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What are you? You hideous leech,
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I am ana
And I will d.e.s.t.r.o.y. you
by xxmysuicidalromancex
72 lines,
on Sep 5 4:03 PM. In Eating disorders, cutting, ana, mia, self harm, pain, sad, hurting, destroy, dark
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She'll purge and she'll purge, Till she see's her last meal,
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She's a beautiful girl, But not safe inside her own skin.
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I am a piece of antique and delicate china
Hurtling towards an unforgiving ground
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Look at me, tell me I'm perfection, Still I see the truth.
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she walks into school
gossip streaming the hallways
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Even if they think Ive stoped
I'll purge again somehow
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we want to breathe her out but,
she lives through notes and skin.
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I'm tired of the "advice"
of losing more weight
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Take a look into the life of a girl
Really look deeper through the windows of her soul
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there she goes,
here it comes,
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carving out the truth
from her solid mass of lies
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Waking up at three AM
the darkness outside pressing into my room
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Dear food diary,
Today I had zero calories
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Who is this monster
that i see?
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Dear Ana, you look better than I do,
I'm glad you're back to help me through.
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I look at you
I hear you call my name
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So it's time, My hourly appointment infront of a mirror,
I look at myself, all i need is perfection.
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The acid burns my throat
But i deal with it
Just to obtain flawless beauty
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She could be
[picture] perfect--
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Between the feast and famine
I can't find middle ground.
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Anorexia hung like a gun around her neck
Strapped and ready to kill at any moment
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There she stands, looking in the mirror..she judges herself
"Why cant you ever stop eating?" "Youre so fucking fat! How can you live with
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Looking in the mirror makes me feel weak
The pages of the magazines make me weap
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Face smashed against the glass,
one last attempt to erase the past,
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Bulging bones, a bumpy frame,
if there’s more than skin, it’s a shame.
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The body’s a mirror to the mind
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a.n.o.r.e.x.i.a. / looks *beautiful*
on the page / ((but.im.not));;
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