smile as everyone sees, but what is underneath? she sits down with food in front of her, but does she eat?
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can anyone see the tears glisten in her eyes as she lies?
can anyone see what she hides?
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Those little infidelities
that slip from the prongs of a fork
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Quick to the toilet in a rush,
All is gone with a simple flush...
by Panicked-Puppet-xXx
29 lines, 2 comments,
on Feb 26 10:39 PM. In Bulimia, Anorexia, Pain, Sad, Personal, Eating Disorder, Bones, Teenager, Emo, Hate
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So razor blade, razor blade
Sing me to sleep
by Want2BHappy
49 lines, 25 comments,
on Feb 25 6:09 AM. In Dark, Life, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts, Cutting, Self harm, ED, Eating disorder
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and as the blood rushed, rushed from my head, from my arms
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Looking at herself in the mirror brings nothing but tears to her eyes.
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She walk away from this mirrow, of sadness and breaking dreams.
by LoveHate
30 lines, 3 comments,
on Feb 22 1:44 PM. In Sad, Pain, Suicide, Escape, Teen issues, Loss, Depression, eating disorder, Longing
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look in the mirror
what reflects is a mannequinn
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Food can be evil
It tempts me with lies
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Scars all over my body
Hate, pain, despair
Is what they embody
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Not a bite,
A good girl will never swallow –
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Here I am once again, bowing before my porcelain
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The silence holds your heart-wrenching screams that never make it past your open mouth
by glitterydoom
47 lines, 6 comments,
on Feb 8 8:09 AM. In Angst, Pain, Personal, Sad, Dark, Thoughts, Weird, Life, Bulimia, eating disorder
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she steps onto the scale completely naked save for the tell-tale wristband,
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Everyday, theres these voices
who always seem to be there
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Before you all stuck you noses in
i had kept that secret to myself
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Why are you doing this to me?
what did i ever do to you?
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Ana your my angel Ana my shining star
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i can hide it for years and you'd never know that what i do is everything you hate.
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I try day after day,
to properly explain,
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Feet crossed, toes cringe, knees press to the cold tile of the bathroom floor Shutting my eyes with a blank mind, I struggle but there is nothing more
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Sad? Depressed? No im neither of them,
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