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She don't understand
that she is hurting me to
by Tessisessan
38 lines, 2 comments,
on Oct 26 6:27 AM. In Depression, depressed, desperation, mother, razor, blood, lies, scars, tears
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The pain of my past Is piled too high and
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I dont need an excuse to do it Im already over the edge
by LesbianOfLove
59 lines, 2 comments,
on Oct 8 5:28 PM. In Loss, Death, Suicide, Depression, Desperation, Hoplessness, Quit, Giving Up, Goodbye
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I think Im going to kill myself
by LesbianOfLove
141 lines, 1 comment,
on Oct 8 5:18 PM. In Suicide, Depression, Death, Sad, Pain, Anger, Hurt, Cutting, Overdose, Desperation
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The London Eye is gleaming, seeming, redeeming, Incessant in external watching, blotching,
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Who is this girl looking at me with glassy eyes? She looks familiar but I can’t place her just now. I seem to recall those eyes being in a
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My tongue traces the edges of another envelope
and I wonder if this is as close as I'll ever get.
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Her eyes might as well have been buttons, hanging by defective threads
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to write light
with smiles:
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I'm the slave of the person in the portrait
But everyone understands
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I'm living in a more real world then anyone else is and it's outstandingly raw and filthy
by msgoldman
25 lines, 2 comments,
on Jul 1 1:00 PM. In Love, Life, Personal, Pain, Sad, Reflection, Alone, Mistake, Desperation
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you cant trust any one... not even your closest friends...
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Little strawberry pushes her way between the legs of a thousand people
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The piano keys, arranged in a scale
-Formality in black on white
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She stares back at me
willing me to believe
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My heart is breaking
Piece by piece
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A mud-spattered white skirt; the painted
Wooden bongo drum resting inside the guarded
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Go back to my past
Rewind and fall so fast
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My head is swimming, And I can't keep myself upright.
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In silence I wait alone, in this world of the unknown.
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The walk of desperation, unending
without ease. Flowing rivers of tears,
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Sitting. Waiting.
by Buggie.B
20 lines, 1 comment,
on Feb 9 5:35 PM. In Pain, Personal, Sad, Society, Life, Love, War, Desperation, Upset, Widowed
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Run
Run my daughter
The grass billows like the sea
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Purity, perfection, is all i strive to have,
As the stars begin to fall infront of me,
by starving-to-survive
44 lines, 16 comments,
on Dec 26 3:54 PM 2008. In Abuse, Pain, self harm, eating disorder, anorexia, thoughts, fear, desperation, sad
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Help, come save me, Says that small voice inside,
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Down on my knees crying for you
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Come with me. Will you protect me
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Could you see how just a single moment lost me in your eyes?
Or hear the way my heart screamed with the burn of these desires?
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In my garden, here i wait for the pain to fade away
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Hearts burn in the icy cold. Nothing around but stone.
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I'm more sexually frustrated than a 50 year old nun I failed to lose my virginity in high school
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You look at me, You see right through me.
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These doubts crawling around your neck. Stunned - you're ruined and
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Sitting, waiting Time and time again
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The moisture on the wall creeps down onto the stained-glass windows
A child’s tear drips, falling as raindrops
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I know that I’m a fool for even saying that I love you
The words unlocked a complication much too big to hold
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Head bowed, she softly cries,
relives the lonely desperate day;
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Hold that gun steady. You should’ve been here months ago, checking your cheap, tired, trite lines at the door. I’d never stab you in the back baby, I’d aim straight for the heart. If you’d told me the truth it would break you
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I’m praying for car crashes && miscarriages to prove you never cared at all. I wish that I could say I was surprised but I’ve been left at
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I hope you know that you're killing me
But I'll show you just how strong I can be
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a long time ago, i almost fell off the edge, and you caught my hand.
that was a long time ago.
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And the things we try to hold onto so desperately,
So easily slip from our hands,
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Do you see the pain behind these eyes
Do you see the love that's been desguised
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another testament to your apathy.
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