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All of the food she had swallowed is going to go down the toilet bowl.
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You were right and you were always right.
I guess you could say that I always thought I was strong,
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There’s a little girl in the mirror.
She smiles. Her face is full of glee.
She is enclosed by her friends. She looks happy.
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Every day she looks in the mirror,
and she doesn’t like what she sees.
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Everyday I try and try to explain to you all
how difficult its really getting for me
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She promised herself she would stop
that she would never do it ever again
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watch the scale drop watch as everyone turns away
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The expression on my face never shows how I really feel No one ever knows what’s happening on the inside of me
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you look at her and turn away close your mouth there's nothing to say
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my head is spinning, the world a whirling dervish reeling out of control.
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“Blow away with me” she whispers, It’s the voice of an angel,
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She's looking for something more, She want's to see the world,
by anawarfare
9 lines, 2 comments,
on Jul 23 5:15 PM. In Angst, Anorexia, Personal, Eating Disorder, Ana, Mia, Bulimia, Life, Pain, Thoughts
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she stares at the lit ciggarette, sitting alone in the dark,
by anawarfare
18 lines, 1 comment,
on Jul 22 4:01 AM. In Angst, Anorexia, Personal, Eating Disorder, Ana, Mia, Bulimia, Life, Pain, Thoughts
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I feel: Trashed Abandoned
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The same sun sets without your smile
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I know You Say I'm pretty Just The Way I Am
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Repelling with compulsion to assuage the shame
Of inaccessible goals and lost controls that mock
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Thinking about my whole life
I realise I've screwed it up
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It's strange that it feels normal To lay on my bathroom floor
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by xxheartacheexx
16 lines, 6 comments,
on Jul 7 1:35 PM. In Dark, Life, Pain, Personal, Sad, Depression, Sadness, eating disorder, anorexia
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You see the mask i force on everyday but you never realise how hard it is for me
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Bent over a bowl of humming rapids, the toilet calls down my throat for nourishment,
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Look at the mirror. What do you see? Most see a mask of what they want me to be.
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Today passed me by in a flurry of lengthy minutes and watched clocks
.... and the kettle took forever and a day to boil.
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For now
but soon you will see the self perfection i crave
the blood that at one time ran threw my veins
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I am paper thin, with tissue skin
tappered ribs and pointed hips.
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And in that moment I knew that there was more to this than the storybooks said; that perfection was attained, not given.
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For my inadequacies,
Governed by carnage that no one else sees...
by NorthernNoodle
31 lines, 3 comments,
on Jun 17 9:08 AM. In Angst, Bulimia, Anorexia, Eating Disorder, Pain, Trapped, Dark, Abuse, Desperate
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my first poem about my ED.
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I break into another packet. The rustle of the paper sounds like temptation, but the scent of the contents screams a betrayal. A sordid secret of which I could not be more ashamed. And that first sticky bite doesn't feel lik
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She sits in the pantry and stares at the wall, She's terrified that she won't be strong,
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Sitting on the bathroom floor, crying, please, loose some more.
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Transparent maybes
transfer thermal energy
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The numbers on the scale
Make my life a living hell
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She dances in the infinite
zone between funny and strange.
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by bby J
23 lines, 5 comments,
on May 4 9:25 PM. In anger, eating disorder, pain, society, contest, life, anorexia, bulimia, drugs, abuse
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Just in case anyone I know finds out about this poem, I don't really have an eating disorder
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I wish people could hear my unspoken pleas
see all the hurt i feel through my eyes
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If you crave for something sweet, disregard it and don't eat.
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get me out now.
i cannot be confined to this body anymore.
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i'm falling again. running headlong into a wall long since indented with countless impressions of my body in various states of corpulence.
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Waking up greeting Anna without a smile burning off my guilt mile by mile,
by Anna Matchstick
5 lines, 2 comments,
on Apr 14 4:29 PM. In ED, Anorexia, Eating Disorder, Bulemia, Ana, Teen, Life, Thoughts, Pain
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